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    Eve posted an update 6 years, 3 months ago

    I’m really starting to worry that I’m never going to eat without regretting it again. i try so hard to keep my calorie counts up and to by normal but i feel like i’m never going to be normal and i really just want to fast.

    Mood : Uncomfortable
    • It’s not easy to keep your calorie counts up and giving up seems so easy, but you can do this. It takes time, patience and effort, but you can do this. You will be able to eat normal and someday it’ll go by itself. After a while your system will accept it and it will get easier. Fasting is definitely not the way to go. Your health is very important.

    • You can do it!! I support you!! I believe in you!! Don’t give up!! You’re so strong!! Keep trying and trying and know that you can do it!!

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    Eve posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    the awkward moment where you’ve gained weight and feel like you’re huge and then realize you can still count over half your ribs laying down….

    Mood : Ashamed
    • You are beautiful @eve-hale, please try to feel comfortable within yourself and in your own skin, please try to be positive, you can do this, you deserve to feel happy and upbeat , keep smiling and think good thoughts, always believe in yourself and never give up, I’ll always be here if you ever need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my…[Read more]

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    Eve posted a new activity comment 6 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Eve posted an update funny how i hate emotions when i have them and miss them when their gone. View

    The only emotions I’ve had for the last 6 months have been fueled by my anxiety and depression. they aren’t strength and they don’t help me understand. because they lie to me. I miss feeling anything when i go numb but the emotions i have when I’m not numb aren’t much better. sometimes honestly, they’re much worse.

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    Eve posted an update 6 years, 7 months ago

    funny how i hate emotions when i have them and miss them when their gone.

    Mood : Numb
    • Please don’t feel numb @eve-hale, try your best to stay positive and have happy emotions, you deserve happiness, keep smiling, you are such an amazing and beautiful person, things will get better for you, much brighter days are ahead for you, never give up, keep fighting, you will make it through this, great things will happen to you and you will…[Read more]

    • Don’t hate your emotions. I don’t know why you hate them but they are strength. They help you understand yourself and the environment.

      Trust them. Love them and yourself. :)

    • The only emotions I’ve had for the last 6 months have been fueled by my anxiety and depression. they aren’t strength and they don’t help me understand. because they lie to me. I miss feeling anything when i go numb but the emotions i have when I’m not numb aren’t much better. sometimes honestly, they’re much worse.

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    Eve posted an update 6 years, 8 months ago

    so i haven’t actually cut for 4 months 3 days and i feel proud of that even though i’ve self harmed other ways. idk it just feels like burning and bruising is different somehow.

    Mood : Calm
    • Please don’t harm yourself @eve-hale, you can and will make it through this, you have so much strength and beauty in you, don’t give up, keep fighting, please try to think positively, much brighter and better days are ahead for you, try to stay upbeat and optimistic, you can do this, keep going, you are a wonderful and special person, if you…[Read more]

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    Eve posted a new activity comment 6 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: Eve started the forum topic I am… 3 months and 1 week clean from self harm in the group I am.. I’m kinda struggling because one of my friends who i rely on a lot is going away for college and while i know i’ll […] View

    thank you so much.

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    Eve replied to the forum topic I am… 3 months and 1 week clean from self harm in the group Group logoI am.. 6 years, 9 months ago

    thank you so much.
    i’m feeling a lot better tonight :D

    • my name is zarina, i am a nice girl looking for a good man,please if i may ask you? can will be friends? IF yes this is my email contact me ( [email protected] ) i am waiting for your message for more talk.On my replying back I will reply you with some pics of me for more correspondence. Hope to
      hear from you.
      Thanks,zarina

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    Eve started the forum topic I am… 3 months and 1 week clean from self harm in the group Group logoI am.. 6 years, 9 months ago

    I’m kinda struggling because one of my friends who i rely on a lot is going away for college and while i know i’ll still be able to talk to him through facebook and phone i know i’m going to miss him a lot.

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    Eve replied to the forum topic I am a liar in the group Group logoI am.. 6 years, 9 months ago

    I literally loudly said ”holy Sh*t” reading this because until now i thought i was just a bad person and that no one else was like this.

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    Eve joined the group Group logoI am.. 6 years, 9 months ago

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    Eve posted an update 6 years, 9 months ago

    I”m kinda used to being turned down. i just really hope he doens’t hate me now.

    Mood : Crushed
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    Eve and Profile picture of MagiicMagiic are now friends 6 years, 9 months ago

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    Eve replied to the forum topic Eating Disorder Poem in the group Group logoPoetry 6 years, 10 months ago

    this is honestly beautiful.

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    Eve joined the group Group logoPoetry 6 years, 10 months ago

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    Eve posted a new activity comment 6 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Eve posted an update i’m starting to wonder why i’m putting myself through this and wondering if cutting is really that bad of an option. View

    thanks. i hate unraveling like this.

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    Eve posted an update 6 years, 10 months ago

    i’m starting to wonder why i’m putting myself through this and wondering if cutting is really that bad of an option.

    Mood : Exhausted
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    Eve and Profile picture of Cathrina~Cathrina~ are now friends 6 years, 10 months ago

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    Eve joined the group Group logoBody Posi 6 years, 10 months ago

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    Eve posted a new activity comment 6 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Bryantkhale posted an update some people really can be mean.. View

    i’m sorry sweetie. what happened?

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    Eve changed their profile picture 6 years, 10 months ago

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