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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 2 hours ago

    I feel like I am in such a fog constantly, it’s so odd, i can’t committ to a job search because of it and i’m hesistant to schedule a therapy appt, what the hell is wrong with me?? I feel so out of touch.

    • Don’t be afraid to reach out for help and support when you need too @invincible, I’m sure you will find the right therapist, remember we all deserve to have someone who will listen to and hear us, please know the BT community will always be here for you lovely Cecelia and so will I, you will find direction and purpose in life sweetheart and you…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 18 hours ago

    it is incredibly lonely when people who are your supposed friends and family don’t know you at all.

    • You are such a beautiful and special angel who deserves to be surrounded by love, care and kindness @invincible, those closest to you, your family and friends should always support and be there for you Cecelia no matter what, I want to see you happy sweetie, please know you do matter lovely Cecelia and you are worth it sweetheart, I will always be…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 6 days, 20 hours ago

    I keep trying to get enough sleep but my body just doesn’t comply. I always feel sick, tired and lke I’m not in my body, especially the last several weeks. I’m trying to do college, take care of myself and my family, and my cat, and look for a job but I just cannot function and i dont know why and i dontk now what to do. it’s very ennvering…[Read more]

    • Please take care of yourself @invincible, I want to see you feeling positive and happy mentally, emotionally and physically beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself Cecelia and focus on making each day optimistic and hopeful sweetie, remember you are a survivor who will make it through this and never gives up, hold your head…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    It’s too fucking hot and I feel too fucking sick to do anything, yet I have all this shit to do

    • Do try to stay cool and find some shade @invincible, remember to drink lots of water sweetie, do take care of yourself and stay healthy beautiful angel Cecelia, I don’t want to see you getting sick because of the weather, hope the weather cools down where you are Cecelia, everything will be OK Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 weeks ago

    Keep crying and feeling depressed and sleeping because I am so tired of being completely broke, completely lonely, and completely mentally ill. Lack of hope.

    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling depressed, sad and upset @invincible, you are such a beautiful, kind, lovely and amazing person who deserves all the happiness in the world Cecelia, please know you will overcome all your struggles because you are so brave and courageous Cecelia, try to stay as positive and hopeful as you can sweetie, you will make…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Upped my pills, let’s hope it works!

    • Do take the medication if you feel it truly helps you @invincible, I want to see you feeling happy and positive beautiful angel Cecelia, remember you are such a kind, lovely and amazing person who deserves all the best in life sweetie, everything will work out and be OK Cecelia, remember to keep smiling, hold your head up high and never give up,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Why is it so freaking hard to find a job right now after a freaking pandemic?? They’re all out of driving reach, online, AND or i’m underqualified for.

    • Please don’t give up @invincible, you will find a job that brings you happiness and fulfillment sweetie, I didn’t give my first proper job until 2015 beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to keep searching as best you can, look online, in newspapers and around your local area, find a job that you will be passionate about and pursue it Cecelia, you…[Read more]

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    Michael posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    It’s been several years. I see the boards are still being spammed but at least there’s some use from real people on here. Chat still seems to be used. I hope everyone is keeping well.

    • @michaeluk Nice to see you on here again. Hope you’ve been doing well, too.

    • It’s great to see you back on BT @michaeluk, hope you are OK Michael and everything is going well in your life, it’s sad to see this site being taken over by spam but hopefully BT will one day return to being a place filled with love, compassionate and kindness, feel free to inbox me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent about anything…[Read more]

    • Thanks, it’s been a while! Good to see you here! I’ve been well, I just stumbled back on here out of curiosity so I’ll probably be listening a bit in the evenings on here. How are you doing?

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 1 week ago

    I’m just exhausted from depression and I’m exhausted from being used by everyone I meet.

    • Anyone who hurts and uses you isn’t worth it @invincible, you truly deserve so much happiness, love and hope in your life beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let the darkness of depression and the meanness of horrible people break you sweetheart, try to stay upbeat and surround yourself with positivity Cecelia, smile and know so much brightness lies…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    i need to stop feeling sorry for myself and ruminating in my own despair but like I deserve someone to feel for me after I have been and continue to be fucked over by those I deserve to be loved by

    • I care about you so much @invincible, please know you are loved beautiful angel Cecelia, your family and those closest to you should treat you better sweetie, remember you are so incredible, lovely and special Cecelia, get rid of toxic and horrid people from your life sweetheart and always surround yourself with hope and brightness sweetie, hold…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 2 weeks ago

    completely drained because thinking about my family and how they treat me like shit… why tf do i do this to myself.

    • Your family have absolutely no right to be horrible to you @invincible, they should treat you with love, care and respect beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let their meanness break you sweetie, be as upbeat as you can and don’t let your family bring you down Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself Cecelia and surround yourself with…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    is anyone here an ENTJ? I keep getting it for my mbti

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    Cecelia posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Depression is such a bitch.

    • I know how you feel @invincible, depression can make you feel withdrawn and hopeless, don’t let depression break you sweetie, remember to be as optimistic and positive as you can, focus on all the good times and happy moments that lie ahead for you beautiful angel Cecelia, I want to see you truly smiling sweetheart because you are incredible and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months ago

    I have just never felt so… cursed. Nothing is going right.

    • I know how you feel @invincible, things are difficult and stressful right now in my life too sweetie, nothing ever seems to go right for me as well Cecelia, please don’t let the hard times get you down beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to always be kind to yourself and know there is always hope and light at the end of the tunnel, you will make it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    So many things going wrong at the moment I have no choice but to look up and appreciate the good, and to be optimistic about my future.

    • Keep being as positive and upbeat as you can @invincible, you will make it through this beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let struggles break you down sweetheart, you will overcome any hurdles that life throws at you Cecelia, remember to hold your head up high, smile brightly and keep going forward with optimism and confidence, you can do it…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months ago

    constant state of anger and anxiety beause the government denied my claim to money from covid

    • Oli replied 5 months ago

      Please try to relax and not worry @invincible, the government really should accept your claim and pay you money that you desperately need to support yourself sweetie, I would try to keep reaching out to the authorities and hopefully they will pay out the money you need beautiful angel Cecelia, everything will be OK Cecelia, don’t be afraid to…[Read more]

    • thanks Oli, I have appealed the deny, but if they end up denying that too, I’ll be OK. After my classes in a few weeks, I’ll be working numerous jobs and gigs to get some money. Luckily my family member has loaned me some money for basic needs. ♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months ago

    Anyone know where I can find an online or zoom support group that is free for shopping / spending addictions or compulsive buying? I could really use something like that but google is not showing me any resources which makes me think no one takes my problem seriously and makes me wanna ignore it until I am rock bottom screwed.

    • Oli replied 5 months ago

      Hope you are doing OK beautiful angel @invincible, please take care of yourself sweetie, I know how you feel about shopping addiction, you are buying things to fill a void in your life, I have done that as well sweetheart, buying items I don’t need just because they make me feel happier, try to be careful and look after your finances sweetie so…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    Had a good convo and cry with my family member… I feel kind of odd but relieved I told them by feelings and consequences from my depression… they are stressed out too and we got it out in the open which is the first step to healing.

    • It’s good to see that you were able to bond with a family member @invincible, like you said, hopefully this will start a healing process where you can re-connect with your family and try to start building and working on relationships with them, hope they keep having meaningful conversations with you going forward so you feel better and happier,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    I know this sounds stupid too, but it’s like my (few remaining) friends are just dropping me and just making me feel so unloved and invisible. they just use me and then leave. and on social media I have been raising my voice about my personal experience with M.I., s*xual assault, eating disorder, addiction … and I don’t expect anything or any…[Read more]

    • You deserve to be heard and acknowledged @invincible, anyone who leaves or abandons you because of struggles you have been through isn’t worth your time beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to surround yourself with love and compassion sweetie, we all deserve friends around us who listen and sympathise, who help us feel happier, try to stay focused…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 months, 2 weeks ago

    last year i had planned a tri p to new orleans with my best friend. i los a lot of money and missed out on a great trip due to COVID. now my family members aer going to new orleans didn’t even bring it up or ask me if i wanted to go… i couldn’t afford it anyway, but yes I am jealous and resenting them big time. SO hurt. They don’t know me at…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry that you missed out on your trip due to COVID @invincible, hopefully you will get to go on your trip soon once things return to normal and lockdown is lifted in the USA sweetie, your family members really should be considerate and they should let you come along because than you would be able to make your trip happen, please don’t…[Read more]

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