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    Hayden posted an update 2 months, 1 week ago

    I had to say goodbye to my best friend today. Our dog who has been in congestive heart failure was euthanized in the comfort of his home today. It was the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make and although I keep feeling the waves of guilt and regret, I know that it was time. He left this earth peacefully, and I am left distraught at the loss.

    It may sound silly, but this dog has been there for me through everything in life. All of my darkest moments, the nights I’d contemplated suicide, my toxic relationship, the death of my father- everything. Even the happy times. I know he will live on in my memories, and that time will heal. I’ve grieved before, unfortunately.

    But this is so fucking difficult and I don’t currently want to be in this reality.

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    • I’m so sorry for your loss @devilndisguise, do remember all the happy moments you were able to spend with your much loved pet, my awesome friend Hayden, all the times you played together, went on walks together and spent time cuddling with each other, focus on all the good times you had with him Hayden, be strong buddy, you will make it through this Hayden, take as much time as you need to grieve Hayden, please know I’m always here if you ever need to talk Hayden, feel free to inbox me anytime if you need too Hayden, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • I’m so sorry for your loss, truly. I know what it’s like, especially with a pet who was your legit best friend and savior on so many levels. It’s so hard to be a caring pet owner because we have to let them go much sooner than we wish. Having a heart sucks sometimes, but I know there’s peace of mind knowing he’s at peace, not suffering, and felt a lifetime of LOVE from and for you.

    • Such a loss is heartbreaking, I’m really sorry Hayden. I can’t imagine the pain you are going through. Know that he lived his best life by your side, being truly loved and cared. And also as important, you were by his side giving him comfort when he needed you most. I know there’s very little than I can say to ease your pain, but if you need someone to talk, no not doubt to send me a message. I send you the biggest hug ❤