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    Kat posted an update 5 years, 4 months ago

    I feel like my heart is going to explode. I finally started to apply for jobs and got invited to an interview in the next few days, which is great, but I’ve never worked before and I don’t know what to say. I’ve spent the entire day researching how and it’s helped a little, but given the lack of social skills that I possess I feel like I’m…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t feel down @deadtotheworld, you’ll do great at the job interview, be confident and smile, I’m sure you will be OK, just do your best and be upbeat, remember you have a bright and amazing future ahead that is filled with so many fantastic moments Kat, do make all your goals and dreams come true, believe in yourself and keep going…[Read more]

    • No no you are not, you just have to act, kind of. You will do better than you think!! :) Breathe!!!!

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    Kat posted a new activity comment 6 years ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m feeling really, really down, honestly I’m starting to think that Blah would be a better site without me being on it, I’m only on here to make others feel good, I want to make people smile, […] View

    You are an amazing person and have helped so many people, including me. I’m sorry that I’ve never told you before how much what you say means and how much it helps, knowing that there is someone who cares. You make people smile and feel good which is amazing and means a lot. Blah wouldn’t be the same without you, and it makes me sad to…[Read more]

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    Kat posted an update 6 years ago

    Wow. I looked back at my last post and realized that I’ve actually come a little ways. I am still extremely self-conscious about my weight and eating in front of other people, but I have stopped counting calories and I don’t cut myself that much anymore, although it’s usually because I can’t find time to be alone long enough to do it. The…[Read more]

    Mood : Confused
    • @deadtotheworld Sounds good. :) For the rest, it’s Okay if you aren’t 100% straight. Maybe see if you can start talking to that girl for a few minutes, to check if you actually enjoy being around her before you spend a lot of mental energy on her, and maybe it can get up to coffee together and talking about uni and stuff.

    • Oli replied 6 years ago

      Please don’t let anything get you down @deadtotheworld, you are beautiful inside and out Kat, be comfortable with yourself and be kind to yourself, I’m sure you will find compassionate and understanding people who will always be there for you no matter what, everyone deserves good people in their lives, you do too, keep being the person you have…[Read more]

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    Kat posted an update 6 years, 7 months ago

    My freshman year of high school is about to end and I am very happy to say that high school is not as scary as it was when I last posted. One of my (new) friends rescued me from my isolation at lunch and I’m becoming a little more social, not much but I guess it’s a start. Unfortunately I have started cutting again. I have no other outlet and…[Read more]

    Mood : Worried
    • Things will be OK @deadtotheworld, please don’t harm yourself Kat, you can and will make it through tough times, you are such a wonderful and special person who deserves so much love and happiness, don’t let anything bring you down, things will change for the better, great things will happen to you, you are a survivor and warrior who never gives…[Read more]

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    Kat started the forum topic Dead in the group Group logoVent It! 7 years, 4 months ago

    I just started high school last week and I hate it. I am completely alone ( which actually isn’t bad all the time)and I have no one I can turn to about serious problems because I don’t want to be anymore of a […]

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    Kat posted an update 7 years, 4 months ago

    I just started high school last week and I hate it so much. I am silent for the whole day because no one bothers to notice me and I’m too scared to start a conversation. I’m collapsing under the workload and feel like I’m playing apart. I drift through the day surviving hour to hour, minute to minute. I hate life and I know that there are a…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Keep your head up @deadtotheworld, you deserve to be here and you will make it through school, just remember to do your best and I’m sure you’ll make it through this, keep going, keep moving forward, never give up, you can do this, try to think positively, you are so strong and wonderful, you are never alone, if you need to talk or need a…[Read more]

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    Kat joined the group Group logoAtheism 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat joined the group Group logoCreativity 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat started the forum topic Pointless in the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 7 years, 5 months ago

    I feel like I have no purpose. Even when I am having fun I crash and am plunged into a pit of despair right after. I feel like I could kill myself and the world, my family, and friends wouldn’t be affected in […]

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    Kat joined the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat joined the group Group logoVent It! 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat joined the group Group logoArt! 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat joined the group Group logoAnime 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat joined the group Group logoNight Owls 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat started the forum topic Invisible in the group Group logoLonely, but not for long 7 years, 5 months ago

    All my life I have been invisible. I’m the person who is in your class that people will only vaguely remember if they remember me at all. Whenever there are tests or anything that ask if you have been bullied I […]

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    Kat joined the group Group logoLonely, but not for long 7 years, 5 months ago

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    Kat posted an update 7 years, 5 months ago

    I try to socialize with people, but I just end up feeling more alone than before and end up wearing a plastic smile throughout the whole encounter. I even have to do this with my own family which includes a brother that constantly bombards me with insults concerning my weight and looks. I feel like taking a handful or two of pills and just letting go.

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    Kat replied to the forum topic First cut (venting) in the group Group logoScars 7 years, 5 months ago

    For a few days I’ll be fine, but then a family member will say something or something happens and I feel like I’ll explode or just break down and fall apart unless I cut. I feel so alone and I don’t see why I […]

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