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    Cecelia posted an update 1 day, 10 hours ago

    Pretty annoyed, self-conscious, irritated and jealous of others at the moment and it’s kind of making me act bitchy to everyone. I just need to relax and solve whatever is making me this way. Though it’s numerous things. Regardless, I just need to try try try to feel better overall – especially now so that others won’t have to be involved.

    • Stay focused on making yourself feel positive and upbeat @invincible, don’t compare yourself to others sweetie, you are unique, beautiful and amazing in your own special way Cecelia, always be kind to yourself and know you will make great things happen Cecelia, everything will be OK, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence,…[Read more]

    • I can relate to that feeling, when you just act bitter and mad to everyone because of all the storms that are bottled inside you. As you said, try to solve one thing at a time to focus in every problem. And don’t worry about acting that way, everyone of us go throgh good and bad times, and must understand and be there for the people who are going…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 days, 11 hours ago

    If you’re a good friend – WATCH OUT – lots of people out there who will take advantage of you! Remember you matter and you have the power to change your life. ♥

    • Everyone deserves compassionate, kind and lovely friends around them, people who will stick by them no matter what @invincible, you do too Cecelia, surround yourself with happiness, positivity and brightness sweetie, I want to see you being loved, appreciated and valued hun, remember you are such a brilliant angel who deserves all the best out of…[Read more]

    • That’s right Cecelia, we have to watch out to these kind of people, and don’t let them affect our lives. Fortunately, there’ll be also other ones who will love us unconditionally and won’t ask anything in return!

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 days, 6 hours ago

    It is always about what others want. I am a person. I exist. I have my own wants. I love compromising but no one ever wants that. It is always about them them them them I want this I want you I want you to be a certain way to fit my needs. STOP!!! Stop suffocating me and stop clinging to me in general and especially when you just want to use me…[Read more]

    • Do help others but remember to take care of yourself first @invincible, surround yourself with kind people who will be there for you Cecelia but who will give you the time to work on finding yourself sweetie, don’t let anyone be horrible to you or make you feel like your needs don’t matter, because they do matter Cecelia, remember to always be…[Read more]

    • Those people act that way because it’s waaaaay easier to ask others for things to satisfy their needs than doing them themselves. Remember that you have to take care of yourself first, and if there’s some people that want to stay around you just to obtain a benefit, don’t let them. Take care Cecelia!

    • thanks so much you two! ♥♥ i truly appreciate it

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    Cecelia posted an update 4 days, 14 hours ago

    Grateful for you all here on Blah. I am wishing every single person on this site a beautiful weekend full of happiness and comfort. I’m doing alright, working hard to feel better within m anxiety and my self-esteem. Don’t hesitate to message me to vent or if you need some support/help! I am here for you and appreciate your existence. ♥

    • Always be the kind, compassionate and sweet angel that you are @invincible, the BT community is so lucky to have wonderful members like you Cecelia, do stay positive and remember to love yourself sweetie because you are truly brilliant, beautiful and amazing in every single way, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Cecelia, stay strong,…[Read more]

    • Thank you so much for your kind message Ceceilia!! I wish you too a wonderful weekend full of hapiness and peace of mind <3

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    Cecelia posted an update 5 days, 20 hours ago

    People can be so f*cking delusional and disrespectful and it wastes my time, my energy and my happiness – but I am not going to let this ruin my day!!!! I am above it all. I’m not 100% normal but at least I try DAILY to beat my anxieties and struggles. Would be nice to meet someone in my life who does the same.

    • Don’t let horrible people bring you down @invincible, focus on making each day bright, incredible and amazing sweetie, surround yourself with positivity and know you will win all your battles Cecelia, hold your head up high and look forward towards your fantastic future hun, you can do it, believe in yourself and never give up, inbox me anytime…[Read more]

    • Unfortunately we’ll usually bump into people who will be disrespectful and unempathetic to us. And despite this here you are, showing you won’t give up and won’t let them ruin your day. That’s a magnific trait about you Cecelia, you are above whatever happens. It’s difficult to find people who understand us, but I’m sure that you’ll find…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week ago

    SO SO SO many people just want to use me.
    Its disappointing and sad.

    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      Anyone who uses you isn’t worth your time @invincible, you are such a beautiful, special and lovely angel who truly deserves compassionate and caring people around her Cecelia, surround yourself with hope, positivity and joy sweetie, remember the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, smile and keep making each day bright and…[Read more]

    • It is sad. But don’t let those people use you if you can.

    • It’s like you said. There’s too many people who just want to stand by our side to use us. As soon as you discover their true intentions, take them out of your life, they don’t deserve to stay.

    • thanks! I plan not to, especially before it gets to be overwhelming♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    Going to make a strong effort to not let my self-hatred and anxiety ruin my life. I’m done letting it ruin my life & my relationships with others. I can’t let them win.

    • Please be kind to yourself and don’t let darkness, pain and negativity get you down @invincible, focus on all the things that bring you happiness, love and positivity Cecelia, love yourself sweetie and know so many people care about you Cecelia, hold your head up high and look forward towards your bright future with hope and joy, you will be OK…[Read more]

    • Marta replied 1 week ago

      I know you won’t let them win, you are a fighter. For me it’s very difficult to overcome those feelings, and seeing you showing the will and strength to fight them makes me feel so proud of you, and you should feel proud of yourself as well!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    I hate myself so much. Why did they do this?

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    I hope this doesn’t end, or end horribly… but for now I am pretty happy :) :) :) even if its temporary euphoric

    • It will be positive, happy and wonderful @invincible, don’t let the bad times get you down Cecelia, focus on all the fantastic moments and remember to always shine brightly sweetie, you can do it Cecelia, remember you are a survivor who never gives up, believe in yourself because you are amazing in every single way, you can do it hun, inbox me…[Read more]

    • As you said Cecelia, even if it’s temporary, it will be fantastic! Enjoy these happy moments, live great experiences and create meaningful memories. It’s great to read you are feeling that happy, you really deserve it!!

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    Anxiety in all forms is literally ruining my life Hahahahaahaha this is great, fantastic whoa! now I’ll just wait until it goes away, which could take minutes to days, and hide away from all confrontation or awkwardness.

    • It would be great to snap our fingers and make anxiety disappear instantly. It’s awful when it takes over you, I do usually deal with it too and, as you said, you never really know when will go away. I hope you reach a state of peace soon, and don’t give up Cecilia. You are a strong fighter, I know you can with it!

    • Don’t let anxiety get you down @invincible, you are such a beautiful, amazing and wonderful angel who deserves to feel positive, happy and upbeat, focus on being calm and putting your mind at ease sweetie, you will be OK Cecelia because you are a fighter and survivor hun, keep going forward and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    I should just apologize to every single person on earth for being the way I am.

    • Please don’t apologise @invincible, always be the beautiful, amazing and wonderful angel that you are Cecelia, be proud of who you are and truly embrace, cherish and love every part of yourself sweetie, remember to be kind to yourself and stay positive, believe in yourself Cecelia and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

    • Never, and I say NEVER, apologize for being the way you are. It really infuriates me how some people, some unfortunate or deliberate words, some circunstances, can hurt us so much that make us believe we should change. No. We all have flaws and virtues, and as long and we don’t hurt people/animals on purpose and try to do good why do we have to…[Read more]

    • Never feel sorry for the way you are. If anything, if that someone doesn’t accept you as who you are then it’s their loss. I’m sure you’re a wonderful person and I wish the best of you and your improvements. :)

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    Cecelia posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    HAPPY due to the reviews I got on my poetry! I’m amazed at myself for writing something merely from an observation but putting real emotions we can all relate to into it. It feels great to know that people can be entertained and C O N N E C T emotionally to something. ♥♥♥

    • That’s amazing @invincible, you should be so proud of yourself Cecelia, continue to create meaningful poetry that inspires others sweetie, remember you are so wise and talented Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • Glad to see you happy! :D

    • I’m so happy for you Cecilia! :) Congrats on your excellent reviews! Keep on working on what you love most and be proud of you. You are very talented and hard working, don’t forget it!

    • thank you all so much!!!! this means so much, you are all so kind ♥♥♥♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks ago

    I am so happy for my friend but at the same time talking to her makes me kind of sad and sulky because of slight jealousy? But not of HER exactly, but more of the fact I don’t have what she has at the moment, but it’s ok. I’m just glad I don’t have raging envy like I used to as a child & teen. But I am truly happy for her and will be there for…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 2 weeks ago

      You will find happiness, positivity and love in life @invincible, amazing things will come your way Cecelia, do be there to support your friend, let her know you care and want the best for her sweetie, do look after yourself as well Cecelia, you will get to a good place in life hun, remember to hold your head up high and know all your dreams will…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 2 days ago

    strangest thing … have I peaked the height of my insecurity? trying to find and take a decent picture of myself is making me feel anxious, nauseous and lightheaded… weird.

    • Please don’t feel bad or insecure about yourself @invincible, you are truly beautiful, amazing and wonderful inside and out Cecelia, look in the mirror and smile at the incredible, special and brilliant angel you see staring back at you, be kind to yourself because you are perfect in every single way sweetie, you will find a cute photo of…[Read more]

    • I’ve always found ironic how most of us can see and appreciate all the beauty of other human beings, but we are unable to perceive our own beauty. Of course we will not feel pretty every day of our lives, which does not mean we are not. Every single one of us has their strenghts and their weaknesses, making us unique.
      If you do not feel good…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago

    It’s incredible how humans feel, different things. A lot seems to be confusing yet intruiging at the same time.

    • Indeed @invincible, we all have thoughts, emotions and feelings that are both good and bad, positive and negative Cecelia, we just all have to find a good way to get them out and not bottle things up, focus on using your experiences, the way you have felt things to help others and yourself sweetie, remember to always be the bright, kind and…[Read more]

    • It’s as you said Cecilia. The spectrum of human feelings is incredibly wide and intriguing, showing us how complex and amazing we are. We have a lot to learn yet about ourselves!

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    I love when a website takes my money
    Wasn’t that much but still I’m pissed.

    • I’m so sorry that happened to you @invincible, hopefully you will be able to recover the money you lost sweetie, I would call the authorities and your bank if you have any concerns Cecelia, I’m sure everything will work out for you Cecelia, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • It’s very annoying when something like that happens. Usually you are able to recover your money, and if your bank account was involved in the transaction, your bank can help you solve the problem. Even if it was not a lot of money try to recover it, I know you will succed.
      Plus, now you know about a website that you can no longer trust.

    • Sorry that happened to you. Can you get it back?

    • thank you Oli, Marta and Samantha! I will try to get it back, thank you for your kind words ♥ It means so much to me.

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    Cecelia posted an update 2 weeks, 6 days ago

    Feel stuck right now. Anxiety is making me feel strange, low on energy, have like 0 friends, can hardly make new ones RN – need a car, but need $ , need a car to get more $ iejihneitehji
    + I’m like traumatized from driving LOL OH WELL, I will still hang in there because things could be worse and they are not.

    • Please don’t let anxiety get you down @invincible, try to stay positive sweetie and focus on making good things happen Cecelia, everyone deserves wonderful friends around them, you do too Cecelia, you will meet kind people who will love you for you and will stick by you, I’m sure you will find a way to make money and get a new car, hold your…[Read more]

    • In situations when anxiety takes over everything, disconnecting from all the things that make it worse can be a good start. And it can be a good opportunity to make some changes in your life if you are able, even if they are little ones.
      As you said, hang in there and keep going. You are very brave and strong, and sometimes life is just to…[Read more]

    • thank you so much Marta & Oli. You are so sweet and smart, it’s very enlightening. I appreciate you very much <3

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