Don’t be afraid to reach out for help and support @darksavior, you are a wonderful and amazing person who deserves to live a happy life surrounded by all the people who bring you hope, I’m sure you will find ways to better yourself and become stronger because you are a fighter, also you will be reunited with your son, try to look towards all the bright moments that are ahead in the future and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, you are never alone (hugs)