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| About Me | Former Big Spender/Gambler! Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Anxiety, Depression. I am lonely yet I prefer to be alone. Very active, always working. I feel guilty if I am not working. I have panic attacks if I could be working and I am not. I spend money on friends and myself to the point where I neglect my financial responsibilities more often than not. I used to buy lots of scratch-off tickets and spend thousands on other forms of gambling. Even things as simple as carnival games, those games outside of stores, arcades, and restaurants. Then when I am broke I am always trying to figure out how to get more money! I even got into serious trouble spending my mother and father's credit cards. My parents pressed charges on me for a couple thousand dollars. Rather than being able to pay it pack, I went to jail and became a felon. My Parentws thopught this was best for me. In some ways they are right but I wish I could have not had to become a felon. Now I can't ever own a gun or go into Canada. <img src='https://blahtherapy.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_sad.gif' alt=':(' class='wp-smiley' /> My son and I will never be able to go hunting together with a rifle. I will never be able to hold my grandfather's 33 ever again. My addictions i acquired to cover my problems ended up creating more problems! THat just figures. There is so much more to say but that will come later. The stories can become as dark or as bright depending on which direction anyone wants to go in conversation with me! I am an excellent listener and way better at helping others rather than myself. I am very self-aware yet I procrastinate whatever it is I am supposed to do when it comes to tasks, errands, chores, goals, mandatory actions, and anything with a due date. |
| Age | 41 |
| Experienced with | Abuse, Addiction, Bullying, Careers, Depression, Eating Disorders, Education, General, Grieving, Health & Fitness, Marriage, Mental Disorders, Parenting, Phobias, Relationships, Self Harm, Sexuality, Social Anxiety |
| Profile Header | Cracked |
First Update
Please don’t feel alone @d-rock, you are such an amazing person who deserves to feel happy and who deserves to feel on top of the world, focus on the things that make you smile and that make you feel good, don’t let anything get you down, everything will be OK, you will beat all your struggles, hold your head up high and stay positive, great…[Read more]