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    ClareBear posted an update 2 years, 3 months ago

    Having time to yourself really makes you think. The decision i’ve made to wear my heart on my sleeve was and is definitely a tough decision, but i think at the end of the day, its worth it. Because of the type of person that i am, i tend to care a lot about things most people don’t even think about. I’ve spent so much of my life thinking this was a bad thing, but the conversation i had with a friend this morning showed me otherwise. Shes the type to keep everything to herself and she pretty much told me that she feels like that prevents her from truly getting what she wants and moving ahead in relationships and stuff like that. I on the other hand, am so straight up with people and so expressive that i’ve been able to maintain long term relationships and friendships. I know that my boyfriend loves me, and i know he cares about me. If he fell inlove with who i am, which is a person who overthinks and cares way too much, then i cant be that bad. Basically, what im trying to say is that although i’ve dealt with a lot of pain and heart break in my short years of life, atleast i know i have experienced things most people never get to experience, and atleast i know that i have tried my very best at everything i do, because of how much i care. Even if my and my boyfriend someday dont work out, i know i can say that i did everything i possibly could and i know that i cared so much for him that i wont feel any remorse or regret. Its not about what you did, its about what you didn’t do.

    • Do express how you feel and get your emotions out @clara332, it’s good that you are willing to open up and not bottle things up, you are a beautiful and incredible person who has overcome all her struggles with bravery, courage and hope, go forward with confidence as your future is bright, remember to always believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)