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    Oli posted an update 1 month ago

    Words to accurately describe me:
    Pathetic, reclusive, failure, sad, depressed, lost, lonely, stupid, hopeless, alone :(

    Mood : Depressed
    • are you okay ?I know I am hardly around but I am here

    • No oli, I am sorry but this is just not true. You are inspiring, helpful, successful, smart, and so incredibly kind and deserving of all things good.

    • You’re so sweet I hope you find happiness and see yourself as the great and wonderful person you truly are♡

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    Oli posted an update 1 month ago

    Will you be my friend? :(

    Mood : Lonely
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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago

    Life is so lonely, depressing and sad, I don’t know why I bother or try because in the end, absolutely NOTHING ever works out for me, I’m not a positive person at all, I’m hopeless and lost with no real goals or aspirations, I’m going to be 30 years old next year and have nothing to show for it except failure, I have been a recluse for so long…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • same
      at least you still try to cheer people up
      better than closing yourself down and turning into an asshole like me, least you still have something to give even if your brain cant see it that way

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    I’m so lonely, alone and sad, the pain will never end for me, I just want to die, everything is so hopeless :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Hayden posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    It’s been awhile, but I wanted to check in. Doesn’t seem that much has changed around here, which comes as a major disappointment, but not necessarily a shock.

    Anyway, I think I need to vent. It doesn’t really matter if anyone sees this or even reads it, I just need an outlet. BT has always been there for me, above all else and through all of…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t harm or kill yourself @devilndisguise, you are so lovely, amazing, incredible and special to me and the entire BT community Hayden, so many people care about and love you Hayden, you are a much valued and appreciated member of BT Hayden, things will get better for you, my brave and courageous friend Hayden, don’t let the dark…[Read more]

    • don’t ‘hope’ for it. make it happen. of course it’s a hell of a journey so i’m by no means downplaying the difficulty of it but quite simply – figure out where you are in life. your limitations, your strengths, etc. then figure out where you want to be. make a plan to go from where you are to where you want to be and follow it consistently.…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 5 months ago

    Seriously the more TV spots that come out for this, the more excited I get, bring on April 2020!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it’s only a 30 second TV spot, but SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, IT’S ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D , hope everyone on the wonderful BT community is doing well too, remember I love each and every one of you and I want the best for all of you, this community means so much to me :) <3 (hugs and love…[Read more]

    Mood : Excited
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    Katherine posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    Did I do the wrong thing? – so a couple of months ago my ex texted me saying Happy Birthday to me and at first I didn’t know who it was until he told me. I decided to cave in and give him my social back, we added each other back on snap and followed each other on insta again. We talked a little more often but then he got a gf. So I was like…[Read more]

    • I would just forget about them @teamtennantgirl, they have absolutely no right to snoop on you Katherine, don’t let them have any power over you Katherine, stay focused on your happiness Katherine, you are a fantastic person who deserves to feel loved and appreciated, get rid of toxic people from your life Katherine and surround yourself with…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago

    IT’S ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!! SO SUPER EXCITED EVERYONE!!!!!!!! :D (yes I’m a HUGE James Bond fan), hope everyone on BT is doing great, remember I will always be here for each and every member of this beautiful community, the BT community means so much to me :) <3 (hugs and love to you all)

    Mood : Excited
    • awesome Oli I am so glad you are excited & happy about this!! it makes me happy! we are always here for you too <3

    • Awww thank you so much @invincible, I am so very excited for the new Bond film coming out in April 2020, hope you are OK sweetie, please know I will always be here for you beautiful angel Cecelia, I want to see you feeling truly happy because you are absolutely so kind, incredible and amazing, please know you can always talk to me about anything…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted an update 8 months, 1 week ago

    Hi, all.

    Remember to love yourself today.

    • Thank you for always being the kind, compassionate and sweet person that you are @devilndisguise, my awesome friend Hayden, keep inspiring this community and know you are truly lovely Hayden, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent Hayden, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Hayden posted an update 9 months ago

    I wish it wasn’t such a common occurrence for me to want to just give up.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli replied 9 months ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling sad and depressed @devilndisguise, you are such a kind, lovely, sweet and compassionate friend to me, my awesome buddy Hayden, I want to see you truly smiling, happy and making each day as bright as you can, you will overcome all of life’s hurdles Hayden and everything will be OK, remember to hold your head up…[Read more]

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    Hayden posted an update 9 months, 1 week ago

    What the … *fuck* … is happening here? This place is just disgusting now. I’m so disappointed. Once a beautiful community, now a target for perverts and trolls who take advantage of those with already fragile state of minds.

    • t’s so frustrating, sad and annoying to see what has become of BT @devilndisguise, I always want this place to be a supportive, loving and compassionate community, but what has happened to BT now is just so disappointing, it’s become a site filled with trolls, bots, spammers and perverts, how did this place fall so far?, it shouldn’t be like this,…[Read more]

    • @oliver

      Completely agree, Oli. I’d love to see you become an admin. I’ve been rooting for that to happen since I joined over 4 years ago!
      I guess we just have to keep hoping, somehow. I wish the owner still cared about this place, or another place like this would come around.

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    Hayden posted an update 9 months, 2 weeks ago

    There was a shooting last night, barely ten seconds down the road from where I work. My girlfriend was also working at the time, another place right down the road.

    Two people were killed. This world is so scary to live in sometimes.

    • I’m so sorry that happened @devilndisguise, that is really scary, do remember to take care of yourself and be mindful of your personal security when you are going about your business in your day to day activities, my awesome friend Hayden, make sure you and your girlfriend are safe and secure where you live Hayden, everything will be OK, hope…[Read more]

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