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    ChristopherRyan posted a new activity comment 8 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m feeling really, really down, honestly I’m starting to think that Blah would be a better site without me being on it, I’m only on here to make others feel good, I want to make people smile, […] View

    You might not remember me. But you were there for me when I needed you must. I wanted to give up. But you were there. So if you saved one life, then you were meant to be here. Don’t focus on what’s wrong with this site. Keep helping people no matter what anyone says cuz that will also help you too! Thank you Oli for saving my life!

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 8 years, 5 months ago

    Life keeps getting worse… and worse… and worse…

    Mood : Depressed
    • Please don’t let anything get you down @christopherryan, you are such a fantastic and brilliant person who deserves all the happiness and brightness in the world Christopher, things may seem hard but they will change for the better, focus on all the things that put a smile on your face, you are a warrior who never gives up, show everyone how…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 4 months ago

    Feeling very sad… missing my kids… tired of my life…

    Mood : Depressed
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    ChristopherRyan posted a new activity comment 9 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: ChristopherRyan posted an update PLEASE GOD! Let the suffering be over!!! I want the healing to begin… View

    @Kaleidoscope Thank you! I appreciate the prayers… I really need them.

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    PLEASE GOD! Let the suffering be over!!! I want the healing to begin…

    Mood : Angry
    • @Kaleidoscope Thank you! I appreciate the prayers… I really need them.

    • Don’t give up @christopherryan, you are such a wonderful and amazing person, personally you have helped me out and been there for me which I appreciate very much, you deserve so much happiness, things will get better and light will come into your life, you will heal, please keep fighting and don’t give up, you are so strong and are never alone,…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    I’m pretty sure long periods of intense pain are worse the one really, really bad period of intense pain. I often wondered. But now that I have experience both, I’m sure I’d rather have more pain in less time and just have it over with.

    Mood : Hurt
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    ChristopherRyan posted a new activity comment 9 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: ChristopherRyan posted an update I just had the worst week ever! I have so little hope left. I just don’t want to feel all this pain and it seems to never end. Pleeeeeeeeeeeease God Help Me! View

    Thank you Sam! BTW, you are worth it to me! Hang in there yourself.. I love that saying, ”Sometimes you just have to create your own sunshine.” :) Take care!

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    ChristopherRyan posted a new activity comment 9 years, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Jasmin posted an update “I need him to stop loving me so I can finally kill myself” View

    It’s strange, but I actually know what you are saying… or at least how I interpret it. When I hit bottom and I’m like F everything. I just want to give up. But I can’t because of the people that care about me. The hardest one of all it that I have 5 kids.

    I hope you are okay. I hope you can work through all of this. If you need anything…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    I just had the worst week ever! I have so little hope left. I just don’t want to feel all this pain and it seems to never end. Pleeeeeeeeeeeease God Help Me!

    Mood : Afraid
    • Thank you Sam! BTW, you are worth it to me! Hang in there yourself.. I love that saying, ”Sometimes you just have to create your own sunshine.” :) Take care!

    • Keep your head up @christopherryan, things will look up for you, don’t give up, everything will get better and much brighter days are ahead for you, keep smiling and stay positive, stay happy, you are such a wonderful person, stay strong, you are never alone, your bad days will not last, you can do this, there is always light at the end of the…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 6 months ago

    I’m not sure how I feel right now. G’night!

    Mood : Confused
    • You should feel happy and positive @christopherryan because you are such a wonderful person and you are a fighter who has been through so much and survived, keep your head up and keep smiling, everything will work out for you, keep going and keep moving forward, I believe in you, you can do this, stay strong, you are not alone, if you need to talk…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan answered question “why do i talk to myself ?9 years, 7 months ago

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    Okay day. No complaints. Started new meds to help with my depression… starting to feel better. (fingers crossed)

    Mood : Hopeful
    • That’s great @christopherryan, I’m sure everything will work out for you, stay positive, keep smiling and be optimistic, you can do this, you are so strong and you are never alone, you are a wonderful person, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)

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    ChristopherRyan changed their profile picture 9 years, 7 months ago

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    ChristopherRyan changed their profile picture 9 years, 7 months ago

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    Missing my kids right now…

    Mood : Sad
    • Please don’t be sad @christopherryan, I’m sure you will see your kids, don’t ever forget that you are a great father, please try to stay positive and smile, everything will work out for you, you are such a wonderful person, please keep going and keep moving forward, you can do this, stay strong, you are not alone, if you need to talk or need a…[Read more]

    • Awe why are you missing your kids? Did i miss something?

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    ChristopherRyan posted a new activity comment 9 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: ChristopherRyan posted an update Wake up. Try to do what is right. See my life is sh**. Get discouraged. Wonder if it is worth it. Get tired. Decide to finally go to sleep. Repeat.I really don’t care what […] View

    I try and make my life better every day. And every day I sacrifice everything I have for my family, but still get treated like sh**. It’s complicated and believe it or not, I don’t have control over a lot of things in this world. The one thing I need to work on is my attitude cuz it sucks, but just doing doesn’t always make things better. And…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    Wake up. Try to do what is right. See my life is sh**. Get discouraged. Wonder if it is worth it. Get tired. Decide to finally go to sleep. Repeat.

    I really don’t care what happens. I am just walking through life without a life. I feel like nothing. Nothing makes me happy anymore. THIS IS NOT ME! I used to be a different person. I can’t seem…[Read more]

    Mood : Numb
    • If you want to make your life not ”shit” anymore, then work towards that! Am sure that is going to 1, give you motivation and 2, make you feel like you have a purpose/happy.

    • I try and make my life better every day. And every day I sacrifice everything I have for my family, but still get treated like sh**. It’s complicated and believe it or not, I don’t have control over a lot of things in this world. The one thing I need to work on is my attitude cuz it sucks, but just doing doesn’t always make things better. And…[Read more]

    • Don’t give up @christopherryan, please keep fighting, things will go well for you, you deserve to live a life full of amazing and fantastic moments, you can do this, please keep going, much brighter days are ahead for you, stay strong, you are never alone, keep moving forward, if you need to talk or need a friend, I’m always here, feel free to…[Read more]

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    ChristopherRyan posted an update 9 years, 7 months ago

    I am tired. Good night!

    Mood : Sleepy
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