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    mariko posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago

    For anyone that has been looking for me, sorry. Mentally not ok and don’t want to spread negativity.
    I’ll answer to everyone when I’m mentally more capable.

    • I’ve been so worried about you @marikofujimoto, please take as much time away as you need sweetie, please don’t apologise hun, I care about and love you so much, beautiful angel Mariko, you do so much for all of us here on BT Mariko, but remember to always look after yourself too Mariko, you will make it through this Mariko because you are so…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    BAN.THE.SPAM.
    too much!!!! And new members pay for it!

    • Indeed the spam is so annoying and frustrating @marikofujimoto, hopefully someone new will take over moderation of BT and spammers will get deleted, it’s so sad to see this loving community attract spammers, trolls and bots, this community deserves so much better, hope you are OK sweetie and having a wonderful day, beautiful Mariko, I’m always…[Read more]

    • @marikofujimoto

      Sad, but very true. :( The neglect of this place is so disheartening.

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    mariko answered question “How do I get over people abandoning me in depression.2 years, 10 months ago

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    mariko answered question “You can buy a sex dolls in a physical store. Would you buy it?2 years, 10 months ago

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    mariko posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago

    Struggling with alot of back pain. My parents believe it’s either a problem in my spine or kidneys. Tomorrow going to the doctor.
    So scared :(

    • Doctor check ups can be terrifying, especially because of the uncertainty of the diagnose. Try to do some relaxing activities before your appointment, Mariko: listening to music, take a stroll, drink something warm… And remember that they are there to make you feel comfortable, ease your pain, and help you as much as they can. I’m sure your…[Read more]

    • I don’t want to see you feeling unwell or in pain @marikofujimoto, you will make it through this, beautiful angel Mariko, please don’t be scared or afraid, you are so strong, brave and courageous, remember to always stay healthy physically, mentally and emotionally, take care of yourself sweetie, you will be OK Mariko, please know that I’ll…[Read more]

    • Good luck Mariko, I hope everything is OK and its nothing serious. Hoping the pain will go away too. Don’t be too scared, I’m sure it’ll be alright and it’ll be solved if there is a minor issue. ♥♥

    • @marikofujimoto

      I know it’s been about a day since you posted this, but I hope the visit goes/went well. :( Hopefully you’ll be relieved of your pain and it isn’t too serious.

      Best of luck.

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    mariko posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago

    Going to therapy today. Quite scared. Is from my university, so assuming will be a good therapist. But never easy to put ourselves in a vulnerable place.

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    mariko answered question “how to get over broken friendships?2 years, 11 months ago

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    mariko answered question “Is it just me or does anyone else have a problem with Vent/Listen chat?2 years, 11 months ago

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    mariko posted an update 2 years, 11 months ago

    I may sound cruel, but can we please avoid ideas of suicidal attempts on the feed? Many people are suicidal and might trigger them. Please don’t do that. Seek professional help instead.

    • We should all support and be there for each other during the good and bad times @marikofujimoto, this is a supportive, loving and compassionate community where we all help each other, remember to always be the kind, sweet and beautiful angel that you are Mariko, hope you are OK and having a fantastic day sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 2 years, 11 months ago

    Never been so scared of myself. Really need help.

    • Please don’t do anything bad to yourself @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling truly happy sweetheart, don’t let bad thoughts get you down Mariko, everything will be OK hun, surround yourself with good things, with all the things that bring you a sense of calm, happiness and joy beautiful angel, remember you are so loved and cared for by me…[Read more]

    • I hope you are OK Mariko. I am here for you and rooting for you to experience happiness and joy. ♥

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    mariko posted an update 2 years, 12 months ago

    All I am is a tool. Temporary tool, actually. Use, abuse, throw it.

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    mariko posted an update 3 years ago

    Childhood abuse isn’t fun.
    The scars last forever.

    • Oli replied 3 years ago

      I’m so sorry that happened to you @marikofujimoto, no-one deserves to be abused in life, what happened to you was so wrong sweetie, you are a truly beautiful angel who is kind, compassion and lovely, you have been through so much Mariko and you are still here, trying to make each day positive and happy, it shows how courageous and brave you are…[Read more]

    • I know. It’s unfortunate that those who have been abused have to live with the scars forever, while the people who abused usually find nothing wrong in what they did as they live their lives. But there are ways to retrain your brain, experience happiness and try to be courageous as you go through life. And I am always here for you if you ever…[Read more]

    • What cracks me up the most about childhood abuse, is that it comes from the people who are suposed to protect you and take care of you. Unfortunately, not everybody is aware of the damage they can really do. I’m sorry to hear you’ve gone through these experiences, Mariko. As you said, the scars are forever, but so is your strenght. Despite every…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 years ago

    Anyone knows of a job online? Or any jobs for foregeins in your country?
    I’m genuinly desperate!!

    • Oli replied 3 years ago

      You will find the right job and career for you @marikofujimoto, try looking online sweetie, I mainly use the job site Indeed and Google to look for work Mariko, you will make all your dreams come true lovely angel, something wonderful will come your way Mariko, keep going and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 years ago

    There’s something I’m so ashamed of saying to people that care. Not sure how to cope.

    • Oli replied 3 years ago

      Please don’t feel ashamed @marikofujimoto, do open up to someone you can confide in sweetie, don’t bottle things up Mariko, get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out in a way that benefits you and makes you happier, I want to see you smiling and upbeat, beautiful angel, please know I’m always here for you and so is the BT community, I’ll…[Read more]

    • I feel you, Mariko. There are some matters that are difficult to address to our loved ones, because many reasons: we are afraid they’ll judge us, think that we are weird, feel embarrassed infront of them, etc. But they will support you, don’t ever doubt this. Open up to someone you trust, and let your feelings out, they’ll support you and help…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 years ago

    Got rid of someone toxic. Type of person that always says they’ll change, but won’t.
    Rather sad to see the huge list of people this year, that I got rid off. Is ok though. Being alone is better than the suffering.

    Mood : Cold
    • Oli replied 3 years ago

      You are such a lovely angel who deserves compassionate, kind and nice people around you @marikofujimoto, do get rid of toxic people and surround yourself with people that bring you hope and happiness sweetie, please know the BT community will always be here for you Mariko and so will I, remember you are truly beautiful inside and out, inbox me…[Read more]

    • i totally understand, i did the same this 2018, total clean up of those who wouldnt help me grow, cheers for the best to come : D

    • It’s a hard decision to make, to get rid of people you love, but who are not good for your health. You deserve good friends, Mariko, friends who care about you, and make you feel loved. I do support you, and if you ever need to talk about your worries or vent, my inbox is open for you. Stay strong, you can do it dear <3

    • So true. I am so proud… doing something like this take serious strength and courage. Its quite inspiring. Hope you are doing alright, you deserve a great new year in 2019!

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    mariko posted an update 3 years ago

    Mood : Afraid
    • Oli replied 3 years ago

      Please don’t be afraid @marikofujimoto, I want to see you feeling positive, happy and wonderful beautiful Mariko, everything will work out and things will be OK, remember to smile and always be kind to yourself sweetheart, you are such a special angel who truly deserves all the best that life has to offer, you will make it through this because…[Read more]

    • I hope you are alright Mariko. I am always rooting for your internal and external success. I and we here at BT are always here for you. You don’t deserve to feel afraid or any sort of negative emotion. Wishing you a wonderful week, remember to breathe and to remember you are going to be okay. ♥

    • I’m so glad to see you here again, Mariko! I hope what’s making you feel afraid is over soon. You are a brave fighter, and I know you’ll get through everything. Remember that you have all my support, and if you ever need to talk about your worries, my inbox is open for you. I hope you can enjoy these days! Stay positive, and keep being such an…[Read more]

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    mariko posted an update 3 years, 2 months ago

    Don’t ever settle for someone toxic.
    Just got rid of a toxic person in my life. I deserve better.

    • You are so right @marikofujimoto, do get rid of toxic people Mariko and surround yourself with love, positivity and compassion, you truly deserve caring people in your life sweetie who will always stick by you and be there for you, I want to see you feeling fantastic because you are a beautiful angel Mariko, you will lead a wonderful life hun,…[Read more]

    • It’s wonderful to see you so determinate, Mariko. I do agree with you, you don’t deserve to be surrounded by people who don’t make you feel good and don’t care about you. You are a wonderful, compassive, kind, talented and empathic person, who deserves,to be surrounded by caring and loving people. I know you’ll find the right people Mariko.…[Read more]

    • This is so true, I have to tell myself this often, to be honest. I needed to see this. I am so glad you got rid of someone toxic, it is a hard thing to do. ♥♥YOU do deserve better and no one should ever settle. Keep on moving past this like a radiant star

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    mariko posted an update 3 years, 2 months ago

    I don’t believe in love.
    When you wait years for someone…. you stop believing.
    I only have myself.

    • You are such a beautiful, special and incredible angel who truly deserves love and happiness in her life @marikofujimoto, don’t give up on finding your soulmate Mariko, one day you will meet your knight in shining armour sweetie, someone special will make you so happy, a wonderful partner will come your way Mariko, stay positive hun and never…[Read more]

    • It is important to rely on oneself indeed, because in the end, we are going to spend our whole life with ourselves. It’s also important to rely in other people; people who love us no matter what. Finding them might be very arduous, and take a ton of time, but we’ll find them. Don’t give up, Mariko, I know you’ll find a person who truly loves…[Read more]

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    Helen Smith posted an update 3 years, 2 months ago

    I’ve been gone for a while, but I’m back now!

    • It’s great to see you back on BT @angel-smith, hope you are OK Helen and things are going amazingly in your life, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, inbox me anytime, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Welcome back Helen! Hope you are feeling good :)

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