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    Oli posted an update 1 month ago

    Words to accurately describe me:
    Pathetic, reclusive, failure, sad, depressed, lost, lonely, stupid, hopeless, alone :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Oli posted an update 1 month ago

    Will you be my friend? :(

    Mood : Lonely
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    Oli posted an update 1 month ago

    Life is so lonely, depressing and sad, I don’t know why I bother or try because in the end, absolutely NOTHING ever works out for me, I’m not a positive person at all, I’m hopeless and lost with no real goals or aspirations, I’m going to be 30 years old next year and have nothing to show for it except failure, I have been a recluse for so long…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • same
      at least you still try to cheer people up
      better than closing yourself down and turning into an asshole like me, least you still have something to give even if your brain cant see it that way

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    Oli posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    I’m so lonely, alone and sad, the pain will never end for me, I just want to die, everything is so hopeless :(

    Mood : Depressed
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    Fading Echo posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    Hey, guys.
    It’s been a while, hasn’t it? Hope everyone’s doing okay.
    I won’t waste time updating you on all the unnecessary shit. Point is, I have a boyfriend and I’m now (sort of) proudly asexual. And my boyfriend, while he loves and accepts me for who I am, isn’t ace. And he wants more, but he does such a great job of hiding his feelings…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
    • It’s great to see you back on BT @985921sqh, hope you are doing well awesome Echo, don’t rush anything in your relationship Echo, I would talk openly and honestly with your boyfriend about how you each see things, I would make this relationship go at a pace that suits both of you so you can both feel comfortable, remember to both make this…[Read more]

    • Hey mate, it’s been a while since we’ve chatted. I haven’t posted on this website in almost 6 months, particularly because stuff happened that I wanted to share, but maybe it’s best if I kept it to myself for now, so I’m in the same boat as you in terms of that. I hope you’re doing well, and I wish you and your family safeness and…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Seriously the more TV spots that come out for this, the more excited I get, bring on April 2020!!!! :D

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 5 months ago

    OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it’s only a 30 second TV spot, but SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, IT’S ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D , hope everyone on the wonderful BT community is doing well too, remember I love each and every one of you and I want the best for all of you, this community means so much to me :) <3 (hugs and love…[Read more]

    Mood : Excited
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    Oli posted an update 7 months ago

    IT’S ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!! SO SUPER EXCITED EVERYONE!!!!!!!! :D (yes I’m a HUGE James Bond fan), hope everyone on BT is doing great, remember I will always be here for each and every member of this beautiful community, the BT community means so much to me :) <3 (hugs and love to you all)

    Mood : Excited
    • awesome Oli I am so glad you are excited & happy about this!! it makes me happy! we are always here for you too <3

    • Oli replied 7 months ago

      Awww thank you so much @invincible, I am so very excited for the new Bond film coming out in April 2020, hope you are OK sweetie, please know I will always be here for you beautiful angel Cecelia, I want to see you feeling truly happy because you are absolutely so kind, incredible and amazing, please know you can always talk to me about anything…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    yesterday i inspired yet another friend (its been four people now) to speak up about their story of abuse (she has an abusive mom). she came crying to me at lunch and then cried on my shoulder for periods 5 through 7 (about three hours). i took her to the counselor and told them everything. today theyre gonna pull me out of my classes to call cps…[Read more]

    Mood : Amused
    • You are such a wonderful person and compassionate friend @985921sqh, always be there to support, guide and inspire those in need Echo, with your help, your friend will get away from abuse and she will better her life, I’m so proud of you Echo, remember to take care of yourself too, what you have done for your friend, I know and believe that you…[Read more]

    • That is such a great thing FadingEcho. I wish I could’ve helped a girl in high school but I was too afraid her dad would kill her and I’d be the cause of her death. So I stayed silent and tried to be good friend. I can only hope she made it out fine.

      Good for your friend, she is indeed so incredibly brave and you should be so proud of…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    So here’s what happened last night:
    My sister and I were playing with two other kids. Me and another kid got onto a bean bag and pulled the other bean bag on top of us. We were all laughing and messing around. As a joke, my sister jumped onto the top bean bag with a blanket and threw it over us. Suddenly, the fun slammed to a halt for me. I was…[Read more]

    Mood : Bitchy
    • Your sister really should have not done that to you in the first place @985921sqh, she should have immediately moved away from you when you were having a panic attack Echo, she should have realised that you were claustrophobic and tried to make things better for you, I would try to talk to her and your parents calmly and see if you can sort things…[Read more]

    • maybe try to discuss it with your parents with out her

    • Yeah- emotion is hard to show and gets harder after a near full blown panic attack and shock once it’s all over realizing what just happened but not quite understanding what happened or how.
      Do you struggle with panic attacks or anxiety attacks?
      I’m sorry you got in trouble for something not truly intended, If I could I would talk for you to…[Read more]

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    Fading Echo posted an update 8 months, 3 weeks ago

    Hey, guys. It’s been awhile.

    I’ve been through a lot of shit recently. Let me explain:
    I’ve had a lot of toxic people drag me down. Recently, I cut a lot of them out of my life. I’m glad I did. I’m also in a very healthy relationship with my new boyfriend. I’m very happy with him. He’s helped me… and I can say to you guys, confidently,…[Read more]

    Mood : Relieved
    • It’s wonderful to see you back on BT @985921sqh, it’s great to see that you are in a loving and happy relationship with someone who cares about you Echo and that you have cut toxic people out of your life, remember to always surround yourself with compassion and brightness Echo, I’m so sorry that you were sexually assaulted, what your horrible ex…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 10 months ago

    So frustrated and annoyed with the spam here on BT, it is ruining this beautiful community, seriously there has to be a way to make it stop, I’m going to put an idea out for all members on BT to consider, I would be willing to become moderator or admin on BT if needed because the moderators and admins seem to have deserted this place, so just…[Read more]

    Mood : Frustrated
    • I can relate to your frustration, Oli.
      I believe the moderators are doing the best they can to solve problems quickly. I think it’s probably hard to manage the site with so many visitors. I was just thinking that Blahtherapy is such a big support system for me that whenever the chat is down I feel a higher level of anxiety. However I am trying to…[Read more]

    • Thank you for your reply @lelslessing, I just want BT to always be a place of kindness, love and compassion where we all support each other, I hope something gets done about all the spam, it has to be removed so this beautiful community can always be a place where we support and help each other, hope you are having a wonderful day, keep being the…[Read more]

    • Thank you Oli, always good to hear from you! Be well!

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