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    Mel posted an update 6 months ago

    Everyday is like a fucking struggle for me. One day I’m fine and happy, then a few moments later I feel like shit, and then I start feeling like shit for more days and I feel like everyone hates and is ignoring me. I FEEL SO FUCKING LONELY. I can’t stand it. It’s been two days and I’ve barely talked to anyone. I hate this. I hate how my happiness easily gets destroyed. I’m never going to be happy am I? I just give up already. I don’t care anymore. I don’t care if I’m alone or if anything else bad happens. I DON’T CARE. If I don’t care then I won’t be sad anymore, right?

    • Oli replied 6 months ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling lonely and sad @caramel4, you are such a brilliant, fantastic and awesome person Mel who deserves all the happiness and love that the world has to offer, be as upbeat as you can Mel, surround yourself with compassion and positivity Mel, you will make it through this, everything will work out for you and things will be OK, everyone on BT loves and cares about you and so do I Mel, hold your head up high, always believe in yourself and never give up, you are a survivor Mel, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • im here for you. you are not alone. i understand your struggles, and if you need anything at all inbox me @caramel4.