In reply to: Blueberry posted an update why does dying have to be so difficult? stupid human evolution View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update guys im pretty sure i used to have anxiety but as i became more depressed it kinda faded away a bit. i remember being super scared of going into stores and stuff and now i dont care all […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update oh right guys i got some meds for my sadness and they didnt even need to investigate what was wrong. my two plans are now: wait until after gradustion to start taking them cause the side […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update sorry im kinda stressed View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update fucking shit i just realized ive been constantly distracting myself cause if im distracted i feel fine and i know that once i stop distracting myself ill be sad and once im sad ill be […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update im gonna kill myself but i dont wanna ruin any furniture or anything and i dont want it to look too horrible for the people who find me dead, what do i do? i also cant find any hooks to […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update guys, i need help. i dont understand. im depressed, im sure of it, no professional has questioned it yet and im sure no other will, cause when i tell them about it they get that i […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update i wish i was a likeable person View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update i dont wanna get medicine or be cured or be diagnosed with something else than depression. it feels like then ill still be dad and suicidal but no one will believe me and it wont be for […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update i dont understand why they keep encouraging me exercising when ive told them i only exercise cause i hate myself mulitple times. i literally started exercising cause i wanted to hurt […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update so im supposed to see some sort of school therapist soon. i dunno.. im not sure ill dare.. what am i even supposed to tell her View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update im worthless and no one will ever like me for real View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update ive been feeling surprisingly good about the way i look lately. im scared of how much ill hate my face when it turns around again View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update hi guys. id appreciate if you answered to thisim probably going to see someone to talk to. someone at school probably. i want her to know exactly how serious my depression is so that […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update hi guys. id appreciate if you answered to thisim probably going to see someone to talk to. someone at school probably. i want her to know exactly how serious my depression is so that […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update every time i tell my partner im fat or i dont deserve buying food he says no and i say yes, and immedietly after just one time of me being stubborn, sad and hating myself he gives up and […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update ive seen a lot of stuff about mental health om facebook recently and i cant help but wonder exactly why there are so many charts and stuff with symptoms of depression (such as crying and […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update i think ive lost all hope View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update fuckfuck i think i have some sort of paranoia but theres nothinf about it online. they all say things like if youve got paranoia you feel like people sre gonna kill you, or youve got […] View
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In reply to: Blueberry posted an update i wish i could cut my wrists instead of my hips View