guys im pretty sure i used to have anxiety but as i became more depressed it kinda faded away a bit. i remember being super scared of going into stores and stuff and now i dont care all that much. its like theres this old little friend in the back of my mind panicking but i keep walking into the store. i also am a lot of a gentleman and if my friends are scared of going to the cashier and buying something ill go do it. ill do anything to help them. i dont think ive had anxiety attacks though. maybe only about exercising? like, when the teachers tried to force little me into getting out in the snow and doing something i couldnt do or wanted me to run a long way or something, id feel so bad and id like start crying or something? but i think ive had panic attacks, i cant tell if they are panic attacks cause if they arent then ive never had one so how would i know, but they were mostly connected to my paranoia? like if id get really paranoid sometime, id panic and it wouldnt stop until i pushed my nails into my arm or back and forced myself to calm down? i dunno. ive gotten meds and im scared that if i stop being depressed, ill get more anxious and maybe morr paranoid. but i also dont like being depressed so i dunno. but i think these meds are also for anxiety and panic attacks so will they prevent it? does any of this make sense? thoughts, anyone?