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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    guys, i need help. i dont understand. im depressed, im sure of it, no professional has questioned it yet and im sure no other will, cause when i tell them about it they get that i actually am. but people keep saying ”when youre depressed you dont care about anything”, but i care. i care mor3 about my appearence now than ever, because i *hate* myself. if i hate myself, i cant be depressed? i also care a lot about other people. like my family. i cant kill myself because then they might be sad. and i go to school cause i have to, caude im scared of what will happen if i dont and cause i dont want to disappoint anyone. but i am depressed. i feel hopeless, i feel like nothing matters, i feel like nothing will ever be good, i cant do things like homework and exercising is becoming more difficult. i sleep a lot, im tired a lot, i pretend to sleep a lot. i cry and at school i feel like im about to cry. im depressed. i hate myself. i think everyones better off without me. i feel down most of the time. i see no reason why i wouldnt be depressed

    • you need to let your peers and your family members know (if they already don’t), know that you aren’t alone and there’s so many people out there willing to help albeit some of them won’t be able to understand. focus on yourself first before others, what’s happening to you now is not your own fault. stay strong, things will get better in one way or another :)

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      I would try to talk to someone about how you feel @buenowaffle, maybe a professional or a person you trust, please don’t let sadness and pain get you down, you will overcome all the tough times and come out so much stronger, remember to hold your head up high and focus on making each day bright and amazing, you are a fighter who never gives up, believe in yourself and keep going forward, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, message me anytime, my inbox is always open, you will never be alone :) (hugs)

    • I dont think you should have to go through that kind of pain on your own.

    • guys, i mean, people are saying im not depressed cause i care