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    Blueberry posted an update 6 years, 11 months ago

    hi guys. id appreciate if you answered to this

    im probably going to see someone to talk to. someone at school probably. i want her to know exactly how serious my depression is so that everyone else can know too, cause theyll believe her. but i dont want to say stuff that makes her too concerned so ill have to go to some home or some rehab or…[Read more]

    • @buenowaffle
      It isn’t a good idea to hold anything at all back. I understand your worries, but the only way to get full help is to be completely honest. Not even 99% honest; be 100%.
      Everything will be okay. You’ll get the help that you need, and you’ll get through this. And you won’t have to be alone while you do so. We’re all here for you. :)

    • I would be as open and as honest as you can @buenowaffle, tell them how you are truly feeling, I’m sure things will work out and you will get the right sort of support, hold your head up high and keep going, remember we are all here for you on Blah as well, feel free to message me anytime if you want to chat or vent, my inbox is always open, stay…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    every time i tell my partner im fat or i dont deserve buying food he says no and i say yes, and immedietly after just one time of me being stubborn, sad and hating myself he gives up and says ”okay”. it makes me feel even worse

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Please look after yourself, do eat and drink well @buenowaffle, I want to see you feeling happy, healthy and on top of the world, your partner should support you and tell you how special you are every-day, hold your head up high and keep going forward, remember you are fabulous, don’t ever give up, love and be kind to yourself, please see yourself…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    ive seen a lot of stuff about mental health om facebook recently and i cant help but wonder exactly why there are so many charts and stuff with symptoms of depression (such as crying and feeling hopeless) but none that are informing about how to spot depression on someone whos actually trying to hide it

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Do try to find ways to help you beat depression and sadness, whether that is online or outside @buenowaffle, don’t let anything get you down, hold your head up high and focus on getting yourself to a better place emotionally and mentally, you will make it, don’t give up, remember I’ll always be here if you need support and so will the entire…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    hey people i need to know scientific reasons why my depression is disturbing my homework ability.. or schooldwork in general. cause i dont get it and so i start thinking im just worthless and lazy and thats why and i get more sad

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    i wanna die

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    Blueberry joined the group Group logoBody Posi 7 years ago

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    Blueberry replied to the forum topic Encouraging obesity is dangerous in the group Group logoBody Posi 7 years ago

    actually, no one is encouraging obesity. but many people are encouraging being skinny or having goals to get skinny (doesnt matter *how* skinny, of course they say being too skinny is bad but in reality they dont […]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    i think ive lost all hope

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Things will work out and everything will be OK @buenowaffle, focus on all the things that make you smile, many more brighter and better days will be ahead, hold your head up high and be as upbeat as you can, you will make it, believe in yourself and never give up, there is always hope, remember you are a survivor, feel free to message me anytime,…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    fuckfuck i think i have some sort of paranoia but theres nothinf about it online. they all say things like if youve got paranoia you feel like people sre gonna kill you, or youve got schizofrenia. i… id rather not talk about my parsnoid thoughts out in the open. if anyone thinks they can help me, message me. snd no, please dont message me if you…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Try to not let bad thoughts get you down @buenowaffle, you will make it through all the tough times and come out so much stronger, do be as positive and as upbeat as you can, remember that brighter and better days filled with joy lie ahead for you, you can do it, keep going and never give up, I’m always here if you need to chat :) (hugs)

    • Messaged you.

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    i wish i could cut my wrists instead of my hips

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Please don’t harm yourself @buenowaffle, you will make it through difficult times and come out so much stronger, hold your head up high and keep being the incredible person that you are, you are a fighter who never gives up, things will be OK, believe in yourself and keep going, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    thought this place would be full of people who actually understood but appearently not

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      There are so many compassionate and kind people on here who are willing to help, support and be there for you @buenowaffle, we all care and want the best for you Blueberry, you will be OK, don’t give up, feel free to message me anytime if you ever need to chat or vent, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    just some fun information for those who care. i *seriously* dont have any hope. i dont have any dreams at all, actually. my main goal in life right now is to hopefully pass through it as something that is not a disappointment to my parents but at the same time doesnt affect anyones lives, and then the closest thing to a dream i have: ill finally…[Read more]

    • why such a sad dream @buenowaffle?

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      You will do amazing things in life @buenowaffle, do make all your dreams and goals happen, everyone deserves to have something that makes them feel awesome in life, you do too, be positive and keep going, you will make it, never give up, remember to believe in yourself, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to chat, message me anytime, my…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    the *only* reason why im not dead is because there are people who would be sad if i died. when theyre all dead of age, then ill die. you see, my only motivation in life is that one day ill actually not have to live anymore. i just have to endure

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      Please don’t harm yourself @buenowaffle, you are such a wonderful person who deserves all the happiness and love in the world, you will do amazing things in life, make all your dreams and goals happen, everything will go your way, focus on all the hope and brightness that lies ahead, you will have a fabulous future, believe in yourself and keep…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    i want someone to notice. i want someone to find out that im not feeling well. but i dont cut my arms, i dont wear only black clothes, i dont dye my hair black, i dont speak about how much i want to die. there arent really any solid hints for anyone to take. no one will ever know and ill have to be alone..

    • We are all here for you if you need it @buenowaffle. We will notice and I care. You are not alone and you never will be alone. If you ever need it my inbox is open.

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    is it really too much to ask for? just one thing..

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    blahtherapy on the phone is what i always use, and its not good. when i scroll down past the uodates and stuff, to see the things thst say under them (what would normally say in the right side of the screen if i remember right), it loads more automatically

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    doesnt it just feel great when the person you care the most about dont seem to care about you even though they say they do and logically they should

    • Oli replied 7 years ago

      You deserve to be loved and cared for by others @buenowaffle, surround yourself with people who will treat you right and who will have your best interests at heart, I’m sure you will meet compassionate and understanding people, hold your head up high, be positive and keep being fantastic, you can do it, never give up, I’m always here if you need…[Read more]

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years ago

    welp i got a day or two of not sadness and now its back. yay

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    Blueberry posted an update 7 years, 1 month ago

    im a failure

    • Please don’t think like that @buenowaffle, you are a fabulous individual who will do amazing things, focus on making all your dreams and goals come true, hold your head up high, you are a survivor who will overcome, you will get to where you want to go in life, you will make it, believe in yourself and keep going forward with confidence, believe…[Read more]

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