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    Eli replied to the forum topic A movie that can wipe away any sadness? in the group Group logoTV and Movies that you Escape to 6 years, 3 months ago

    The 40-Year-Old Virgin, Old School, and (even though it’s sad it does cheer me up because it sends positive vibes???) Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

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    Eli joined the group Group logoTV and Movies that you Escape to 6 years, 3 months ago

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    Eli posted an update 6 years, 3 months ago

    Good News: Had a really nice weekend. Friday I went out with my girlfriend and one of her friends and then yesterday I worked and stuff but it wasn’t too terrible.
    Bad News: My father is still a fucking prick and I am currently trying to write a letter for self-closure but it is physically making me ache.

    • Glad you had a good weekend @boywhocriedwolf, keep smiling and be positive, don’t let anything get you down, don’t let your father or anyone be mean to you Eli, you deserve so much better, you are a wonderful person who deserves all the best in life, things will be OK, you can do this, keep going and never give up, I’m always here if you need…[Read more]

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    Eli answered question “Can someone help in some way? Or give advice?6 years, 3 months ago

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    Eli asked “Can someone help in some way? Or give advice?6 years, 3 months ago

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    Eli joined the group Group logoSocial Anxiety 6 years, 3 months ago

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    Eli answered question “Im scared of hitting back/defending myself6 years, 3 months ago

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    Eli answered question “how to not be annoyed with therapy6 years, 3 months ago

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    Eli posted an update 6 years, 3 months ago

    Well, last night I get some texts from my girlfriend; she’s had a nightmare/night terror and needs to talk about it. I told her that it’s fine and so we hop on Skype. We end up Skyping for three hours (therefore, I don’t get off of Skype until about 5:30 in the morning). I had to get up at 9:30 to go to work as well and, let me tell you, I did…[Read more]

    Mood : Worried
    • I’m sure things will be OK @boywhocriedwolf, try to be positive Eli, you are such a supportive and wonderful person, do things that make you feel happy, laugh and smile, you deserve all the best in life, try to not let anything get you down, hold your head up high and keep going forward Eli, things will work out, you can do this, believe in…[Read more]

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    Eli posted an update 6 years, 3 months ago

    Hello again, all. I am really stressing about the surgery even though it’s a year away and we don’t even have a date set yet. My mom and I set up a GoFundMe account earlier and I just–I don’t know. I don’t know how to feel about all of this. I know that I shouldn’t give up or give in but I definitely want to at this point. I am just so very…[Read more]

    • I’m sure things will be OK @boywhocriedwolf, try to be positive and keep smiling, everything will go well for you, you are such a wonderful and amazing person who deserves all the best in life, don’t let anything get you down, I’m sure your surgery will go great Eli, hold your head up high, things will work out for you, keep going forward and…[Read more]

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    Eli posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    Today is just another one of those days: One minute you’re bouncing off the walls happy as can be and the next moment you have to snap back into reality to realize your surroundings.

    I am under a lot, a lot, a lot of stress right now and people just keep adding more shit to the pile. This morning I was bubbly and happy because I went to see my…[Read more]

    Mood : Stressed
    • get over people and find what you want

    • I’m sure things will be OK @boywhocriedwolf, you will get things done, just take your time and don’t rush yourself, try your best to be positive, you deserve to be treated right by people in your life Eli, try to think about the good things in your life, smile Eli, you can do it, things will work out, you are a survivor who never gives up, keep…[Read more]

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    Eli posted a new activity comment 6 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Eli posted an update My days just keep getting progressively worse. I feel like no one has worse luck than my mother and I. And if they do I feel absolutely horrible for those people/that person. But I am still […] View

    Definitely. I have been pressuring myself to be okay 110% of the time lately but I am again coming to the realization that it is okay to simply focus on yourself. And not only that but it is okay not to be okay. I am feeling better just from a few simple drawings. I am not difficult to make happy. Everything is going alright now. Thank you!

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    Eli posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    My days just keep getting progressively worse. I feel like no one has worse luck than my mother and I. And if they do I feel absolutely horrible for those people/that person. But I am still just trying to keep my head held high and be okay. Finished 2 new drawings, wrote a new poem, and started on a new drawing. Everything is going to work out…[Read more]

    Mood : Peaceful
    • Things will work out for you @boywhocriedwolf, be positive and keep smiling Eli, you are such an incredible and remarkable person who deserves all the best in life, don’t let anything get you down, hold your head up high, things will be OK and everything will go right, great things will happen to you and you will make all your dreams happen, so…[Read more]

    • Definitely. I have been pressuring myself to be okay 110% of the time lately but I am again coming to the realization that it is okay to simply focus on yourself. And not only that but it is okay not to be okay. I am feeling better just from a few simple drawings. I am not difficult to make happy. Everything is going alright now. Thank you!

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    Eli joined the group Group logoArt! 6 years, 4 months ago

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    Eli posted a new activity comment 6 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Eli posted an update Well, nonetheless, I am feeling a bit better. Nothing has really went away and no problems have exactly been solved but what the hay. My girlfriend and I have been talking and she is feeling a […] View

    Thank you. I think you’re right, I just need a break. I need to get myself bettered before I try to help others because I can’t help others if I, myself, am not okay.

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    Eli posted a new activity comment 6 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Eli posted an update Well, nonetheless, I am feeling a bit better. Nothing has really went away and no problems have exactly been solved but what the hay. My girlfriend and I have been talking and she is feeling a […] View

    Thank you so very much! I really appreciate it. But I think I am gonna just kinda cruise on my own for a little while. Art therapy, counselors, music, my girlfriend, and friends will help me through this. But I will definitely keep you in mind! <3

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    Eli posted an update 6 years, 4 months ago

    Well, nonetheless, I am feeling a bit better. Nothing has really went away and no problems have exactly been solved but what the hay. My girlfriend and I have been talking and she is feeling a lot better. I am just a mess. And I feel oh-so very bad but I cannot be here for anyone to talk to currently. I have far too much to deal with on my own.

    Mood : Optimistic
    • I do hope things work out for you @boywhocriedwolf, I’m sure everything will go well, do take as much time for yourself as you need, it’s great to see you optimistic and it’s also wonderful that you want to be here for others too, you are a compassionate person Eli, I’m always here if you ever need someone to talk too or if you ever need a…[Read more]

    • Don’t feel bad @boywhocriedwolf , everybody needs a break from helping people sometimes to focus on yourself. I hope things work out for you Eli, take the time you need to get your head over water again before you go back. There’s others here with equal amount kind spirits and compassionate hearts to take over a bit while you get better. The…[Read more]

    • Thank you so very much! I really appreciate it. But I think I am gonna just kinda cruise on my own for a little while. Art therapy, counselors, music, my girlfriend, and friends will help me through this. But I will definitely keep you in mind! <3

    • Thank you. I think you’re right, I just need a break. I need to get myself bettered before I try to help others because I can’t help others if I, myself, am not okay.

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    Eli started the forum topic Indirect. in the group Group logoPoetry 6 years, 4 months ago

    Running, running, it never stops.
    Sweating, sweating it comes down in drops.
    Being chased and being seen this isn’t just a game,
    People do some crazy things.
    Running from the people who hide under my bed
    And […]

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    Eli started the forum topic Fading Faces in the group Group logoPoetry 6 years, 4 months ago

    Memories fading,
    Faces pass by in a flash.
    Nothing is the same.

    Anymore, I am lost.
    Familiar people and flying time,
    No one knows my name.

    Memories fading
    Time runs by and no sense is made of […]

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    Eli started the forum topic Trapped in Technology (triple renga) in the group Group logoPoetry 6 years, 4 months ago

    Technology based,
    What a time to be alive.
    Cell phones flood the streets.

    Eyes wonder about bright screens,
    What a time to be alive.

    Finding yourself lost,
    Call a friend to help you out;
    Unknown […]

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