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    blackdog posted an update 6 years, 11 months ago

    I should have known that the illusion of things getting better never lasts more than a day or two. Everything is still shit and only ever goes down hill. I even posted this a few days ago and when I logged in I found that it didn’t go through. *That* was frustrating, finding I can’t even open up in an anonymous hole on the internet, let alone real life.

    Mood : Crappy
    • I’ve had the exact same experience as you, feeling so happy one day and then back to my old depressed slumber the next. But even if it feels as though it’s going to last a year, in reality it would be almost over in a matter of weeks. It was so frustrating the whole time, but as I started to believe more positively I feel a bit, significant or not, better each day.The worst it took me to recover was around 3 months or so, but not a year. You deserve all the good things and happiness in life and good things WILL come to your way.

    • Things will get better for you @blackdog, please try to be positive and upbeat, keep smiling, don’t let anything get you down, things will work out and everything will be OK, you are a fighter, warrior and survivor who never gives up, great things will happen to you and you will live a life full of awesome moments, you will beat all your struggles and you will win all your battles, so many more brighter days are ahead, you can do this, always believe in yourself and keep going forward, there is always hope, stay strong, you are never alone, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open :) (hugs)

    • That’s what I needed: One little victory to remember that I can do things. I had it on Friday.