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    Jessica_love posted an update 2 years, 4 months ago

    Currently hiding beneath a professors desk because the government is after me and the mean voices in my head are back

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t let the bad voices get you down @bittersweet-happiness, you are a strong fighter who will win all her battles and a beautiful person who deserves to be surrounded by happiness, hope and brightness Jessica, hold your head up high and focus on getting yourself to a good place emotionally and mentally, you will be OK Jessica, try to…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 7 months ago

    I think the most I wanted as a kid was a father who had been there in the end. Pushing away and showing the distrust in men is a m.o usually shown by people who never had a strong male role. Someone like me

    • Everyone deserves a caring and strong role model in their lives, you do too @bittersweet-happiness, you will meet people who will give you all the support and love in the world, surround yourself with individuals who will have your best interests at heart, you can do it Jessica, I want the best for you sweetie, stay positive and keep going…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 7 months ago

    Someone please teach me how to stop hating myself

    Mood : Drained
    • It’s tough, really. Especially considering that I haven’t learned to stop hating myself as well. But it helps to be around people who see all the good in you. You are a great person and you will find happiness :)

    • Well, I can’t hate something I hardly know anything about so, I wouldn’t know. But I guess your best shot is that you simply accept who you are. When you hate yourself you also disapprove of it, what is it about you do you disapprove? Once you know it, you can either change it or accept the reality of it. Both cases will hopefully help you cope…[Read more]

    • Please don’t hate yourself @bittersweet-happiness, you are such a lovely and special angel who deserves to feel amazing, be kind and good to yourself, I want to see you truly smiling and living each day to the fullest, great things will happen to you, you are a warrior who will overcome, show everyone how truly fabulous you are, keep being the…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    I’ve lost my mind and i’m looking for a fight. I could really use the help but…I probably won’t listen anyways

    Mood : Amused
    • Please don’t let anything get you down @bittersweet-happiness, keep being the special, lovely and fabulous angel that you are Jessica, I want to see you truly smiling and feeling good, you can do it hun, focus on living each day to the fullest and doing things that make you feel wonderful, keep going and remember to believe in yourself, never…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 8 months ago

    The worst thing about being abused forever is not that you were abused, you survive and relive it, but you survive. Its that you start to abuse others. You become an abuser and you abuse yourself. Growing up, no one helps you and that means no one cared. No one noticed. So you survived the best you can. The PTSD happens but you try and live…[Read more]

    • That’s all you can do. Trying is all anybody can do; If you don’t try you can’t succeed. I hope you’re okay. Pretty insightful :-)

    • Don’t let the abuse get you down @bittersweet-happiness, I want to see you living each day to the fullest Jessica and truly enjoying life Jessica, focus on getting yourself to a better place emotionally and mentally hun, you can do it, keep going and don’t give up, remember you have so much strength and endurance in you Jessica, you will make…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 9 months ago

    Can i be honest with you all? haha lets be real no one cares. I kinda wanna die right now. Very badly

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 9 months ago

    I’m broken

    • Please don’t feel like that @bittersweet-happiness, you are such a beautiful and incredible individual who deserves all the happiness and brightness in the world, everything will be OK and things will work out, hold your head up high and focus on the things that put a smile on your face, great things will happen to you Jessica, I want to see you…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Jessica_love posted an update My older brother committed suicide today. And I want to say that I’m unaffected but today I cried with a sadness that only death can bring. And i wish I could sleep but at night it […] View

    I wish i could reverse it

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    Jessica_love posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Jessica_love posted an update My older brother committed suicide today. And I want to say that I’m unaffected but today I cried with a sadness that only death can bring. And i wish I could sleep but at night it […] View

    Thank you

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    My older brother committed suicide today. And I want to say that I’m unaffected but today I cried with a sadness that only death can bring. And i wish I could sleep but at night it gets silent and within the silence holds the most deafening truths that no one would like to hear . I never got to form the unbreakable bond that family ties hold, but…[Read more]

    Mood : Remorseful
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    Jessica_love posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I feel like I don’t want to be on this site anymore, I just annoy everyone and make them angry, I’m a waste of space to this community, I feel so sad, I want to help people and make them […] View

    Oli you are the reason many of us continue to fight. You have done nothing but help us and point out the good in us and you are an amazing person and I would be completely lost without you.

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    Jessica_love posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Jessica_love posted an update i want to hurt myself very badly someone please help View

    thank you guys for being there for me

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    i want to hurt myself very badly someone please help

    Mood : Nervous
    • Please don’t harm yourself @bittersweet-happiness, try to distract yourself hun, do something that makes you feel happy and that makes you smile, focus your energy on brighter things, everything will be OK, you will make it through this as you have so much strength and endurance in you, keep going and don’t give up, I’m always here if you need…[Read more]

    • thank you guys for being there for me

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    Jessica_love posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Jessica_love posted an update DisorderResultParanoidVery HighSchizoidLowSchizotypalHigh View

    Thank you Oli. You’re always here when myself – and anyone else for that matter – needs you. I know sometimes an online thank you can feel just like another mask behind a screen, but I really appreciate you for everything you do for the blahtherapy community. That update was posted earlier because I recently left a psychiatric hospital and my new…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: cj posted an update how can i be more positive about myself instead of self discriminating View

    I have recently left a psychiatric hospital and I can say, some of the best ways they showed us were to just write down your feelings, color a picture, or call a friend who can tell you why you’re important as well as why they want to continue being around you daily.

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    Jessica_love posted a new activity comment 4 years, 10 months ago

    In reply to: cj posted an update how can i be more positive about myself instead of self discriminating View

    I have recently left a psychiatric hospital and I can say, some of the best ways they showed us were to just write down your feelings, color a picture, or call a friend who can tell you why you’re important as well as why they want to continue being around you daily.

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    Jessica_love posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    DisorderResultParanoidVery HighSchizoidLowSchizotypalHigh

    • Are you OK? @bittersweet-happiness, I’m here for you :) (hugs)

    • Thank you Oli. You’re always here when myself – and anyone else for that matter – needs you. I know sometimes an online thank you can feel just like another mask behind a screen, but I really appreciate you for everything you do for the blahtherapy community. That update was posted earlier because I recently left a psychiatric hospital and my new…[Read more]

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    Jessica_love posted an update 5 years, 1 month ago

    Those moments when you know your brain is lying but you can’t help but believe it…

    • Please believe positive things about yourself @bittersweet-happiness, you are such an awesome person who deserves true happiness and true joy, hold your head up high and don’t let anything get you down, smile, be kind and good to yourself, things will be OK, you are a survivor who will overcome and who never gives up, great things will happen to…[Read more]

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