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    BirdRed posted an update 1 week, 3 days ago

    I tried talking online,
    I tried breaking my spine,
    I tried eating like a swine,
    I tried waiting for a sign,
    I just want you to be mine.

    I tried finding a girl,
    I tried jumping in life’s swirl,
    I jump further the more I sink,
    I feel scared but don’t even blink,
    I like milky skin, with accents of pink,
    I tried connecting but can’t find a link.

    I know what I want but I probably don’t,
    I think I’m sick but can’t find an antidote,
    I wanna jump in front of a car on a busy road,
    I should but right now I’m tasting some self-loathe.

    Besides, I’m writing this,
    You should be here, you don’t know what I miss,
    The last one, to end the night,
    Please stay with me, for I feel so much fright,
    And I feel like I’m blessed with blight,
    Yes you, you wonderful reader,
    You probably are, also a bleeder.

    Please love me.

    • Everyone deserves to feel loved, appreciated, valued and supported, you do too @birdred, please know so many people care about you and want the best for you, the BT community will always be here for you and so am I, keep using poetry to express yourself and get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out, remember to always be the awesome person that you are and keep going forward, you are a survivor who never gives up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @birdred

      This is truly beautiful. There’s clearly a lot of passion in the words you’ve sewn together, spoken directly from the heart.

      Whether there is truth behind these words; this poem born from within your emotions, or if you just thought it up, it’s brilliant and I hope everything is alright with you.