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active 2 years, 11 months ago

big pipsqueak

@beyondsuicidal
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I’m back, and just as unstable as ever. Thought things were looking up, but nope. View
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    Expressionesa posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Expressionesa posted an update I know they say the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest. View

    @beyondsuicidal Haha. Well, yeah. It’s fine now. Thanks though.

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    Expressionesa posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Expressionesa posted an update I know they say the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest. View

    @beyondsuicidal No. I haven’t harm myself. I’m pertaining to the heartbreak cut I got. It’s worse than cutting my wrist, you know. But yeah, I’ve moved on too. Hope you’ll stop harming yourself soon.

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    Expressionesa posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Expressionesa posted an update I know they say the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest. View

    @beyondsuicidal I’m fine. Just reminiscing things.

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    Silent Radiance posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Silent Radiance posted an update I thought going back to university would make things better, at least get me busy for a bit. Clearly, I was wrong. I can’t even fake a smile anymore, nothing feels right. View

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    Thanks.

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    Thatonegirl776 posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Thatonegirl776 posted an update WHOO!!!! A FULL WEEK CLEAN! haven’t done that since i started. View

    @beyondsuicidal thanks! :D

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    Silent Radiance posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update I’m cutting so deep my hand is shaking. I hope I fucking bleed to death. View

    @beyondsuicidal

    Hey, I’m here if you want to talk. As Alex said, if you’re feeling numbness you need to contact emergency care. Words come and go, but scars don’t fade away. Don’t forget the people who rely on you to be there!

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    Silent Radiance posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update I was going to go to sleep; now I’m going to mutilate myself View

    @beyondsuicidal

    Still here if you want to talk. You did enough for today!

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    Silent Radiance posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update My meds are supposed to HELP my mood swings not make them worse! The constant up and down is so exhausting. View

    @beyondsuicidal

    Definitely something to consult your doctor about, meds always have their weird side effects.

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    Silent Radiance replied to the forum topic Hero in the group Group logoPoetry 5 years, 11 months ago

    @beyondsuicidal

    That’s really sweet of you to say ^_^. Thank you for the kind words. I’m glad you like my poem.

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    Progressing Positivity posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update As soon as everyone goes to sleep I’m going to jump out the window View

    *HUGS* @beyondsuicidal Yes, there are, and there’s also that little voice inside your head that’s saying ”what if I hung around for one more day?” That voice says that because it knows there’s a solution (’it’ is your subconscious).

    When you’re in a better state, please send me a message, maybe I could help you :)

    *HUGS*

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    Y Z N posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Y Z N posted an update Take away my points. And my wings. I don’t deserve them. View

    How do you know I did?

    @beyondsuicidal message me.

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    Lucas Lanque posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update Every day I think I’m okay, but then at night the suicidal thoughts come back again. View

    Need a hug @beyondsuicidal. My inbox is open if you need to vent and I will always listen

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    Alexis posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update Every day I think I’m okay, but then at night the suicidal thoughts come back again. View

    @beyondsuicidal I’ve been there and as cliche as it sounds, it does get better…message me if you ever want to talk

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    Christine posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Christine posted an update So.. this is what heartbreak feels like. View

    @beyondsuicidal *hugs back* I really need that. Haha.

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    Silent Radiance posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update Fuck this shit. I’m done. View

    @beyondsuicidal

    Hey, tell me what’s wrong :( .

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    Progressing Positivity posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Progressing Positivity posted an update radioactive radioactive View

    @beyondsuicidal @anirudh-chandrasekaran Yup I do and yup they are legendary.
    :D
    God I love music.

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    Silent Radiance posted a new activity comment 5 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update I told my little brother that I’m feeling sad and asked him for a hug. He hugged me with his tiny little arms I love him so much View

    @beyondsuicidal

    That’s really cute ^_^.

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    Oli posted a new activity comment 5 years, 12 months ago

    In reply to: beyondsuicidal posted an update My brothers are becoming just as violent as my dad!!!! View

    They really shouldn’t be fighting at all @beyondsuicidal, have you tried talking to them, telling them how it makes you feel?, hope everything goes well for you, remember I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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    lisa posted an update 6 years ago

    @beyondsuicidal Hi
    How are you doing am Lisa. and interest me to write you i we also
    like to know more about you. you can write me on my email address
    ( [email protected] ) so i can send you my photos Also tell you more
    about myself. i hope to here form you soon

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    lisa posted an update 6 years ago

    @beyondsuicidal Hi
    How are you doing am Lisa. and interest me to write you i we also
    like to know more about you. you can write me on my email address
    ( [email protected] ) so i can send you my photos Also tell you more
    about myself. i hope to here form you soon


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My scars are beautiful. I should make more.

I'm in a very fragile emotional state right now and I'm unable to support anyone else right now.

I'm taken so please don't try to hit on me. Nothing I post is a sexual invitation. I don't mean to sound harsh, I've just had more than my fair share of creeps on here.

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Abuse, Bullying, Depression, Eating Disorders, Self Harm, Sexuality, Social Anxiety

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