I’m so sorry about your grandmother @beyondsuicidal, I would just be there for her, let her know that you’ll always be here to support her, do take care of and look after yourself too, I’m sure you’ll be OK, try to stay upbeat and keep smiling, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)