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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 5 years, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Em posted an update So, that’s two times in two weeks I’ve dreamt of being pregnant or giving birth. Shut UP body. View

    God my phone’s going insane.
    @oliver you can’t control your dreams

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 5 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: cynicalgravy posted an update Had a nightmare… View

    I’m sorry :( . I hope you fall back asleep soon.

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 5 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: beccaboo posted an update does anyone know any fun websites i need to go my mind off things View

    Go to imgur, I love it. It’s a website where users submit funny pictures and quotes and you can view them in order of popularity.

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    big pipsqueak started the forum topic sleeping on stomach in the group Group logoGirl Talk 5 years, 3 months ago

    So I know that sleeping on your stomach is bad for your boobs because it can change their shape over time, but that’s literally the only position in which I can fall asleep. Even when I try to sleep in other […]

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 5 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update Laying on my bed holding two razor blades and crying hysterically. Even my boyfriend and my therapist are ignoring me at the time I need them most View

    Finally someone in the world cares

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 5 years, 3 months ago

    JESUS CHRIST DOESN’T ANYONE FUCKING CARE

    • I care about you @beyondsuicidal, I may not know you but I do care and I always will, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too about anything or if you need a friend, feel free to message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • I care i havent been on in 6 months but im back

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 5 years, 3 months ago

    Laying on my bed holding two razor blades and crying hysterically. Even my boyfriend and my therapist are ignoring me at the time I need them most

    • Please don’t cut yourself. Please. It’s not the answer. I know you feel, right now, like it will help but I promise you it’s not going to fix anything. Don’t do it. Put the razor blades down. Breathe. Let the urge pass. Talk to me if you need to. Don’t hurt yourself.

    • Finally someone in the world cares

    • Please please please dont cut yourself I care too. I would hate to see you in pain. I’m here in you need someone to talk to.

    • I’m sure I’m not the only person who cares. It can be really difficult to see people caring when you are feeling that alone and miserable. But even if you are right and no one cares, the important thing is that you care about yourself. You can get through this. You’re strong enough.

    • Please don’t harm yourself sweetie, try to focus on the things that make you smile @beyondsuicidal, talk to me, I don’t want to see you upset or in pain, you are a good person who deserves all the love and joy in the world, things will be OK, just take deep breathes and try to relax, I’m here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want,…[Read more]

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 5 years, 3 months ago

    Literally about to cut

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    big pipsqueak joined the group Group logoBook Lovers United 5 years, 3 months ago

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    big pipsqueak replied to the forum topic Favourite reads in the group Group logoBook Lovers United 5 years, 3 months ago

    @nolan91 what the actual fuck

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 5 years, 3 months ago

    I found out that my grandmother’s sick and I binged on 875 calories

    Mood : Ashamed
    • I’m so sorry about your grandmother @beyondsuicidal, I would just be there for her, let her know that you’ll always be here to support her, do take care of and look after yourself too, I’m sure you’ll be OK, try to stay upbeat and keep smiling, you can do it, I’m always here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is…[Read more]

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    big pipsqueak replied to the forum topic guyss whats ur opinion? in the group Group logoGuy Talk + Girl Talk (United) 5 years, 3 months ago

    His rebound is just a toy on the side that he keeps just in case things don’t work out with the person he actually wants to be with. He’s just lonely.

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 5 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update I think I’m ashamed of the sexual part of me View

    @taaj96
    What you’re saying is true, and I know that intellectually, but I find it hard to internalize it and stop feeling guilty.

    @rinseandrep
    The reason I feel shame is because premarital sex is considered a sin. Once I get married, I won’t be feeling like I’m doing a sin every time I have sexual urges.

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 5 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update I think I’m ashamed of the sexual part of me View

    Thanks @rinseandrep I think it might be easier for when I eventually get married because I won’t think I’m doing a sin

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    big pipsqueak posted a new activity comment 5 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: big pipsqueak posted an update I think I’m ashamed of the sexual part of me View

    @taaj96
    Cause in my religion, premarital sex is a sin so I guess I think my sexual urges are bad

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 5 years, 3 months ago

    I think I’m ashamed of the sexual part of me

    • Why’s that?

    • Many of us are in some way, even in older years, you are not alone. (@beyondsuicidal)

    • @taaj96
      Cause in my religion, premarital sex is a sin so I guess I think my sexual urges are bad

    • Thanks @rinseandrep I think it might be easier for when I eventually get married because I won’t think I’m doing a sin

    • Well… I know this may hurt your feelings but, religions shouldn’t dictate what’s right or wrong.
      Having sex without being married is not bad but is not good neither, it all depends how is being done. You’re doing it for pleasure or for love, or for reproduction purposes (having children)… Some people do it for exercising purposes…[Read more]

    • Uhm, marriage is not always the end of it, some people still find it troubling to suddenly shed away shame and guilt around it, but since it’s a common problem, there will be tools at your service to work on it (books, therapy, groups, etc). (@beyondsuicidal)

    • @taaj96
      What you’re saying is true, and I know that intellectually, but I find it hard to internalize it and stop feeling guilty.

      @rinseandrep
      The reason I feel shame is because premarital sex is considered a sin. Once I get married, I won’t be feeling like I’m doing a sin every time I have sexual urges.

    • I think its cool and brave to even vent this :) its no sin..its just state of ur mind which can b changed..enjoy the beauty of what u have and live ur life to the full.:) ha ha keep smiling :) u r the girl :like:

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    big pipsqueak answered question “Is this right?5 years, 3 months ago

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    big pipsqueak answered question “girls..,5 years, 3 months ago

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    big pipsqueak posted an update 5 years, 4 months ago

    I wish someone irl would ask me if I’m okay

    Mood : Dark
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    big pipsqueak posted an update 5 years, 4 months ago

    I have a really severe migraine and I’m yelling for my mother to bring me more ice (it helps). My siblings all hear me but they’re ignoring me I feel so rejected. I want to cut so bad I hate being ignored.

    Mood : Sad
    • I do hope you feel better soon @beyondsuicidal, your siblings and mother really should listen to you and try to help you, they have no right ignoring you when you are not feeling well, you deserve a lot better sweetie, get some rest and try to relax, I’m sure you will feel OK later hun, I’m always here if you need someone to talk too, feel free…[Read more]

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