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Beautiful Mess

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So I’ve been placed on thioridazine, my seroquel has been doubled, and my Paxil increased. I have been diagnosed major depressive with psychotic tendencies and panic disorder, on top of my PTSD… How do I handle this? How do I cope? View
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    Beautiful Mess posted an update 5 years, 8 months ago

    So I’ve been placed on thioridazine, my seroquel has been doubled, and my Paxil increased. I have been diagnosed major depressive with psychotic tendencies and panic disorder, on top of my PTSD… How do I handle this? How do I cope?

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      Oli replied 5 years, 8 months ago

      Hopefully your medication will help you, you’ll get the right sort of treatment and everything will be OK @beautifulmess14, do try to focus on the things that make you happy, do relax and calm yourself, you deserve a life filled with happiness and love hun, you are a fighter who will make it through tough times and come out so much stronger, you…[Read more]

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    Beautiful Mess posted an update 5 years, 9 months ago

    Intake and Eval at the local mental health clinic tomorrow… I’m scared :(

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      Oli replied 5 years, 9 months ago

      You’ll do great @beautifulmess14, please don’t worry hun, I’m sure you will be able to work on yourself, keep going forward from this moment, you will make it, brightness and light is ahead for you, you will have an awesome life filled with fantastic moments, you will make all the right choices and decisions, you can do it, believe in yourself…[Read more]

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    Beautiful Mess started the forum topic Duel Lives in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 5 years, 9 months ago

    Has anyone ever felt like they lead two different lives because of their problems? For me personally, I am very good at ‘pretending’ while I’m around people. I can pretend to be ‘normal’ for the most part, […]

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    Beautiful Mess posted a new activity comment 5 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: Beautiful Mess posted an update Interview for a positio. Through Work Study at school today… Hope I get it. I think the low hours will help keep my anxiety in check- I hope. Jack g difficulties waking up, my […] View

    Thank you so much, @Oli. I actually was approved for the position, I start beginning of next month right before class starts. I was also approved for learning support services and accommodations due to disability… First actual documentation of my disability. I have my diagnoses, but not anything stating the DISABLING affect of it until now. I…[Read more]

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    Beautiful Mess posted an update 5 years, 9 months ago

    Interview for a positio. Through Work Study at school today… Hope I get it. I think the low hours will help keep my anxiety in check- I hope. Jack g difficulties waking up, my Seroquel leaves me with the worst hangovers ever.

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      Oli replied 5 years, 9 months ago

      I’m sure you will do great at your interview @beautifulmess14, I wish you all the best and every success, you can do this, hope everything goes well and you get the job, I’ll always be here if you need to talk, message me anytime if you want, my inbox is always open, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

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      Beautiful Mess replied 5 years, 9 months ago

      Thank you so much, @Oli. I actually was approved for the position, I start beginning of next month right before class starts. I was also approved for learning support services and accommodations due to disability… First actual documentation of my disability. I have my diagnoses, but not anything stating the DISABLING affect of it until now. I…[Read more]

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    Beautiful Mess posted a new activity comment 5 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: Beautiful Mess posted an update How did I end up back here? View

    Thanks, @Oli!

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    Beautiful Mess posted a new activity comment 5 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: Romance posted an update Kind of feeling hollow? View

    Seems to be my default state of being… It sucks

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    Beautiful Mess replied to the forum topic I'm slipping, words of advice? in the group Group logoAddictions 5 years, 9 months ago

    I understand COMPLETELY! I was 3 years sober, fighting a custody battle. When I won, I told myself hell, I’ll celebrate. I smoked a bowl and that was it… A week later it was 2 days. Then a week. Now, it’s […]

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    Beautiful Mess replied to the forum topic Number of piercing in the group Group logoTattoos/Piercings 5 years, 9 months ago

    I’ve had 18 piercings at one time, but now only have 13, 3 of which I dont have jewelry in. I have stretched earlobes as well, and 9 tattoos.

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    Beautiful Mess replied to the forum topic gauges anyone? in the group Group logoTattoos/Piercings 5 years, 9 months ago

    I have gauges, size 0. I love them.

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    Beautiful Mess joined the group Group logoAspiring Writers 5 years, 9 months ago

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    Beautiful Mess replied to the forum topic Trichotillomania in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 5 years, 9 months ago

    This is definitely trichtotillomino. I suffer from obsessive skin picking, which is commonly lumped together with trichtotillomino. It is actually called dermatillomino. Like you said, half the time I don’t […]

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    Beautiful Mess replied to the forum topic Bipolar Mom, need insight in the group Group logoMental Illness Support Group 5 years, 9 months ago

    Being bi-polar is a roller coaster for everyone involved. It’s utter confusion for those witnessing episodes and complete frustration for those experiencing it. I have days where my emotions areike a faulty […]

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    Beautiful Mess started the forum topic 'An Ye Harm None' in the group Group logoWiccans/Witches 5 years, 9 months ago

    I have been studying Wicca for 12 years and am now raising my children in the Path. I have done many pro-active things in the community where I reside and am quite knowledgeable in the Craft. However, I have many […]

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