I'm female, have lived in a lot of places, and currently live in the U.S. I've had three father figures, the current one being the husband of my mother. In seventh grade I fell into the deepest depression and anxiety I've ever been in long-term, during which I was constantly suicidal. I developed a stomach ulcer that same year due to stress. I've slipped in and out of depression. I mostly try to manage it by getting enough vitamin D and drinking lots of Earl Grey tea, which contains bergamot, a natural mood elevator.