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    mini_beethoven posted an update 10 months, 1 week ago

    Hello everyone! Long time no post! I’m doing alright, the past 2 or so weeks have been difficult with just so much loss recently. I’m just thankful that it’s summer time and I can spend more time in sunshine! Hope everyone else is doing well. I also should update my pfp lol.

    Mood : Content
    • Please remember to take care of yourself @kittymew, it can be difficult going through loss Kayla, but remember to focus on all the happy, upbeat and positive moments, surround yourself with all the things that recall better times and surround yourself with love, compassion and empathy, you can do it Kayla, do have a great summer and keep smiling…[Read more]

    • Welcome back Kayla :) . I’m sorry to read that you’ve suffered a recent loss, it’s something very difficult to go through. Although, it’s nice that you are looking forward the summer and to spend time outside! It’s does good for body and mind <3

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    mini_beethoven answered question “i still have feelings but idk, help please !5 years, 2 months ago

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    mini_beethoven posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    My grandfather passed away last night. I was there when he died. I know it’s normal for me to grieve, but I feel guilty because I am jealous of how he treated and spend time with his other grandchildren. I’m just shocked by how quick everything transpired last night and also not looking forward to the events in the near future with the funeral.

    • I’m so sorry for your loss @kittymew, do remember all the happy moments you spent with your grandfather, all the times you laughed together and he made you happy Kayla, hope you managed to spend some time with him before he passed sweetie, be strong Kayla, you will make it through this, I’m always here if you need to talk, inbox me anytime, you…[Read more]

    • It’s not uncommon to have mixed feelings in these situations. Don’t feel bad about it @kittymew. When a beloved one passes away, we usually remember every moment and experience with them, and that involves good memories and bad memories. It’s going to be hard, but you’ll go through this. Take all the time you need to process everything that…[Read more]

    • I’m so sorry for your loss. I am sending you love and am here for you if you ever need to talk. This will be a hard time, but you will get through it because you are strong and courageous. ♥

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    quentin posted an update 5 years, 4 months ago

    I regret alot of the decisions I’ve made as of late

    Mood : Rejected
    • Please don’t let past regrets get you down @thedogwhobarks, do learn lessons from your past Quentin, but stay focused on making the right choices and decisions because a bright future lies ahead for you, things will work out and you will make all your dreams come true Quentin, stay positive, be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it,…[Read more]

    • No one is perfect, you recognize that they weren’t the best decisions you made, so it’s time to learn and move on an accept that decisions made by everyone aren’t always ideal or intended the way they turn out to be. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Try to learn & not to regret deeply.. ♥

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    quentin posted an update 5 years, 4 months ago

    It’s been a really long time since I’ve gotten on here. And I’ve gone through alot since then. Maybe I feel sentimental because I met some friends off of here but they’re all in my past now. It’s crazy how much life can change. Love found and lost. Nothing really makes sense. I guess I just want friends again.

    Mood : Depressed
    • Everyone deserves good friends in their lives, you do too @thedogwhobarks, try to re-connect with those you have lost contact with Quentin, let them know you want to rekindle the friendship and see what happens, you are a good person who truly deserves all the best, stay upbeat and keep smiling, everything will be OK, please keep going and never…[Read more]

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    mini_beethoven posted an update 6 years, 1 month ago

    Confirmed diagnosis and am starting ACA meetings. I hope this can help me from not being able to sleep. Went off of my antidepressant also, and I am more emotional but I know I need to work through my emotions. Still have my antianxiety in case I need it.

    • Hope going to the meetings truly help you and make you feel happier @kittymew, I want to see you positive and making each day as incredible as you can, do find good ways to get your thoughts and emotions out, don’t bottle things up, remember you are a wonderful person who is deserving of all the brightness that life has to offer, everything will…[Read more]

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    mini_beethoven posted an update 6 years, 2 months ago

    I was diagnosed at my last counselling session with Complex PTSD. I’ve never experienced any trauma or abuse that I know of either. Idk how to feel.

    Mood : Confused
    • I would continue to go to the counselling sessions and see how they can best help you, tell them about your thoughts, feelings and things that have happened in your life @kittymew, remember the BT community will always be here to support you Kayla and so will I, you are a wonderful person who truly deserves all the best, everything will be OK, you…[Read more]

    • @kittymew PTSD usually is severe trauma but sometimes ”light” PTSD can occour from abusive homes or relationships.
      Also remember therapists are humans, they have flaws. Is possible he misdiagnosed you.
      You can always request a second opinion if you are unsure about this

    • hey guys. sorry i’ve been busy with school.
      she pinpointed that my parents used to “gaslight” me about my emotions and would pester me past the point of where they should have. It’s technically a form of abuse, but it’s hard for me to accept this because my parents always had food on the table and went to every recital etc. I think they…[Read more]

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    mini_beethoven started the forum topic What's the true meaning of finding yourself? in the group Group logoI don’t know who I am anymore. 6 years, 5 months ago

    How do we find ourselves when things that used to be interesting to us don’t interest us anymore? I’m still listening to the same music that I have for the past 5 years, but I’m just listening because there’s […]

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    mini_beethoven posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    Guys I’m kinda bored with this site because there’s not a way to search for groups and not a way to ask questions like we used to be. It’s not as much as I liked before, but oh well, hoping soon they’ll get an app or something to keep it interesting.

    Mood : Bored
    • @kittymew completly agree. I think the question parts they removed because back in the day these fake accounts were spamming the entire question sections. Now the groups I think is working ok? At least I can still acess to it.
      But I agree with you, wish the questions came back :/

    • Hope the admin or the community can manage to make improvements/suggestions to the site so it can be made better @kittymew, we need a way to get the questions back up and member registrations without attracting spammers, bots or trolls, also to make the groups page easily accessible, you can search it through Google though, I want to see this…[Read more]

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    mini_beethoven posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    Really upset because of the shooting yesterday. It makes me uncomfortable to go anywhere without protection for myself. I hate that I can’t go anywhere without shootings happening. It sucks. I have picked at my skin and nails and I can’t stop my anxiety. I need to take my medicine soon.

    Mood : Anxious
    • Try to relax and have a good day @kittymew, find activities to do that put a smile on your face and make you feel at ease Kayla, you will be OK, do take your medication and look after yourself, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @kittymew I’m so sorry. I’ve heard the news and is terrifying how innocent people were stolen from their lives just like that, specially in a church, a place where people go when they need to gain their strenght. To not mention I know that one of the victims was a child, that breaks my heart.
      I’m sending love from Portugal to you. I hope that…[Read more]

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    mini_beethoven posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    Today is a new day. What happened yesterday is in the past, and today is the present. Make today everything you want it to be, and share a smile with someone today. Give someone a compliment on something you notice about them, it’ll sure make someone smile. Take some time to meditate today, and care for yourself. There are some good soundscape…[Read more]

    Mood : Hopeful
    • It’s great to see you inspiring others with positivity, compassion and hope @kittymew, always be the lovely person that you are, keep smiling and have a fabulous day, I’m always here if you need to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • tru tru truuu i used to not think these things could make someone feel better but they actually do!
      have a good day to you too!

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    mini_beethoven posted an update 6 years, 5 months ago

    I am baaaaaaaackkkkkkkk

    Mood : Calm
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    quentin posted an update 7 years, 10 months ago

    It’s been this way for too long. Somebody is playing a sick joke on me. I can’t take it anymore

    • What’s on your mind? @thedogwhobarks, I don’t want to see you feeling down Quentin, try to smile and focus on doing what makes you truly happy, smile and keep being the extraordinary and special person that you are, you will be OK, I’m always here if you ever need to chat or vent, feel free to message me anytime, my inbox is always open, stay…[Read more]

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    quentin posted an update 7 years, 10 months ago

    This is the first time I’ve been genuinely suicidal

    • Don’t let bad thoughts get you down @thedogwhobarks, remember to keep fighting and try to remain as positive as you can Quentin, you will beat all your struggles and come out so much stronger, you have so much to see and do in life, everything will be OK and things will go your way, smile and remember you are a good person who deserves the best,…[Read more]

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