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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 2 days ago

    2/22/21

    Hey, how are ya? It’s been a while huh? The last time I’ve posted on this website as I believe the November before COVID was about to become as it is now, I thought today to come back and see how ya’ll are doing. Of course, the world is a lot different than the last time I’ve been on here, and it sucks on a mental and physical level, but I’m a lot better now than previously, and I hope the same towards those who are reading this. I specifically remember being in school righting my last message about Thanksgiving and whatnot, and holy crap how long it’s been since then. I’ve thought about this place from time to time, but never really thought about saying anything because there’s been so much that’s happened in recent times that I wanted to just wait and see what happens. Biden is president, COVID has become a thing (it’s gotten somewhat better now), protests in summer about black lives, the capitol ambush, probably many other things I don’t know of, all those things happened during the time I wasn’t here. Masks, let’s talk about that. I’ve obviously been wearing one ever since the pandemic became a thing, but holy hell how hard it is to speak with it on, my voice isn’t that capable of being heard so well with my mask on, so I have to speak in a rather more childish voice to be heard, which sucks, but I gotta deal with it until wearing a mask is no longer necessary, so that’s that.

    Vaccines are now here, but only for a specific group of people, the general public only receiving them later on in the year, but anyways, vaccines are here, and hopefully, enough people take them to the point where we get the ”herd immunity” needed to withstand this virus, thus ending this pandemic once and for all. Easier said than done like most thing, there are people out there who don’t want to take the vaccine due to not trusting it, not medically able to take it, or just waiting to see how others react to the virus seeing if it’s good or not, all those factors being taken is and will make this pandemic coming to an end more difficult than imagined and hoped, but if we social distance and avoid large crowds, this pandemic can be resolved faster than we would have thought. Virtual learning, what a kick in the ass. I don’t want to explain how it was for me because I honestly don’t want to write a lot more than what should be considered necessary, but lemme tell you, if I was in school physically, I would have a lot more work done and I bet I would have no assignments missing because without a teacher seeing what you’re doing, you’re pretty much free to do whatever you wish, thus you miss the time to do the work, it gets piled up, and it’s just overall a hellhole of assignments begging to be turned in. I honestly don’t have much more to say beyond that.

    Lots of things changed around the world, some things could be the new norm, some could be back to normal, all I want to take out of this is that it’ll be ok, whether good or bad, there’ll always be a way to come back stronger than ever, especially during this difficult time. As for me, I’m prepping for college, thinking about what I want to be in the future, and overall thinking of where I’ll be and how I’ll be within the next few years, it won’t be easy, but hopefully, it will be done as smooth as possible. I don’t know if I’ll be coming back to BlahTherapy regularly, but if I don’t, then I want to say goodbye to everyone I’ve known during my time here and thank each and everyone one of you guys who helped me with whatever struggle I had, giving me tips, reassuring me things, all those things helped me to become the person I am today, and so thank you again, and I hope to see ya’ll very soon.

    Goodbye, for now.

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    • Glad to see you happy and doing wonderful things in life @anxietyattack66, you are correct Steve, the world has changed a lot, with COVID and all the different events happening around the globe, you will do great at college Steve and you will make all your dreams come true, remember your future will be so bright and you will be successful, always be kind to yourself Steve, hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence and optimism, you can do it Steve, everyone here on BT is rooting for you and we are all so proud of you, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you for these kind words, it means a lot to me. I don’t know when or if I’ll be back on here, but either way I’m gonna miss you and everyone else who befriended me on this website. Keep doing your job of spreading positivity and joy among others, you’re doing a fantastic job of doing so. See ya real soon my friend.