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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I have something to tell you guys. It’s really fucked up, but I have no choice.

    This court case thing was all fake, and i’m really sorry for anyone who was really worried or concerned for me. I fucked up so bad that literally I was questioning if I should go to a mental hospital just for thinking that way, and for also being a jerk to ya guys. The reason why I did this is so that my parents would care for he first time, because whenever I tell them something that isn’t life threatening, they ignore me, if I told them this, they would obviously give a damn. I just needed to know if they cared about me in this type of situation, and of course, they did. I’m really sorry to my parents, to my friends, to my dead relatives, and heck, even to god.

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t feel ashamed @anxietyattack66, I worry about you and everyone on BT because I want the best for everyone here, every person on BT deserves to be happy and lead a truly positive life filled with love and joy, we all deserve to feel loved, appreciated and cared for, you do too Steve, remember you are such a special person and this community will always be here for you and so will I, everything will be OK Steve, I would talk to your parents about how you feel, they should always be there to support and listen to you no matter what, remember you are so valued by this community Steve, we will always care about you here on BT Steve, remember to stay upbeat, keep going forward with hope and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @anxietyattack66

      Admitting your wrong-doings is the first step. Unfortunately, not a lot of people even do that. I’m glad that you opened up and expressed this to us, and I hope you’ve done the same with your family.

      I know the need for people to care about you and to love you. We as humans crave such affection, sometimes delving to very outrageous solutions to gain these results. But you do not need to lie to make people care about you. That isn’t the way to go about things and it must be said, that it’s something that’ll make others want to be wary in the future.

      Please be careful. This situation was a very serious one, definitely not something to lie about. But you’ve done the right thing by admitting to it, and for that, I can say that I’m grateful. I’m sure the rest of the community can agree upon that.

      We’re here for you.

    • I thought something was off with your previous updates, but its OK Steve, you know what you did was wrong and that is good that you feel bad I hope for what you did and that you won’t do it again, especially not to us because we care about you here. I know why you did what you did though, I understand – I hope you have a good weekend.