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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    During lunch today I was with my friends walking around the school. I was the quiet one, while my other 2 friends were talking with each other, which is perfectly fine with me since I am not that good with talking to others, even if it’s with my friends. I was having a little conversation in my mind about if change is possible for me, half my mind said yes, while the other half said no. I am going to start a mission of trying to reclaim my old better self, and it will be a sweet victory hopefully. I will do whatever it takes, even if I go to the E.R, it’ll all be worth it when I finally find my old self and stick to that. it may take years for this to happen, but my friends will always be by my side no matter what. Wish me luck, and i’ll update as each day goes by.

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    • It’s great to see you determined to be positive and better yourself @anxietyattack66, you will do amazing things in life and you will become the happy person that you are destined to be Steve, remember to always believe in yourself and go forward with a sense of optimism and confidence, it’s wonderful to see that you have supportive and kind friends around you, they will stick by you 100%, keep going and never give up, you can do it Steve, please know that the BT community and myself will always be here for you, we are all so proud of you Steve, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Thank you. I will make everyone one of my friends proud, whenever I complete my mission.

    • @anxietyattack66: But Steve… we already are proud of you. You’re not alone.

    • Not everyone is proud of me, but it’s me to blame and it’s my mission to make them proud of me, even if you disagree with me, that’s how I view them.

    • that is very good to be determined and ambitious, you should be really proud of yourself for thinking this way. its ok if you start to doubt the possibility of this once in a while as long as you come back and see what you said here in this update and to see us supporting you. we are here for you and I know you can do whatever you put your mind to.

    • cheer up buddy…i hope that you will be able to bring back your true self….good luck..