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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I’m feeling relaxed now, but stressed at the same time since I have to do homework really late because of earlier events that prevented me from doing it. I just can’t take this pressure from my family. Its just one of those days where you want it to be smooth throughout the whole day, but one screw up from my family and it turns into a complete…[Read more]

    Mood : Determined
    • Do relax and take care of yourself @anxietyattack66, I’m sure you will manage to get your homework done Steve, work hard but remember to look after yourself too, your family really shouldn’t put any pressure on you, they should help guide you, support, comfort, love and be there for you Steve, you will be OK and you will make it through this…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      I get that. When you struggle so much on a daily basis, it can be difficult to trust a decent moment. And then one negative event can make it all come crashing down.
      I’m the same way. If I’m in a good state of mind, I remain cautious, and if something bad happens – it doesn’t matter how small the issue may be – I absolutely…[Read more]

    • As you said, sometimes certain unsettling events can change your mood and/or routine in less than a second, @anxietyattack66. Just as Oli and Hayden said, the important thing it’s to look after yourself and to not let these kind of eventualities to ruin your mood. I know you will have done your homework in time, and I hope that you’re having a…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66, they said it all. You’ll be okay. If you need to talk, inbox me, I’m here. You’re not alone.

    • @anxietyattack66, they said it all. You’ll be okay. If you need to talk, inbox me, I’m here. You’re not alone.

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I guess I was wrong about yesterday that the next day would be a good day. Lots happening at the moment which is really hurting me mentally. I don’t know what to do but to just go outside and be alone for a bit.

    Mood : Afraid
    • Sometimes spending time all by yourself it’s the best way to clear your mind and every bad feeling. I don’t know what happened, but hang in there Steve. Close your eres, take a deep breath, and keep your head uo. Believe in yourself, because you can get through it. If you need to talk about anything or vent, my inbox is open. Stay strong!

    • It’s OK to be alone sometimes, especially if you feel like you need it or are feeling down. I hope tomorrow will be better for you.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling sad @anxietyattack66, try to make each day positive and happy, you will make it through all of life’s challenges because you are so strong, amazing and incredible Steve, do go outside, find a relaxing place to soothe and calm your mind, everything will be OK Steve, hold your head up high and know so much…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      Nothing wrong with taking some time to be alone with yourself. Especially outside. If that’s what helps you clear your mind, there’s no harm in that. You aren’t doing anything wrong. Simply just clearing your head with what may work best.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update I want to dedicate this message to my other friend Hector.Happy birthday man, I know you don’t have an account here, but I just want to say it. I’ve known you ever since elementary school, […] View

    Yeah, I certainly will.

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    I want to dedicate this message to my other friend Hector.

    Happy birthday man, I know you don’t have an account here, but I just want to say it. I’ve known you ever since elementary school, and those times has to be the greatest moments of our lives. I don’t have a gift for you unfortunately, but hopefully our friendship these past years is…[Read more]

    Mood : Happy
    • *very touched*

      Thank you so much, @anxietyattack66. I’m glad to know I’ve helped you!

      I feel terrible for not walking with you guys on Hector’s birthday. I know I had to get something done, but I still feel terrible. Could you wish him a happy birthday for me?

    • That’s so sweet and lovely @anxietyattack66, it’s great to see that you have kind and compassionate friends like @985921sqh and Hector, always keep them close to your heart because they will always support and be there for you Steve, please know that the BT community will always be here for you too, hope your friend Hector has a good birthday…[Read more]

    • Yeah, I certainly will.

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Sometimes, the impossible is possible.

    • Good for you, @anxietyattack66. Keep looking for that silver lining!

    • It’s good to see you feeling determined and upbeat @anxietyattack66, you will achieve all your goals and be successful, please know that so much happiness, hope and love will happen to you Steve, always surround yourself with optimism and shine brightly, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it Steve because you are fantastic, special…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Mission: Bring back my better old self

    Estimated Time Lapse: Unknown, but with help of friends and family it shouldn’t take long… hopefully

    Mood : Not Specified
    • You will achieve your mission and make yourself feel wonderful @anxietyattack66, stay positive and always be the special, awesome and incredible person you were always meant to be Steve, surround yourself with the love and compassion of good friends and family because they will help you Steve, believe in yourself and keep going forward, you can do…[Read more]

    • Good to see you goalmaking! You’ll reach that goal, I’m sure of it! Stay strong, @anxietyattack66!

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    One word to describe this day

    ABSOULTE BEST

    (Maybe a few downers, but nothing really was in my way)

    What a day today, the only good day in weeks. Maybe tomorrow is a good day also, I just have to wait and see.

    Mood : Happy
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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update This day may be either really depressing, or really happy. It all depends on the events that happen later today, outside of school of course. I really need to pray to ”ball god” (It’s a joke […] View

    That means i’ll give him the note everyday. Perfect plan. Thanks for the note

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    This day may be either really depressing, or really happy. It all depends on the events that happen later today, outside of school of course. I really need to pray to ”ball god” (It’s a joke thing me and my friends do during lunch at school), and I also need to pray to actual Jesus himself if I want this day to be really happy and exciting.

    • It’ll be okay, @anxietyattack66. Just relax, take a deep breath, and look for the bright side.

      (Oh, and Steve, remember. Only give him the note if he starts bullying you.

    • That means i’ll give him the note everyday. Perfect plan. Thanks for the note

    • Hey @$teve
      You want to talk about this?
      I’m here if you need an ear.

    • Don’t let anyone bully you @anxietyattack66, have a great day at school and surround yourself with good friends and all the things that make you smile Steve, remember @985921sqh is here for you and so am I, I want to see you truly happy and being treated with respect, kindness and dignity by your classmates Steve, hold your head up high, stay…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update This message is for my friend Fading Echo.Hi, I just want to let you know that even though you think you can’t help me anymore, you walking with us and being there physically and talking […] View

    I know i’m never alone. I’ll always have you and ”Others” by my side no matter what. I’ll tell you how ”he” reacts to your note later today.

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    This message is for my friend Fading Echo.

    Hi, I just want to let you know that even though you think you can’t help me anymore, you walking with us and being there physically and talking to us both is more than enough help you can give me, even if you don’t see that in your eyes, that’s how I see it. Thank you for taking the time out of what you…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66, I almost cried reading this, in a good way.

      But don’t think I can’t help you anymore, Steve. My inbox is still 100% open to you. I just can’t spend huge blocks of time chatting away with you the way we used to.

      You’re not alone, Steve. Never, ever, ever think you’re alone. We’re here for you.

    • That’s so sweet @anxietyattack66, it’s great that you have friends like @985921sqh to support and be there for you, always surround yourself with compassionate friends who will always be there to help and support you, please know that the BT community will always be here for you too, you are both amazing Echo and Steve, keep being the special…[Read more]

    • I know i’m never alone. I’ll always have you and ”Others” by my side no matter what. I’ll tell you how ”he” reacts to your note later today.

    • Yeah. If he tries to do anything, just ignore him. I can deal with it.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update During lunch today I was with my friends walking around the school. I was the quiet one, while my other 2 friends were talking with each other, which is perfectly fine with me since I am not […] View

    Not everyone is proud of me, but it’s me to blame and it’s my mission to make them proud of me, even if you disagree with me, that’s how I view them.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update During lunch today I was with my friends walking around the school. I was the quiet one, while my other 2 friends were talking with each other, which is perfectly fine with me since I am not […] View

    Thank you. I will make everyone one of my friends proud, whenever I complete my mission.

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    During lunch today I was with my friends walking around the school. I was the quiet one, while my other 2 friends were talking with each other, which is perfectly fine with me since I am not that good with talking to others, even if it’s with my friends. I was having a little conversation in my mind about if change is possible for me, half my…[Read more]

    Mood : Determined
    • It’s great to see you determined to be positive and better yourself @anxietyattack66, you will do amazing things in life and you will become the happy person that you are destined to be Steve, remember to always believe in yourself and go forward with a sense of optimism and confidence, it’s wonderful to see that you have supportive and kind…[Read more]

    • Thank you. I will make everyone one of my friends proud, whenever I complete my mission.

    • @anxietyattack66: But Steve… we already are proud of you. You’re not alone.

    • Not everyone is proud of me, but it’s me to blame and it’s my mission to make them proud of me, even if you disagree with me, that’s how I view them.

    • that is very good to be determined and ambitious, you should be really proud of yourself for thinking this way. its ok if you start to doubt the possibility of this once in a while as long as you come back and see what you said here in this update and to see us supporting you. we are here for you and I know you can do whatever you put your mind to.

    • cheer up buddy…i hope that you will be able to bring back your true self….good luck..

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    My dad told me yesterday that in order to cope with my mentality, I must meet with a counselor, which I do, but I missed the “appointment” this morning due to missing school early. He is always with me, and will try to do anything to make me happy. I am never the type of guy to disrespect my dad, and the same goes for him towards me. I used to…[Read more]

    Mood : Confused
    • It’ll be okay, @anxietyattack66. Try to calm your mind and body, relax and take a deep breath. There’ll be another change to get that appointment. Just hold your head up and remember that there’s always a second chance.

    • I agree with @985921sqh, I’m sure you will get another chance to see a counsellor at some point @anxietyattack66, it’s so nice to see that you have a close and loving bond with your father, keep spending time with those you love, surround yourself with happiness, positivity and compassion Steve, you are a good person who deserves all the best…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Should I honestly just leave school? I just can’t take the amount of stress that’s building up inside of me. Maybe I should just go through the day and pretend to be happy in order for those surrounded to not have a bad feeling abut me.

    Mood : Frustrated
    • @anxietyattack66, I’m sure we would feel better if we knew you were getting the help you deserve. It’s not a bad feeling so much as concern for your wellbeing, You should talk to someone about this, maybe the school counselor or your siblings.

    • I agree with @985921sqh, you truly deserve to get good help and support @anxietyattack66, try to have a good day at school and surround yourself with compassionate friends and the things that make you happy, you will make it through this because you are so strong, brave and awesome, believe in yourself, keep going and never give up Steve, you can…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Just arrived at school. Not a good start for me. Feeling very pissed at my self for not doing the most simplest thing. Ugh, why can’t my life just slowly resurrect instead of having it be the same everyday with no changes what so ever?! I feel like as though I won’t be able to resurrect from my soulless body for a while.

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Take a deep breath, @anxietyattack66. It’ll get better. It’ll be okay. I’m here for you if you ever need to talk, just inbox me, okay? Stay strong, keep your head up high, and don’t forget you’re never alone.

    • As you said, it was a bad start, a bad day. Tomorrow does not have to be the same. You survived today’s struggles, so take a good and well deserved rest, @anxietyattack66. Gather energy and determination for tomorrow, you can do it. Believe in yourself ❤

    • You will make it through this @anxietyattack66, please don’t be upset Steve, try to focus on having a good day and know the days ahead will be filled with good moments for you, stay upbeat and keep going forward with hope, joy and happiness, you can do it Steve, always believe in yourself and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update I just woke up, feeling very depressed for no sudden reason. It’s been a long day yesterday, family issues repeating each day. I’m missing school right now, and it’s a shame because I really […] View

    Thank you.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update I just woke up, feeling very depressed for no sudden reason. It’s been a long day yesterday, family issues repeating each day. I’m missing school right now, and it’s a shame because I really […] View

    Thank you.

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