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    $teve posted an update 4 years, 12 months ago

    I had a dream last night, it was a lucid dream. I was with my dad and my mom, in a car driving to a destination I wasn’t familiar with. I had control of everything in my dream, so I did the most stupidest thing of stealing the wheel from my dad and turning the car towards a cliff. I tried desperately to reverse the car as quickly as possible, but…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t let bad dreams make you feel afraid @anxietyattack66, I would try to focus your mind on happy things that bring you a sense of calmness, positivity and relaxation, let your family know that you love them Steve, try to stay upbeat and make your day as bright as you can, everything will be OK Steve, keep going forward and always smile,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 years, 12 months ago

    I think I failed my friend. I think I failed myself horribly and embarrassingly. I think I failed my family. I think I failed in life.

    Mood : Disappointed
    • Please don’t say that @anxietyattack66, you are a wonderful, compassionate, sweet and kind friend who is truly there to support others and brighten up someone’s day with your wise advice Steve, you are such a lovely and awesome person who deserves to lead a truly successful life, remember to smile and always be kind to yourself Steve because you…[Read more]

    • Which friend, @anxietyattack66? Are they okay? You’re not a failure, it’s okay.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 years, 12 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update If you ask me why my arm is in a sling, I’ll tell you:I was attacked by bears I wrestled an anaconda I swam with sharks I stole a crocodile egg I rode a bull I pissed off the school […] View

    I don’t know how, but i’ve actually fallen from a tree at 8 years old, and I walked away with not a single broken bone. It was a pretty tall tree, and I was halfway there until I slipped and fell on my back, I did get some scratches, and maybe I fell unconscious for about 5 mins due to the lack of oxygen I was receiving, but it happened. Keep it…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 years, 12 months ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update My dad expects more from me. I can’t cook ok, I can’t do the most complex things in life ok. I can’t just cook something without having the thought of doing something wrong, or altogether […] View

    #1. I wish your arm a speedy and successful recovery, There’s no need to be sorry, it’s a slow and tricky process of having to type with only one hand, I totally forgive and understand you.

    #2. I can’t get my parents to help me because if I do ask them, they’ll just tell me to get something else to eat, which #1 is a waste of food, and #2 I…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 years, 12 months ago

    My dad expects more from me. I can’t cook ok, I can’t do the most complex things in life ok. I can’t just cook something without having the thought of doing something wrong, or altogether poisoning myself with undercooked or overcooked foods. I can cook some stuff, like Mac and Cheese, a sandwich of my likings, cereal, toast, pizza, pretty much…[Read more]

    Mood : Frustrated
    • It’s fine, @anxietyattack66. I can’t cook either, and haven’t since I almost blew up a – never mind. Try asking them for advice or help.

      If it makes you feel better, I can’t even make mac and cheese without screwing it up.

      Tip: You can never poison yourself by overcooking; better burnt than toxic. Just get rid of all the pink (in…[Read more]

    • I know how you feel @anxietyattack66, I’m a slow learner and it takes me a long time to learn basic skills sometimes, I only know how to cook simple things too Steve, I can’t cook really complex things or big meals, don’t be afraid to ask for help when you need it Steve, I’m sure you will learn to cook as time goes on, try to stay positive and…[Read more]

    • #1. I wish your arm a speedy and successful recovery, There’s no need to be sorry, it’s a slow and tricky process of having to type with only one hand, I totally forgive and understand you.

      #2. I can’t get my parents to help me because if I do ask them, they’ll just tell me to get something else to eat, which #1 is a waste of food, and #2 I…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 years, 12 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update So, after a week of pain after my choking incident, I’ve still been showing symptoms. My dad took me to the doctor, and they had me x-rayed. I wasn’t able to get a look at it, but my […] View

    Whatever happens, don’t think it’s your fault. I always do that to myself, but don’t think that to yourself no matter what. @Oliver has already said everything that i’ve been thinking also, and always take his word on it.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 years, 12 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update This update is linked heavily to an update by @caramel4.Sometimes, I get a random feeling in my chest/belly. When I get this feeling, my chest feels heavy and I just want to stare […] View

    I get this a-lot. I’ve been having this feeling in my chest throughout this week due to my stress of having to complete many things school related before the quarter ends, which already did. I feel like I can’t breathe, I can’t move as, I need to stare at a wall as you mentioned ini order to try to take the pain away, which doesn’t work most…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    Honest thoughts on my essay. It wasn’t an easy essay to write, but at the same time, I didn’t write down any good notes during the book, so that’s my fault on that part. I honestly thought I did worser than what my English teacher saw, which was not a good essay at all, but at the same time, I did do some good things in it. Overall, my final grade…[Read more]

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    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      We are all so proud of you @anxietyattack66, keep working hard because you will be successful Steve, you will get good grades and make all your dreams come true, do study but also remember to look after your well-being mentally, emotionally and physically, we all want to see you truly happy Steve, hold your head up high and keep going forward…[Read more]

    • Agreed.

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    I feel like my life would have ended when I was little (6 or 7). What a frightening experience it was.

    My dad and my mom were driving somewhere, I don’t recall who sat next to me. I was looking outside the car window, looking at random things that I didn’t know what they were because I was little, and I couldn’t make out what I was seeing. The…[Read more]

    Mood : Dark
    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      I’m so sorry that happened to you @anxietyattack66, please don’t let that trauma get you down Steve, you survived this awful crash, you were put on this earth to do great things and make all your dreams come true, focus on your bright future as you will do so many awesome things, create wonderful memories and make all your goals become a reality…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    Last day before the quarter ends. I have almost no energy anymore with the projects that i’ve been working on the last 2 weeks. I’m stressed with one of them since i’m not completely done with it, and it’s due tomorrow. Oh man, it’ll feel like i’m dead after this week. Too much work with no breaks in between. Thank goodness for the day off…[Read more]

    Mood : Drained
    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      Try to relax and rest when you can @anxietyattack66, I’m sure you will manage to get those projects finished on time Steve, do work hard but remember to take breaks so you can feel at ease, stay positive and know things will work out for you, you will be successful Steve, hold your head up high, keep going forward and never give up, be optimistic…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    I have a question for you all.
    Would you rather have little friends, or many friends?

    For me personally, i’m kinda neutral on this. It’s good to have many friends so that you have more people that support and care for you, on the other hand, it’s kinda good also to have little friends because then I wouldn’t have too much on my plate (no…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      I would surround myself with good friends or a close friend that would always be there for me and treat me with kindness @anxietyattack66, we all deserve compassionate, kind and sweet people surrounding us, you do too Steve, remember to be around those who bring you love, brightness and empathy, please know the BT community will always be here for…[Read more]

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      I’m an introvert. I’d prefer to have fewer. I don’t mind having many ‘friends’ in general, but it’s the close friends that truly matter. I have about three, and that’s fine with me. If I have up with a couple more, that wouldn’t be a huge problem for me, as I’m more comfortable with those I’m closest to, so it isn’t as…[Read more]

    • I like having many friends, but I like having only a small group of close friends who I can talk to, know really well and trust. I like people but at the end of the day I prefer to be alone or with few and need time for myself, so really I prefer to have a small group of friends, but also have a good amount of acquaintances.

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    I just had a friend betray me. I’ve known this person since elementary school, they were supportive, caring, always listening to me. Now they’ve turned their back on me, which I never, ever, thought would happen between us. My respect for this person is diminished, and i’m really fucking pissed and disappointed. I’ve always been the nice guy,…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • I am so sorry you are going through this painful experience @anxietyattack66. This kind of pain is extremely intense and valid, I know how it feels for this to happen. You deserve supportive friends who make you feel like they care about you and are there for you. Don’t let this so-called friend make you feel depressed – they don’t deserve that…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      I’m so sorry that happened to you @anxietyattack66, you don’t deserve that at all Steve, you are such a wonderful person who truly deserves good friends around you, friends who will always stick by you and never leave you, I agree with @invincible, don’t let this so-called ‘friend’ that has left have any power over you, they shouldn’t have…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 years ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update I can’t really bring myself to care about the things I once did. Occasionally, music will stir some small emotion in me, but other than that, I feel nothing.Is this what being dead […] View

    I also feel dead sometimes. My family don’t listen to me if I have something to say, and it really pisses me off since I got something to say. But I guess no one cares about what I think for some reason. I try to comply with it, but at some point, I may flip out on my family, which I don’t want to do at all, but it may just happen one day.…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    My other teacher gave me an extension for a project that should’ve been done weeks ago. I really need to up my game and work hard as hell the next couple of days. Wish me luck guys, I really need it.

    Mood : Contented
    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      It’s great to see that you got an extension for the project @anxietyattack66, you will be successful Steve and you will complete the project on time, do work hard and know you will do great Steve, we are all rooting for you on BT and are all so proud of you Steve, I believe in you Steve and I know you will make all your dreams come true, keep…[Read more]

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      The best of luck to you, Steve! I have no doubt in my mind that you’ll get through this.

    • Good luck! You can totally do it.

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    I’m really stressed with many things school related. I’m mentally killing myself with all these assignments due in 3 days. I’m starting to lose my energy, and it’s not a good thing at all. This imaginary gun on my head is closer and closer to shooting me, and it’s going to happen eventually. I can’t give up yet, I still have 3 days left to…[Read more]

    Mood : Drained
    • I’m sorry you are going through this. This is no doubt going to stress you out, but you are strong and I have faith in you that you will effectively get these things done and hopefully your energy won’t be too drained. Take breaks, get enough sleep and when you’re done with these assignments, give yourself a break and surround yourself with…[Read more]

    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      You will make it through this @anxietyattack66, I agree with @invincible, do take regular breaks and surround yourself with the things that make you smile and bring you calmness, you will get those assignments completed, I believe in you Steve and I am so proud of you, you will be successful Steve, don’t let this drain you or stress you out,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    I’m a bit afraid. My english teacher told the entire class that some of us would start the new quarter next week with a rough grade. Basically the teacher would grade the assignments and give us the grade by Friday, and it will go in for 4th quarter. He said that some us would start the new quarter with a rough grade which kind of startled me…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
    • Hopefully you are not one of those students, even if you were, you still have time to get your grade up, so don’t lose hope! Enjoy the Hunger Games! It’s a good movie.

    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      Please don’t be afraid @anxietyattack66, I’m sure things will be OK and you will get a good grade, do work hard and know you will be successful, stay positive Steve and keep going, do enjoy the movie and always be the awesome, special and fantastic person that you are, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 years ago

    In reply to: JSWAG posted an update i wanna end my life View

    Hey, don’t do that. Don’t think like that. You have a purpose on this earth, and that is to live it and see what beautiful things awaits for you. I too thought about ending my life also, but I never did it because I have too much to live for, my family needs me, my pets need me, even my friends need me. Always think about the bright side, and if…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    ”When people show loyalty to you, you take care of those who are with you.”
    ”Be loyal to those who are loyal to you.”
    -John Cena

    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      It’s good to be loyal, loving, supportive and caring @anxietyattack66, always be the kind, sweet and compassionate friend that you are Steve, hope you are having a fantastic day Steve, I see your quote is from John Cena, it’s good to see another wrestling fan on BT, I used to watch wrestling years ago, now I mostly watch old matches on YouTube,…[Read more]

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      Loyalty is one of my favorite qualities in a person.

    • Great quote. Really inspiring, if only more could understand this and apply it to their lives. Thanks for sharing this quote♥

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 years ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update I can’t find the energy. Staring at my screen, barely moving. Pretending to care about my life for those around me. Wanting to lose myself and fade into the background, but forcing […] View

    Honestly, I didn’t expect you to walk with us during lunch today. When I saw you through the window you looked a bit stressed, and I didn’t think you would want to walk with us, even though Hector asked you. Don’t worry, if you don’t to walk with us tomorrow, that’s totally fine. Rejuvenate and just relax, even if you can’t relax, just take…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 years ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Does anyone else hide their true emotions? Hide it beneath a mask of ”I’m fine” and pretend to be happy, pretend to be okay? Hide them so thoroughly that you can’t take the mask off […] View

    I am like that almost everyday. I hide my true self during school, then when I get home, I expose my real emotions. It’s something that’s tough to rid off, and sometimes I think to myself that maybe that exposed side of me is really who I am. It’s really hard to tell.

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