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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    Update:
    My “court” case has an official date of 4/17/19, meaning that I’ve got 7 days to get prepared for this “brawl”. It’ll be held on google hangouts, because this company that i’m fighting is associated with Google hangouts, and they think that it should be a small case, not a huge one.

    I have a good feeling that this shouldn’t be…[Read more]

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    • I’m sorry all this is happening, I can imagine how stressful it is. That sounds good that it is a small case and it sounds like because it involves an image and google hangouts, you shouldn’t be in too much of trouble as maybe your mind is making it out to be. Plan out what you are going to do but don’t let the anxiety of this whole thing…[Read more]

    • Please don’t worry @anxietyattack66, I don’t know why a big business like that is fighting one person like yourself Steve, I’m sure your case will be settled with a fine or something small, you will make it through this Steve, try to stay upbeat, keep going and make your day fantastic, you can do it Steve, everything will be OK, your lawyer and…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Today has been my first good day in maybe… I don’t even know how long.I woke up. And I could… wait for it… SING. MY 25% CHANCES WON OUT.And also, remember that ex I couldn’t get […] View

    Yes!!!! Damn straight! You’ve beaten the odds against you. I’m so proud of you for never losing hope that you could get your singing back. That’s nice that your ex wants to get back with you, I hope that if this happens, it’ll last longer than last time. Never lose hope FadingEcho, never lose hope.

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    My dad just got a phone call from his lawyer saying that he can defend my case. I’m really nervous about all this, and hopefully I won’t go to ”Juvenile”. I have the court case during spring break, so this should be interesting.

    • Please don’t worry @anxietyattack66, I’m sure your lawyer will be able to help you fight your case, I would be honest, open and truthful during this whole process Steve, hopefully you will not go to jail, everything will be OK Steve, tell your side of the story and know things will work out, try to stay positive and keep going, you can do it…[Read more]

    • I hope things go well, I’m sure they will, so don’t worry too much. Try to talk to your family about it or find distractions until then if it is really clouding your mind with anxiety.

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    It’s coming back… I can’t provide any more details due to legal reasons.

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t feel afraid @anxietyattack66, you will make it through this, whatever is happening, you will overcome it Steve and come out so much stronger because you are so brave and courageous, everything will work out and things will be OK Steve, do speak to your legal team and see if they can help work things out for you, you don’t have to…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update i fucked up real bad again this time its really really bad though i dont even know where to start ill just start and finish at the same time i broke a promise, and now i have: +2x […] View

    Don’t worry, I go through two of those once a week, so your not alone. I’m for certain you won’t lose my trust, and hectors also.
    By the way; the 2 things I go through is the 3rd and 4th one.

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I don’t get myself. I say I fail right? Then maybe a day later or so I get redemption. Then maybe after that I fail myself again, and then maybe I finally finished up something that I failed twice to turn in on the deadline date, as well as the extension date. I finally finished a project that was due about 3 weeks ago, and I got full credit on…[Read more]

    Mood : Accomplished
    • I’m so proud of you @anxietyattack66, you have done so well Steve and I’m sure you will continue to do amazingly, stay upbeat and know you will make all your dreams come true Steve, everything will go your way, remember to make each day wonderful and keep smiling, always be the awesome person that you are and never give up, you can do it Steve,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update Coming back to school and i’m already upset and confused of many things. The first being that drill our school had, being outside which makes no sense since it’s a lockdown drill, or […] View

    Makes a lot more sense than what I thought. I think too deeply and out of the ordinary sometimes, but that’s just who I am. Is that a bad thing or a good thing?

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I think I failed my earth science exam, but i’m not surprised since I didn’t really get enough study time, and I wasn’t there when the class literally reviewed everything that was on the test on that day when I was sick. It’s ok to fail, since I fail a lot, but failing constantly will make my self esteem go lower and lower and lower. I don’t…[Read more]

    Mood : Discontent
    • Please don’t feel down @anxietyattack66, you are not a failure Steve, you are such a brilliant, awesome and fantastic person who will make all your dreams come true, you will overcome all obstacles to pass school tests and exams in future Steve, don’t be hard on yourself, stay positive and know you will be so successful, your future will be so…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update i feel like no one understands what im going through. its a very lonely life that i live, alone with my pain. anyone else feel like this? View

    I feel the same way also. It’s hard when no one understands how I feel, because how I feel on the inside, is the real feelings that I can’t show in real life because i’m going to get in trouble and my dad will think that i’m trying to be like my sister who also deals with this things. I feel like when I move out from my parents house whenever,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    Coming back to school and i’m already upset and confused of many things.
    The first being that drill our school had, being outside which makes no sense since it’s a lockdown drill, or whatever drill it was. I thought to my self in my head “Why aren’t we inside?, we are all dead by now”. That’s really confusing, but it’s the schools way of…[Read more]

    • Stay strong. It’ll be okay.

      1 – the logic was that if the shooter was inside the school, the kids would be better off outside. In a real lockdown event, they would probably have us get the hell away from the building, but they didn’t want us leaving the grounds since it was a drill.

      2 – I agree with this. Kids can be really annoying.…[Read more]

    • Hope you are OK @anxietyattack66, don’t let this drill and annoying classmates upset you Steve, stay focused on making your day wonderful and keep being the awesome person that you are, smile brightly and keep going forward, you can do it Steve, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Makes a lot more sense than what I thought. I think too deeply and out of the ordinary sometimes, but that’s just who I am. Is that a bad thing or a good thing?

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update so hard to feel anything. any emotion, any motivation, any satisfaction, anything. fuck, who is this monster in the mirror View

    You are not a monster. You are a caring, loving, supporting friend who helps others when they need it most. Do take care of yourself also, that’s the one thing I tell others when they are going through a hard life.

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    https://youtu.be/_hqW4odgkyo

    I listen to this song everyday not just because it gives me hope, but inspiration that by each day, i’ll try to get more better and more open to the world than now. I had a friend when I was 11, and sadly he passed when I was in the first year of middle school. It was probably the most hardest year because he was…[Read more]

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    • I’m so sorry for your loss @anxietyattack66, do remember all the happy times you spent with your friend Steve, do listen to and take heed of his inspirational words, let them be your guide to better yourself each and every day Steve, your friendship with him will always be a source of comfort Steve, hold your head up high, stay upbeat and keep…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update 1:00 am and I’m questioning my decision to put the bottle of pills back into the cabinet two weeks ago, and questioning my choice not to end my life then. Because now, I’m lost in the […] View

    Don’t question any of those two things, because the more you question, the more you’ll come back to that dark moment. Don’t kill yourself, please FadingEcho, please. I don’t want our friendship to end, as mentioned by Oliver, I don’t want to rethink everything i’ve done in the past that I regret now, especially with my past experiences with…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I have two things to say
    1. I failed my ”Therapist”
    2. I finally feel some happiness, and I think it’ll get even better sooner or later. I have belief in myself, as well as the belief from my family and friends.

    • You are such a wonderful person who deserves all the happiness, joy and love in the world @anxietyattack66, you will find a compassionate therapist who will listen to and help you Steve, you are so right Steve, you will get better and you will find positivity, remember to hold your head up high and keep going forward with optimism, please know…[Read more]

    • Yay!! I am glad you’re feeling some happiness. Have a wonderful weekend & week and don’t lose hope in being happy and believing in yourself.

    • YASS STEVE! YAY FOR FEELING EMOTIONS! SO HAPPY FOR YUUU

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    My heart is crumbling
    No one is accepting
    Some are trusting and supporting
    Others are annoying and infuriating
    There’s only one thing
    That’ll keep me from self harming
    And that’s by meditating
    It it bad judging
    That i’m slowly dying?

    • Please don’t let yourself crumble @anxietyattack66, you have a strong heart, body, mind and soul Steve, surround yourself with happiness and with all the things that bring you hope, do relax and meditate, it will help clear your mind and make you feel at ease, hold your head up high and remember to always look after yourself, believe in yourself…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    It’s tough having to deal with many of these disorders or mental issues, and everyone who doesn’t have one single one can’t see and acknowledge what your going through simply because they’ve never felt the same way you’ve always felt. I had an 8th grade English teacher who noticed about my mental issues and constant thought of wanting to die,…[Read more]

    Mood : Not Specified
    • Awww that’s so nice @anxietyattack66, it’s great that you have a caring and kind teacher who is willing to always be there to help and support you Steve, do stay positive and always be the fantastic, awesome and wonderful person that you are Steve, always smile brightly, keep going forward and never give up, you can do it Steve, inbox me anytime…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Oli posted an update I’m so lonely, I’m just so tired of all the depression and loneliness, there has never been any happiness or brightness for Oli, just sadness and always being alone, I don’t have a friend in […] View

    Oliver, don’t think that way. We are all here for you, in the dark times and the humble of times. I get it too, My depression and anxiety almost always cuts me off from happiness most the times, and I just feel like I can’t take it anymore. Don’t give up Oliver, you are an inspiration to others, and always try to help those who are in need. You…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 year, 6 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update i fucked up so badi was texting a friend and telling them about my depression and apparently they were texting my ex bf. i found out the reason he left me and it turns out it was my […] View

    That’a really messed up. My dad never thinks that what I am dealing with is attention seeking, since he has the same mental issues as me. As Oliver said, your friend did the right thing of notifying your parents of how you really felt, but it shouldn’t make your parents think that your grabbing attention because that’s the opposite of what you…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I had a dream last night, it was a lucid dream. I was with my dad and my mom, in a car driving to a destination I wasn’t familiar with. I had control of everything in my dream, so I did the most stupidest thing of stealing the wheel from my dad and turning the car towards a cliff. I tried desperately to reverse the car as quickly as possible, but…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t let bad dreams make you feel afraid @anxietyattack66, I would try to focus your mind on happy things that bring you a sense of calmness, positivity and relaxation, let your family know that you love them Steve, try to stay upbeat and make your day as bright as you can, everything will be OK Steve, keep going forward and always smile,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    I think I failed my friend. I think I failed myself horribly and embarrassingly. I think I failed my family. I think I failed in life.

    Mood : Disappointed
    • Please don’t say that @anxietyattack66, you are a wonderful, compassionate, sweet and kind friend who is truly there to support others and brighten up someone’s day with your wise advice Steve, you are such a lovely and awesome person who deserves to lead a truly successful life, remember to smile and always be kind to yourself Steve because you…[Read more]

    • Which friend, @anxietyattack66? Are they okay? You’re not a failure, it’s okay.

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