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    $teve posted a new activity comment 6 days, 20 hours ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update A month ago, I would never be content to stare, motionless, at a wall. A month ago, though, I wasn’t like this. I can’t bring myself to look away. Then again, it’s not like I’m […] View

    It’s ok if you feel that way, it’s ok to see the frustrating and darker side of things. It’s ok to walk way from it for some time, but just leaving it the way it is won’t help you, and it won’t help those who are with you. You have friends that’ll support you all the way, no matter what happens. last month of course I went through a similar…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 week ago

    Death, something you have to acknowledge and deal with. You can’t reverse it, nor can you undo it. That’s why no matter what you are going through, you should never think about death since you can’t undue it (Unless there is a miracle, which isn’t the case for many people). Living life for all we know is hard as hell if we don’t do it the right…[Read more]

    Mood : Awake
    • Oli replied 1 week ago

      It’s great to see you inspiring people with hope and telling others to focus on all the good things in life @anxietyattack66, we will always be here to support and care about you Steve, have a fantastic day and keep smiling, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • @anxietyattack66

      We’ll always be here for you, Steve! :)

      I agree with your belief. We must never let go of the hope that things will be okay someday, no matter how difficult a situation we are in, in the meantime.
      That exact hope is a little light that I held onto for years, and even in the worst of times when death was nearly staring me…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 1 day ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update https://youtu.be/4v5hXZdbUj8 View

    Yeah, it’s great to be back. Thank you for being my friend and always being here for me. I needed that time off for family greetings, and for the things I love to do, but I missed being on here at the same time since I get to be connected with all of you guys.

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 1 day ago

    https://youtu.be/4v5hXZdbUj8

    Mood : Rejuvenated
    • It’s great to see you positive and rejuvenated @anxietyattack66, keep smiling, stay awesome and have a great day Steve, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Yeah, it’s great to be back. Thank you for being my friend and always being here for me. I needed that time off for family greetings, and for the things I love to do, but I missed being on here at the same time since I get to be connected with all of you guys.

    • So long since I’ve seen something JackSepticEye related! It’s so nice to see you are feeling good, Steve. I hope your week started great, and that you are enjoying the day. Stay strong, and remember that we are here for you :)

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update This website is a place where I can be myself. I don’t have to pretend to get better, I don’t have to worry about you guys abandoning me because I’m not improving, I don’t have to be a […] View

    I know this is a late reply, but I just want to say your welcome. I want to help the best I can with people who are suffering like us, and I need to take care of myself more also, because I usually help others more than I help myself. Everyone who’s a friend of yours online and in person will always be by your side trying to support you in any…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 2 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update ”What’s a girl to do when she’s not strong When everyone that holds my hand Gets cut from all the thorns I used to put my ear against the wall To hear the screams, to hear the […] View

    Wow, that’s powerful in my mind. Don’t ever think about giving up, you literally try to help your friends when they are in a bad position. Stay strong, don’t think your weak, and don’t think that escaping is the answer, since that’s never the answer. I know that those aren’t your word, but you chose those words because that’s how you relate…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    Hello everyone, i’m going to take a break from this website over the weekend because I just need to use that time on other things that I love to do in my life. Hope you all understand, and yeah. I’ll be back on Monday. I can’t thank everyone enough for their support to me when I started this account, and i hope that you all have a good weekend,…[Read more]

    Mood : Thankful
    • That’s wonderful, Steve! I wish you a fantastic weekend, and that you can spend as much time as you can doing and enjoying the things you love. You really deserve it!

    • Do look after yourself and have a great weekend @anxietyattack66, self care is important Steve, do take a break from BT and focus on the things that make you happy, fill your time with activities that bring a smile to your face and keep going forward, remember you are awesome and wonderful Steve, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent about…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      That’s completely understandable. :) Take all the time you need.
      We will still be here when you come back, whether that’s after the weekend or even longer. We’ll always be here whenever you need us!

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 4 days ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update The people in my life feel like I’m not trying hard enough to fix my depression. They get mad at me, say I need to do more, tell me things I know already. I’m just… stuck. Anyone with […] View

    I will always forgive you, no matter what. My dad always gets mad at me whenever I mention the word depression, but it’s something I go through everyday. I feel that he has depression also, but doesn’t want to reveal it since he doesn’t want his family to get sad and worried.

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    The more I see, the more I realize what’s out there, and furthermore take into consideration of why life is like this. Last night may have been the wake up call for me to go out there and see new things, and take into appreciation the fact that I live in a world of colors and nature. It’s not all about making money in life, it’s also about…[Read more]

    Mood : Calm
    • Yes, @anxietyattack66! Good for you, realizing that! Good for you, Steve! I’m proud of you!

    • @anxietyattack66

      This is great to hear. :) Try to remember that and remind yourself of it every time you feel down. While it may not make everything better, it may help to calm your mind once more.

      I believe in you!

    • It’s great to see you determined to go out into the world, to see the beauty of the world and help others @anxietyattack66, remember to always shine, smile brightly and take care of yourself too Steve physically, mentally and emotionally, you are truly incredible, awesome and fabulous, keep doing what makes you happy and go forward with optimism,…[Read more]

    • So good to hear that, @anxietyattack66! Take your own words with you from now on and keep them in mind when you’re struggling. Keep going on Steve, you’re doing great!!

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    I’m feeling relaxed now, but stressed at the same time since I have to do homework really late because of earlier events that prevented me from doing it. I just can’t take this pressure from my family. Its just one of those days where you want it to be smooth throughout the whole day, but one screw up from my family and it turns into a complete…[Read more]

    Mood : Determined
    • Do relax and take care of yourself @anxietyattack66, I’m sure you will manage to get your homework done Steve, work hard but remember to look after yourself too, your family really shouldn’t put any pressure on you, they should help guide you, support, comfort, love and be there for you Steve, you will be OK and you will make it through this…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      I get that. When you struggle so much on a daily basis, it can be difficult to trust a decent moment. And then one negative event can make it all come crashing down.
      I’m the same way. If I’m in a good state of mind, I remain cautious, and if something bad happens – it doesn’t matter how small the issue may be – I absolutely…[Read more]

    • As you said, sometimes certain unsettling events can change your mood and/or routine in less than a second, @anxietyattack66. Just as Oli and Hayden said, the important thing it’s to look after yourself and to not let these kind of eventualities to ruin your mood. I know you will have done your homework in time, and I hope that you’re having a…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66, they said it all. You’ll be okay. If you need to talk, inbox me, I’m here. You’re not alone.

    • @anxietyattack66, they said it all. You’ll be okay. If you need to talk, inbox me, I’m here. You’re not alone.

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 4 days ago

    I guess I was wrong about yesterday that the next day would be a good day. Lots happening at the moment which is really hurting me mentally. I don’t know what to do but to just go outside and be alone for a bit.

    Mood : Afraid
    • Sometimes spending time all by yourself it’s the best way to clear your mind and every bad feeling. I don’t know what happened, but hang in there Steve. Close your eres, take a deep breath, and keep your head uo. Believe in yourself, because you can get through it. If you need to talk about anything or vent, my inbox is open. Stay strong!

    • It’s OK to be alone sometimes, especially if you feel like you need it or are feeling down. I hope tomorrow will be better for you.

    • I don’t want to see you feeling sad @anxietyattack66, try to make each day positive and happy, you will make it through all of life’s challenges because you are so strong, amazing and incredible Steve, do go outside, find a relaxing place to soothe and calm your mind, everything will be OK Steve, hold your head up high and know so much…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      Nothing wrong with taking some time to be alone with yourself. Especially outside. If that’s what helps you clear your mind, there’s no harm in that. You aren’t doing anything wrong. Simply just clearing your head with what may work best.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 4 days ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update I want to dedicate this message to my other friend Hector.Happy birthday man, I know you don’t have an account here, but I just want to say it. I’ve known you ever since elementary school, […] View

    Yeah, I certainly will.

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    I want to dedicate this message to my other friend Hector.

    Happy birthday man, I know you don’t have an account here, but I just want to say it. I’ve known you ever since elementary school, and those times has to be the greatest moments of our lives. I don’t have a gift for you unfortunately, but hopefully our friendship these past years is…[Read more]

    Mood : Happy
    • *very touched*

      Thank you so much, @anxietyattack66. I’m glad to know I’ve helped you!

      I feel terrible for not walking with you guys on Hector’s birthday. I know I had to get something done, but I still feel terrible. Could you wish him a happy birthday for me?

    • That’s so sweet and lovely @anxietyattack66, it’s great to see that you have kind and compassionate friends like @985921sqh and Hector, always keep them close to your heart because they will always support and be there for you Steve, please know that the BT community will always be here for you too, hope your friend Hector has a good birthday…[Read more]

    • Yeah, I certainly will.

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    Sometimes, the impossible is possible.

    • Good for you, @anxietyattack66. Keep looking for that silver lining!

    • It’s good to see you feeling determined and upbeat @anxietyattack66, you will achieve all your goals and be successful, please know that so much happiness, hope and love will happen to you Steve, always surround yourself with optimism and shine brightly, believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it Steve because you are fantastic, special…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    Mission: Bring back my better old self

    Estimated Time Lapse: Unknown, but with help of friends and family it shouldn’t take long… hopefully

    Mood : Not Specified
    • You will achieve your mission and make yourself feel wonderful @anxietyattack66, stay positive and always be the special, awesome and incredible person you were always meant to be Steve, surround yourself with the love and compassion of good friends and family because they will help you Steve, believe in yourself and keep going forward, you can do…[Read more]

    • Good to see you goalmaking! You’ll reach that goal, I’m sure of it! Stay strong, @anxietyattack66!

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago

    One word to describe this day

    ABSOULTE BEST

    (Maybe a few downers, but nothing really was in my way)

    What a day today, the only good day in weeks. Maybe tomorrow is a good day also, I just have to wait and see.

    Mood : Happy
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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update This day may be either really depressing, or really happy. It all depends on the events that happen later today, outside of school of course. I really need to pray to ”ball god” (It’s a joke […] View

    That means i’ll give him the note everyday. Perfect plan. Thanks for the note

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    This day may be either really depressing, or really happy. It all depends on the events that happen later today, outside of school of course. I really need to pray to ”ball god” (It’s a joke thing me and my friends do during lunch at school), and I also need to pray to actual Jesus himself if I want this day to be really happy and exciting.

    • It’ll be okay, @anxietyattack66. Just relax, take a deep breath, and look for the bright side.

      (Oh, and Steve, remember. Only give him the note if he starts bullying you.

    • That means i’ll give him the note everyday. Perfect plan. Thanks for the note

    • Hey @$teve
      You want to talk about this?
      I’m here if you need an ear.

    • Don’t let anyone bully you @anxietyattack66, have a great day at school and surround yourself with good friends and all the things that make you smile Steve, remember @985921sqh is here for you and so am I, I want to see you truly happy and being treated with respect, kindness and dignity by your classmates Steve, hold your head up high, stay…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 week, 6 days ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update This message is for my friend Fading Echo.Hi, I just want to let you know that even though you think you can’t help me anymore, you walking with us and being there physically and talking […] View

    I know i’m never alone. I’ll always have you and ”Others” by my side no matter what. I’ll tell you how ”he” reacts to your note later today.

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    $teve posted an update 1 week, 6 days ago

    This message is for my friend Fading Echo.

    Hi, I just want to let you know that even though you think you can’t help me anymore, you walking with us and being there physically and talking to us both is more than enough help you can give me, even if you don’t see that in your eyes, that’s how I see it. Thank you for taking the time out of what you…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66, I almost cried reading this, in a good way.

      But don’t think I can’t help you anymore, Steve. My inbox is still 100% open to you. I just can’t spend huge blocks of time chatting away with you the way we used to.

      You’re not alone, Steve. Never, ever, ever think you’re alone. We’re here for you.

    • That’s so sweet @anxietyattack66, it’s great that you have friends like @985921sqh to support and be there for you, always surround yourself with compassionate friends who will always be there to help and support you, please know that the BT community will always be here for you too, you are both amazing Echo and Steve, keep being the special…[Read more]

    • I know i’m never alone. I’ll always have you and ”Others” by my side no matter what. I’ll tell you how ”he” reacts to your note later today.

    • Yeah. If he tries to do anything, just ignore him. I can deal with it.

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