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    $teve posted a new activity comment 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update My ex. Almost forgotten.Then a close friend (who also happens to be his ex) told me that one of her friends was playing truth or dare with a group of popular kids. Long story short, […] View

    Omg. I didn’t expect this at all. I’m so sorry for what has happened, and I wish I could’ve consoled you when I had the chance, but you we’re hiding the fact that you were crushed and sad. I’m so sorry again, Jesus is that depressing and so messed up.

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    $teve posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago

    It’s been a great week, not really in terms of what i’m interested in, but overall it was a fun weekend. I got a nice haircut which kind of self boosted my personality for a bit, and my family actually found it nice and a lot better than my other haircuts which I can agree with a lot. Tbh, this barber actually put in more decent effort in my…[Read more]

    Mood : Accepted
    • I’m sure you look awesome with your new wonderful haircut @anxietyattack66, do love every part of yourself Steve, awww that is so nice that you and @985921sqh went to the movies together, glad you both had a fantastic time, glad you had a nice week Steve, keep smiling and stay upbeat, you can do it, hope things continue going well for you Steve,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago

    Remember that one friend who betrayed me? That person is in my Gym class and i’m really pissed about it. The worst thing about this is that were doing this sport called ”Pickle Ball”, I know, it sounds like a weird name for a sport. I have to be partners with this idiot until the end of the week, so that should be really stressful and obnoxious.…[Read more]

    Mood : Mad
    • You didn’t – okay. Yes, please do give it to him, @anxietyattack66. It’s about time you put a stop to this. No problem; make sure to tell me how he reacts.

    • You shouldn’t have to be around this person @anxietyattack66, your teacher should partner you with someone else Steve, someone who will treat you with kindness and respect, don’t let this person bring you down Steve, what they did to you was so wrong and you deserve better, it’s good to see you and @985921sqh being there for each other in…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 2 months ago

    I’m having a good second half of this week. I changed out 3 times in a row for gym, which I feel proud of the most, I’m more open to people than before, but it needs a little more work, and honestly, life is just going a bit better for me as the days go by. Hopefully i can keep this momentum up and finally get better at things.

    Mood : Accepted
    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Glad to see things are getting better for you and you are opening up more to people @anxietyattack66, I want to see you truly happy Steve, you are such a fantastic person who truly deserves to embrace and love every part of yourself, remember to always hold your head up high and keep being the incredible shining star that you are Steve, keep going…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 2 months ago

    Why is everything against me this week? My step brother is getting rewarded for his bad actions, and I can’t stop my dad from getting him one since he thinks that I don’t share my stuff, even though I always tell them to ask me beforehand, with the answer mostly being yes. Gym is killing me with this stupid dressing out situation, which I did…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Please don’t let stress get you down @anxietyattack66, I want to see you feeling happy and being treated with respect, love, kindness and care by your family, do your best to stay positive Steve and surround yourself with all the things that make you smile, everything will be OK Steve, your stepbrother really shouldn’t be rewarded for bad…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 2 months ago

    I don’t know why, but I don’t like dressing out for gym. I have a meeting with the principal and the administrator today to see why I haven’t dressed out in so long. It’s really my fault for not dressing out when I could have, but there will be a penalty for it, which could be for me to retake gym next year, which I don’t want to do since I…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • Ugh. That sounds so annoying, @anxietyattack66. I’m sorry about that. If you ever need to chat or vent, I’m here.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      I know some schools have dress codes but they really should let you make your own choice about how you dress @anxietyattack66, I would explain to your principal and administrator about how you feel, hopefully they will try to make things easier for you when gym class happens, personally I never liked gym class in school, it was truly awful for me…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 2 months ago

    I take back what I said about the security check. I didn’t know many people supported the thing, and I didn’t know it was there to keep out bots.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      Please don’t feel bad @anxietyattack66, it’s OK to raise concerns and worries about this community, all members of BT want the absolute best for this community Steve, I’m sure you do as well, please know you are a much valued, loved and appreciated member of BT Steve, this community is so lucky to have such a kind soul like you here, hope you…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 2 months ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Yes, when I talk, an occasional y’all or an ain’t slips out. Does that mean I’m stupid? No. It means I talk like my cousins, who are from Georgia (the state). Does it give them the […] View

    That doesn’t mean your stupid. You just got used to saying both words since your cousins keep talking to you that way, which is no way wrong, it just slipped into your speech. I notice it sometimes, but don’t mention it because it’s your way of talking, nothin much to it.

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    $teve posted an update 2 months ago

    Oh man guys, what a break that was. It was probably the worst spring break i’ve been through so far. Like what @FadingEcho said in her previous update, I was forced to go with my dad and his brother for a trip to Kings Dominion. I had a say, but no one would listen, pretty much I was feeling bad that everyone wanted me to go, even though I…[Read more]

    Mood : Calm
    • I’m sorry this happened to you, as you know, @anxietyattack66. We’ve discussed this privately, so I’ll leave it be.

      The security isn’t to keep out people, it’s to keep out bots. Why someone would create bots to troll our wonderful BT community is beyond me, but… here we are.

    • Oli replied 2 months ago

      I’m so sorry that your spring break was bad @anxietyattack66, your father and uncle should have listened to your ideas and suggestions instead of ignoring you and wasting your time, you deserve to feel appreciated and valued Steve by all those closest to you, try to have a good day and keep being the awesome person that you are Steve, feel free…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    I have something to tell you guys. It’s really fucked up, but I have no choice.

    This court case thing was all fake, and i’m really sorry for anyone who was really worried or concerned for me. I fucked up so bad that literally I was questioning if I should go to a mental hospital just for thinking that way, and for also being a jerk to ya guys.…[Read more]

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t feel ashamed @anxietyattack66, I worry about you and everyone on BT because I want the best for everyone here, every person on BT deserves to be happy and lead a truly positive life filled with love and joy, we all deserve to feel loved, appreciated and cared for, you do too Steve, remember you are such a special person and this…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      Admitting your wrong-doings is the first step. Unfortunately, not a lot of people even do that. I’m glad that you opened up and expressed this to us, and I hope you’ve done the same with your family.

      I know the need for people to care about you and to love you. We as humans crave such affection, sometimes delving to very…[Read more]

    • I thought something was off with your previous updates, but its OK Steve, you know what you did was wrong and that is good that you feel bad I hope for what you did and that you won’t do it again, especially not to us because we care about you here. I know why you did what you did though, I understand – I hope you have a good weekend.

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    $teve posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Update:
    My “court” case has an official date of 4/17/19, meaning that I’ve got 7 days to get prepared for this “brawl”. It’ll be held on google hangouts, because this company that i’m fighting is associated with Google hangouts, and they think that it should be a small case, not a huge one.

    I have a good feeling that this shouldn’t be…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • I’m sorry all this is happening, I can imagine how stressful it is. That sounds good that it is a small case and it sounds like because it involves an image and google hangouts, you shouldn’t be in too much of trouble as maybe your mind is making it out to be. Plan out what you are going to do but don’t let the anxiety of this whole thing…[Read more]

    • Please don’t worry @anxietyattack66, I don’t know why a big business like that is fighting one person like yourself Steve, I’m sure your case will be settled with a fine or something small, you will make it through this Steve, try to stay upbeat, keep going and make your day fantastic, you can do it Steve, everything will be OK, your lawyer and…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Today has been my first good day in maybe… I don’t even know how long.I woke up. And I could… wait for it… SING. MY 25% CHANCES WON OUT.And also, remember that ex I couldn’t get […] View

    Yes!!!! Damn straight! You’ve beaten the odds against you. I’m so proud of you for never losing hope that you could get your singing back. That’s nice that your ex wants to get back with you, I hope that if this happens, it’ll last longer than last time. Never lose hope FadingEcho, never lose hope.

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    $teve posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    My dad just got a phone call from his lawyer saying that he can defend my case. I’m really nervous about all this, and hopefully I won’t go to ”Juvenile”. I have the court case during spring break, so this should be interesting.

    • Please don’t worry @anxietyattack66, I’m sure your lawyer will be able to help you fight your case, I would be honest, open and truthful during this whole process Steve, hopefully you will not go to jail, everything will be OK Steve, tell your side of the story and know things will work out, try to stay positive and keep going, you can do it…[Read more]

    • I hope things go well, I’m sure they will, so don’t worry too much. Try to talk to your family about it or find distractions until then if it is really clouding your mind with anxiety.

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    $teve posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    It’s coming back… I can’t provide any more details due to legal reasons.

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t feel afraid @anxietyattack66, you will make it through this, whatever is happening, you will overcome it Steve and come out so much stronger because you are so brave and courageous, everything will work out and things will be OK Steve, do speak to your legal team and see if they can help work things out for you, you don’t have to…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update i fucked up real bad again this time its really really bad though i dont even know where to start ill just start and finish at the same time i broke a promise, and now i have: +2x […] View

    Don’t worry, I go through two of those once a week, so your not alone. I’m for certain you won’t lose my trust, and hectors also.
    By the way; the 2 things I go through is the 3rd and 4th one.

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    $teve posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    I don’t get myself. I say I fail right? Then maybe a day later or so I get redemption. Then maybe after that I fail myself again, and then maybe I finally finished up something that I failed twice to turn in on the deadline date, as well as the extension date. I finally finished a project that was due about 3 weeks ago, and I got full credit on…[Read more]

    Mood : Accomplished
    • I’m so proud of you @anxietyattack66, you have done so well Steve and I’m sure you will continue to do amazingly, stay upbeat and know you will make all your dreams come true Steve, everything will go your way, remember to make each day wonderful and keep smiling, always be the awesome person that you are and never give up, you can do it Steve,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: $teve posted an update Coming back to school and i’m already upset and confused of many things. The first being that drill our school had, being outside which makes no sense since it’s a lockdown drill, or […] View

    Makes a lot more sense than what I thought. I think too deeply and out of the ordinary sometimes, but that’s just who I am. Is that a bad thing or a good thing?

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    $teve posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    I think I failed my earth science exam, but i’m not surprised since I didn’t really get enough study time, and I wasn’t there when the class literally reviewed everything that was on the test on that day when I was sick. It’s ok to fail, since I fail a lot, but failing constantly will make my self esteem go lower and lower and lower. I don’t…[Read more]

    Mood : Discontent
    • Please don’t feel down @anxietyattack66, you are not a failure Steve, you are such a brilliant, awesome and fantastic person who will make all your dreams come true, you will overcome all obstacles to pass school tests and exams in future Steve, don’t be hard on yourself, stay positive and know you will be so successful, your future will be so…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update i feel like no one understands what im going through. its a very lonely life that i live, alone with my pain. anyone else feel like this? View

    I feel the same way also. It’s hard when no one understands how I feel, because how I feel on the inside, is the real feelings that I can’t show in real life because i’m going to get in trouble and my dad will think that i’m trying to be like my sister who also deals with this things. I feel like when I move out from my parents house whenever,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 2 months, 2 weeks ago

    Coming back to school and i’m already upset and confused of many things.
    The first being that drill our school had, being outside which makes no sense since it’s a lockdown drill, or whatever drill it was. I thought to my self in my head “Why aren’t we inside?, we are all dead by now”. That’s really confusing, but it’s the schools way of…[Read more]

    • Stay strong. It’ll be okay.

      1 – the logic was that if the shooter was inside the school, the kids would be better off outside. In a real lockdown event, they would probably have us get the hell away from the building, but they didn’t want us leaving the grounds since it was a drill.

      2 – I agree with this. Kids can be really annoying.…[Read more]

    • Hope you are OK @anxietyattack66, don’t let this drill and annoying classmates upset you Steve, stay focused on making your day wonderful and keep being the awesome person that you are, smile brightly and keep going forward, you can do it Steve, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Makes a lot more sense than what I thought. I think too deeply and out of the ordinary sometimes, but that’s just who I am. Is that a bad thing or a good thing?

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