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    $teve posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Oh, did I forget to mention that it’s my birthday today? Yep, i’m officially 16 years old. Man, it’s been 16 years since I was born, throughout this journey has come some great memories, some bad memories, but i’ve lived through them all, witnessing all of it. Thank you all for being my friends, and for allowing me to be part of this…[Read more]

    Mood : Accepted
    • Happy Birthday to a wonderful, awesome and fantastic person @anxietyattack66, you are such a loved and appreciated member of this community Steve, you share your struggles with us but you also offer wise and insightful advice that truly helps others on BT, thank you for all you do here and I know you will continue to do fantastic things in the…[Read more]

    • Happy Birthday @anxietyattack66! I hope your day is going well! I hope you can make many more memories, good and bad and that you can keep exploring this world. You’re a wonderful person and I hope you keep learning new things to be happy for!

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    $teve posted an update 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    Man….. this is a week where my mental skills depended on it the most. I don’t know why, but if your familiar with the SOL, then you’ll sort of get what i’m about to say.

    Ever since 2015, I would always take 2-3 SOL’s every year, and the thing that scares me is that i’m on a streak of passing only 1 sol every year, and it’s making me…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
    • Please don’t be afraid @anxietyattack66, you will do great in your studies and you will pass Steve, stay positive and know you will be successful, always believe in yourself Steve and know you will make all your dreams come true, everything will be OK Steve, hold your head up high and keep going forward with optimism, work as hard as you can and…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 3 months, 3 weeks ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Hey, guys.I’m under a lot of pressure right now.My friend called me yesterday morning, frantic and hysterical. She told me that her mother was abusive, and that she had called […] View

    You are trying hard enough, you just don’t know the options that could possibly help her. Do whatever you can do to make your friend safe. Texting and calling her is sufficient help for the moment just so that you have regular contact with her and make sure she’s ok. Some options may be risky, but it’s for the greater good to make sure she is in a…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 3 months, 4 weeks ago

    A week ago, I got my MacBook fortunately and the part that really relieved me was that everything on it was saved, nothing deleted and pretty much anything that I thought was deleted was still safe on my home screen (although, I may need to delete some stuff on my home screen since it looks clustered with so many things, Almost all of it coming…[Read more]

    Mood : Discontent
    • Please be kind to yourself @anxietyattack66, do love and embrace every part of yourself Steve, smile when you look in the mirror and see the reflection of the fantastic person you see staring back at you, hope you are able to continue going to the same school Steve, I would talk to your father about it and see what happens, it really should be…[Read more]

    • You seem to be looking at this in a relatively positive way. I’d think nothing of some of those things bothering you. Of course, in the wrong light, we’d all look unattractive to ourselves. (Usually, as they say, we’re not our own “type”.) Nobody’s perfect, yourself included, so understanding that is something everybody must do to accept…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    Let me just say that….. well let me just think……. I really can’t say this to my family, so i’m going to say it here.

    My oldest sister, who is 18 years old, is moving out probably around the beginning of next month, and it’ll probably be the day where everyone in my family is relieved, and happy for her that she’s finally leaving our family to…[Read more]

    • It’s nice that she is a caring person but she should have a positive attitude as well @anxietyattack66, your sister shouldn’t shout and scream at you or others in your family, I would let her know how her negative behaviour affects you and the rest of your family Steve, hopefully she will change parts of her behaviour and try to be more…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update I feel pretty confident in saying that I fucked up, maybe irreparably. I woke up (this was the day before yesterday), forgot to take my meds, didn’t eat, went into withdrawal, had […] View

    It’s been a fun ride amigo, but things come to an end sometime in our lives. It’s sad and terrible that your going through all this, you should just accept your friends offering if this whole thing keeps up. it’s been a tough time for me as well, but it’s not as big compared to yours. Don’t have all this build up to your ending of your own…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    This has to be the worst week of my life so far….

    First off, i’m having my MacBook fixed for the SOL’s, and I forgot to save my projects onto my hard drive which means that i’ll have nothing left after I get my computer fixed. I have 3 projects due in the span of a week, and i can’t really due anything about it without my MacBook. I’m…[Read more]

    Mood : Dark
    • Please don’t feel sad @anxietyattack66, hopefully your projects will be saved and everything will be OK Steve, try to ask for more time to get those projects completed Steve, you will make it through this Steve, things like this do happen but please try to not worry, I would just explain your situation to your school and hopefully they will be…[Read more]

    • It’ll get better, @anxietyattack66. It’ll get easier. I’m sure your teachers will understand if you explain the situation. Good luck, and if you want help, let me know.

    • To shoot an arrow, you have to pull it back. Things always get better in life, don’t let it get to you.

    • To shoot an arrow, you have to pull it back. Things always get better in life, don’t let it get to you.

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update My ex. Almost forgotten.Then a close friend (who also happens to be his ex) told me that one of her friends was playing truth or dare with a group of popular kids. Long story short, […] View

    Omg. I didn’t expect this at all. I’m so sorry for what has happened, and I wish I could’ve consoled you when I had the chance, but you we’re hiding the fact that you were crushed and sad. I’m so sorry again, Jesus is that depressing and so messed up.

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 2 weeks ago

    It’s been a great week, not really in terms of what i’m interested in, but overall it was a fun weekend. I got a nice haircut which kind of self boosted my personality for a bit, and my family actually found it nice and a lot better than my other haircuts which I can agree with a lot. Tbh, this barber actually put in more decent effort in my…[Read more]

    Mood : Accepted
    • I’m sure you look awesome with your new wonderful haircut @anxietyattack66, do love every part of yourself Steve, awww that is so nice that you and @985921sqh went to the movies together, glad you both had a fantastic time, glad you had a nice week Steve, keep smiling and stay upbeat, you can do it, hope things continue going well for you Steve,…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Remember that one friend who betrayed me? That person is in my Gym class and i’m really pissed about it. The worst thing about this is that were doing this sport called ”Pickle Ball”, I know, it sounds like a weird name for a sport. I have to be partners with this idiot until the end of the week, so that should be really stressful and obnoxious.…[Read more]

    Mood : Mad
    • You didn’t – okay. Yes, please do give it to him, @anxietyattack66. It’s about time you put a stop to this. No problem; make sure to tell me how he reacts.

    • You shouldn’t have to be around this person @anxietyattack66, your teacher should partner you with someone else Steve, someone who will treat you with kindness and respect, don’t let this person bring you down Steve, what they did to you was so wrong and you deserve better, it’s good to see you and @985921sqh being there for each other in…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I’m having a good second half of this week. I changed out 3 times in a row for gym, which I feel proud of the most, I’m more open to people than before, but it needs a little more work, and honestly, life is just going a bit better for me as the days go by. Hopefully i can keep this momentum up and finally get better at things.

    Mood : Accepted
    • Glad to see things are getting better for you and you are opening up more to people @anxietyattack66, I want to see you truly happy Steve, you are such a fantastic person who truly deserves to embrace and love every part of yourself, remember to always hold your head up high and keep being the incredible shining star that you are Steve, keep going…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    Why is everything against me this week? My step brother is getting rewarded for his bad actions, and I can’t stop my dad from getting him one since he thinks that I don’t share my stuff, even though I always tell them to ask me beforehand, with the answer mostly being yes. Gym is killing me with this stupid dressing out situation, which I did…[Read more]

    Mood : Pissed off
    • Please don’t let stress get you down @anxietyattack66, I want to see you feeling happy and being treated with respect, love, kindness and care by your family, do your best to stay positive Steve and surround yourself with all the things that make you smile, everything will be OK Steve, your stepbrother really shouldn’t be rewarded for bad…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I don’t know why, but I don’t like dressing out for gym. I have a meeting with the principal and the administrator today to see why I haven’t dressed out in so long. It’s really my fault for not dressing out when I could have, but there will be a penalty for it, which could be for me to retake gym next year, which I don’t want to do since I…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • Ugh. That sounds so annoying, @anxietyattack66. I’m sorry about that. If you ever need to chat or vent, I’m here.

    • I know some schools have dress codes but they really should let you make your own choice about how you dress @anxietyattack66, I would explain to your principal and administrator about how you feel, hopefully they will try to make things easier for you when gym class happens, personally I never liked gym class in school, it was truly awful for me…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 3 weeks ago

    I take back what I said about the security check. I didn’t know many people supported the thing, and I didn’t know it was there to keep out bots.

    • Please don’t feel bad @anxietyattack66, it’s OK to raise concerns and worries about this community, all members of BT want the absolute best for this community Steve, I’m sure you do as well, please know you are a much valued, loved and appreciated member of BT Steve, this community is so lucky to have such a kind soul like you here, hope you…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Yes, when I talk, an occasional y’all or an ain’t slips out. Does that mean I’m stupid? No. It means I talk like my cousins, who are from Georgia (the state). Does it give them the […] View

    That doesn’t mean your stupid. You just got used to saying both words since your cousins keep talking to you that way, which is no way wrong, it just slipped into your speech. I notice it sometimes, but don’t mention it because it’s your way of talking, nothin much to it.

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    $teve posted an update 4 months, 4 weeks ago

    Oh man guys, what a break that was. It was probably the worst spring break i’ve been through so far. Like what @FadingEcho said in her previous update, I was forced to go with my dad and his brother for a trip to Kings Dominion. I had a say, but no one would listen, pretty much I was feeling bad that everyone wanted me to go, even though I…[Read more]

    Mood : Calm
    • I’m sorry this happened to you, as you know, @anxietyattack66. We’ve discussed this privately, so I’ll leave it be.

      The security isn’t to keep out people, it’s to keep out bots. Why someone would create bots to troll our wonderful BT community is beyond me, but… here we are.

    • I’m so sorry that your spring break was bad @anxietyattack66, your father and uncle should have listened to your ideas and suggestions instead of ignoring you and wasting your time, you deserve to feel appreciated and valued Steve by all those closest to you, try to have a good day and keep being the awesome person that you are Steve, feel free…[Read more]

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    $teve posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    I have something to tell you guys. It’s really fucked up, but I have no choice.

    This court case thing was all fake, and i’m really sorry for anyone who was really worried or concerned for me. I fucked up so bad that literally I was questioning if I should go to a mental hospital just for thinking that way, and for also being a jerk to ya guys.…[Read more]

    Mood : Ashamed
    • Please don’t feel ashamed @anxietyattack66, I worry about you and everyone on BT because I want the best for everyone here, every person on BT deserves to be happy and lead a truly positive life filled with love and joy, we all deserve to feel loved, appreciated and cared for, you do too Steve, remember you are such a special person and this…[Read more]

    • @anxietyattack66

      Admitting your wrong-doings is the first step. Unfortunately, not a lot of people even do that. I’m glad that you opened up and expressed this to us, and I hope you’ve done the same with your family.

      I know the need for people to care about you and to love you. We as humans crave such affection, sometimes delving to very…[Read more]

    • I thought something was off with your previous updates, but its OK Steve, you know what you did was wrong and that is good that you feel bad I hope for what you did and that you won’t do it again, especially not to us because we care about you here. I know why you did what you did though, I understand – I hope you have a good weekend.

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    $teve posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    Update:
    My “court” case has an official date of 4/17/19, meaning that I’ve got 7 days to get prepared for this “brawl”. It’ll be held on google hangouts, because this company that i’m fighting is associated with Google hangouts, and they think that it should be a small case, not a huge one.

    I have a good feeling that this shouldn’t be…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
    • I’m sorry all this is happening, I can imagine how stressful it is. That sounds good that it is a small case and it sounds like because it involves an image and google hangouts, you shouldn’t be in too much of trouble as maybe your mind is making it out to be. Plan out what you are going to do but don’t let the anxiety of this whole thing…[Read more]

    • Please don’t worry @anxietyattack66, I don’t know why a big business like that is fighting one person like yourself Steve, I’m sure your case will be settled with a fine or something small, you will make it through this Steve, try to stay upbeat, keep going and make your day fantastic, you can do it Steve, everything will be OK, your lawyer and…[Read more]

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    $teve posted a new activity comment 5 months, 1 week ago

    In reply to: Fading Echo posted an update Today has been my first good day in maybe… I don’t even know how long.I woke up. And I could… wait for it… SING. MY 25% CHANCES WON OUT.And also, remember that ex I couldn’t get […] View

    Yes!!!! Damn straight! You’ve beaten the odds against you. I’m so proud of you for never losing hope that you could get your singing back. That’s nice that your ex wants to get back with you, I hope that if this happens, it’ll last longer than last time. Never lose hope FadingEcho, never lose hope.

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    $teve posted an update 5 months, 1 week ago

    My dad just got a phone call from his lawyer saying that he can defend my case. I’m really nervous about all this, and hopefully I won’t go to ”Juvenile”. I have the court case during spring break, so this should be interesting.

    • Please don’t worry @anxietyattack66, I’m sure your lawyer will be able to help you fight your case, I would be honest, open and truthful during this whole process Steve, hopefully you will not go to jail, everything will be OK Steve, tell your side of the story and know things will work out, try to stay positive and keep going, you can do it…[Read more]

    • I hope things go well, I’m sure they will, so don’t worry too much. Try to talk to your family about it or find distractions until then if it is really clouding your mind with anxiety.

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