I know how you feel @alexsis, I’m struggled with depression and loneliness for years too Alexsis, some days are better than others but sometimes it’s a struggle to just get out of bed because each day is the same old sad routine for me, but you are such a special person who deserves to feel truly happy and wonderful sweetie, you are a survivor who will make it through all the difficult times and come out so much stronger, please don’t give up, try to make each day as bright as you can and surround yourself with positivity, you can do it Alexsis, always believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it Alexsis, smile because you are truly incredible Alexsis, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)