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    Cecelia posted an update 10 months ago

    OK this cannot b coincidences. It’s happening again, where I am finally dissolving mental / trauma / emotional / health blocks so I can get better and really become my potential and heal from shit affecting my life —- and my abusers get absolute karma’d. It’s sweet, and whether it’s a sign from universe or not, I’m gonna take it as such and…[Read more]

    • It can be good to see someone bad get their comeuppance @invincible, but remember to not let them have any more power over you beautiful angel Cecelia, don’t let those who tried to destroy you win Cecelia, stay focused on your well-being sweetheart and getting yourself to a better and more happier place in life angel, because you are the one who…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 10 months ago

    I’m ready. I think I’m finally ready to clear out my space, declutter, donate what I cannot sell, jst get RID of it all blocking me and my clarity. same goes for mental clutter as well. I’m just DONE suffering. I am not responsible for my trauma but I can take responsibility in my healing. So I’m gonna try. Really, actually, fucking TRY with…[Read more]

    • Do stay determined to better yourself @invincible, I’m sure you will find positive ways to direct your energies into feeling happier mentally, emotionally and physically beautiful angel Cecelia, get rid of all that is troubling you and holding you back from achieving your full potential in life sweetie, always surround yourself with hope,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 10 months ago

    THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EXISTING. YOU ARE AN ANGEL AND DESERVE THE WORLD. @oliver

    • I will always be here for you @invincible, remember you are so special, awesome and wonderful beautiful Cecelia, you can always reach out to me if you ever need to chat or vent about anything sweetheart, keep smiling and never give up angel, I’ll always support you and I want the best for you sweetie, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 10 months, 1 week ago

    completely broke now and its only wednesday and i don’t get paid til NEXT fri. I hate the bank I use currently, it’s ridiuclous and now I have anxiety about whether or not my pills will refill so i’m having a v extensisnial crisis type of week so far when all I need and want is REST :’(

    Mood : Sad
    • OK i solved the bank issue so i’m not completely amiss but i still wanna NOT be having to take my pills, how can I naturally get off of them idk. I guess that’s an issue for later.

    • I would try to save the money you do have and try to make it stretch if you can @invincible, don’t be afraid to reach out and ask for support such as financial help and advice if you need it sweetie, I would talk to your doctor about any issues with medications sweetie, remember you are such a wonderful, awesome and lovely angel who deserves all…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    My brain needs a B • R • E • A • K

    • Do take a break @invincible, because it’s OK to take a break so you can rest, relax and recharge yourself sweetie, remember to always be kind to yourself lovely angel Cecelia and know your well-being matters and should always come first, everything will work out for you and things will be OK Cecelia, please know I’m always here if you need to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    everything is just blending into each other leaving me hopeless and rather depressed.
    IDK what to do about my schooling. I’m dropping the class but I know I should retake it ASAP I just need to be in a better headspace and physical space as well. IDK though. What is best for me in life vs what is possible. Who knows if the world is gonna fking…[Read more]

    • Don’t let hopelessness break you down @invincible, focus on doing what makes you feel happy and upbeat beautiful angel Cecelia, concentrate on your well-being and getting yourself to a good place mentally, emotionally and physically sweetheart, things will work out for you and you will make all your dreams come true angel, always be kind to…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    I am going to withdrawal from my class. I am making the right decision right now. I feel good and not bad about it, so that says a lot. Another time, sure. But for now, I’ve got other priorities.

    • I would do what you feel is right and beneficial for you and your future @invincible, I’m sure you will find the right path for you sweetie, focus on what is most important to you, on your priorities, your goals, dreams and aspirations beautiful Cecelia, always be kind to yourself Cecelia and know so much brightness lies ahead for you angel, I’m…[Read more]

    • thank you Oli so much. ♥♥♥

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months ago

    I got my midterm test extension approved, I am feeling like blocks are being opened, I couldn’t be more hopeful during a rocky time. Things can only look up for us now. But we have to work at it. Consistently, optimistically and genuinely.

    • Keep being hopeful and I’m sure that this extension will help you in being able to complete your work @invincible, stay upbeat and remember no matter what happens, you will make it through all the difficult times sweetie to be successful and to live a fulfilling and wonderful life, remember to always be kind to yourself angel and never give up,…[Read more]

    • As you said, a spark of light between all of the darkness. You really deserve it Cecelia, especially after all the difficult days you’ve been through. It’s really inspiring how you face the future with optimism and will. You should be very proud of how much you’ve work on yourself, how much you’ve grown, and of the marvelous person you are ❤

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months ago

    Relieved. He won’t be relocating to the place I had such anxiety about. Now we can hopefully plan for something mutually and with our futures in prime view.

    • Do stay positive because I’m sure you will manage to relocate to a place where you feel comfortable and at ease @invincible, focus on your bright and awesome future that lies ahead beautiful angel Cecelia, hold your head up high and keep smiling, everything will be OK and things will work out for the best sweetheart, please know I’ll always be…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months ago

    I don’t know. I just do not know and I want to figure it out but without unnecessary pressure or tainted opinions from others. I wish I could just talk to someone about this though, the only one I would is my parent but like I said, I don’t want her clouding my judgement or pressuring me one way or the other. Same with my SO. I am feeling yet…[Read more]

    • Do reach out for support, help, advice and guidance @invincible, but remember to always do what makes you happy beautiful angel Cecelia and don’t let anyone or anything influence your decisions and choices sweetie, do what you feel is right and beneficial for you and your bright future sweetheart, stay upbeat and remember to focus on your own…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months, 1 week ago

    got lots of contemplation, research and self-reflection… need to spend some time with clarity pertaining to mental, physical, even spiritual self to realize what i should do.

    • Do find time for self-reflection and to work on making yourself better @invincible, I’m sure that once you complete all your self-analysis, you will make the right choices and decisions that will be beneficial for you and your future going forward beautiful angel Cecelia, remember to always do what makes you happy because your wellbeing and…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I rlly need someone to talk to / vent. Yet I don’t know how to even express it. IDEK.

    • Talk to me @invincible, what’s on your mind sweetie, feel free to express yourself in any way you that makes you feel comfortable to get your feelings, thoughts and emotions out, inbox me if you need too Cecelia, I’m here for you and I’m here to listen to you sweetie, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I feel like I’m on thin ice and everything can shatter and change and I can’t tell which option is the best. Suddenly, there’s no comfortable hope and I’m just falling endlessly and I just don’t know.

    • Please don’t feel hopeless @invincible, I’m sure you will make the right choices, options and decisions that will benefit you because you are so special beautiful angel Cecelia and you deserve to live a fulfilling, safe, positive and happy life filled with brightness, don’t let anything or anyone stand in the way of doing what you feel is right…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    There he goes (again) making me fucking anxious throwing things at me that just confuse me and make things unclear. How can he live like that.

    • He has absolutely no right treating you that way @invincible, you deserve so much better beautiful angel Cecelia, he should not be physically, mentally or emotionally abusive and violent towards you sweetie, I would leave the relationship Cecelia if he treats you that way sweetheart because you deserve someone who will love, cherish and care for…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    Another great weekend. I’ve got lots of stuff to go through and get rid of/ sell / organize before I can move. I’ve got to prep for my cat to move. If you have pets you know how extensive that can be especially if your fur baby has emotional stress to change. I’ve got to get my budget together, find a new job that doesn’t require such a…[Read more]

    • It’s good to see that you had a fabulous weekend, try to not get yourself too overwhelmed @invincible, I would focus on your move, getting everything ready and in order, so when moving day does come, you are completely ready to go and begin a new, exciting and wonderful chapter of your life beautiful angel Cecelia, I’m sure you will find a great…[Read more]

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    Oli posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    My life holds absolutely no meaning and no purpose, I’m 32, no friends, no social life, no romantic relationship, no goals, hopes, dreams or aspirations, no hobbies or interests, nothing in my depressing life, I’m so shy, awkward, introverted, lonely and alone, I wish I knew how to communicate with people, how to talk, socialise and build…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
    • Oli, I can tell you, without a trace of doubt, that you are not any of that things. You are generous, kind hearted, selfless, wise, positive, honest, respectful, righteous, empathetic… You have so many virtues. It’s difficult to see them when the mind makes all the efforts to let you see just the bad side. But me, and everyone in BT, are here…[Read more]

    • @Oliver – Your life holds no meaning? Oh, Oli! I don’t know much about what’s going on outside of here in your personal life, but I think I can speak for everyone when I say that we see none of these faults in you.

      Your life has so much meaning to it. You have dedicated at LEAST a decade of your life logging on here and offering your kind,…[Read more]

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    I had such a happy weekend with my boyfriend. I can’t understand why coming from both ends comes drama and distress which just causes sadness and anger and pain when we are apart during the week. Especially on my end, maybe I get so needy nd frustrated that he’s not within arms length of me during the week, cause during the weekend when we see…[Read more]

    • Hopefully soon comes quickly for you guys! Good luck with your classes in the meantime.

    • Every relationship has it’s up and down moments @invincible, I would focus on both you and your boyfriend keeping the lines of communication open and honest with each other, if you have any disagreements, talk to each other so you can work things out and come to a positive and hopeful agreement, listen to each other and try to understand where…[Read more]

    • You really deserve to have a happy and healthy relationship Cecelia ❤. Hoping that you both can move in together as soon as possible!

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    Cecelia posted an update 11 months, 4 weeks ago

    So many red flags. Instead of suffering in my own emotional turmoil and confusion, I should take it out creatively and productively.

    • Don’t let the red flags, turmoil and confusion break you down @invincible, I would do as you say sweetie, find activities to do where you can let out your thoughts, feelings and emotions, find things that are creative, productive and give you a sense of purpose sweetie, maybe something like writing, drawing, reading or photography, I’m sure you…[Read more]

    • Such a smart and kind way to deal with the situation! That shows a lot of emotional intelligence from you Cecelia. Although we should allow ourselves to feel every emotion, it’s not good to drown in them and let them consume us.

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    Cecelia posted an update 12 months ago

    Dreams of being lost in big, desert mountains while trying to hide.

    • Dreams can be extraordinarily odd, and have a misterious way of telling us what’s going on in our minds. I hope these dreams are not disturbing to you, and that they let you rest at night Cecelia ❤.

    • Your dreams may be trying to tell you something, perhaps that you are hiding from something and will need to confront it so things can and will get better @invincible, I don’t want to see you having dreams that are scary or disturbing sweetie, you deserve to be able to go to sleep at night comfortably with nothing but relaxation and rest on your…[Read more]

    • You both are so wise.

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    Cecelia posted an update 12 months ago

    For somebody I thought was my saviour — you sure make me do a whole lot of labour

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jvU4xWsN7-A&vl=en

    • If our love died, would that be the worst thing?

    • You deserve someone who will always love, care, support and always be there for you unconditionally @invincible, while I agree that in a relationship, both parties have to do their part to make things work, it should not be left to you alone to do sweetheart, your partner should pull his weight too so you can have a stronger, long-lasting and…[Read more]

    • Such a well-written song.

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