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    Fading Echo posted an update 3 weeks ago

    something’s happening to me. i feel like im losing energy, slowly. i dont focus much anymore, my grades are slipping, its getting harder to speak to others. im withdrawing from my friends, my family, everyone. i want to kill myself, but i dont have the energy to act on it and i am not selfish enough to do it to my family and friends. but i want to die.
    im already dead, my emotions are completely gone, my colors are fading synesthetically, but i dont care. a month ago, i would have been devastated, but now i dont have the energy.
    i dont know.

    Mood : Exanimate
    • Oli replied 3 weeks ago

      I don’t want to see you feeling upset, sad or lethargic @985921sqh, you deserve to feel upbeat, positive and able to take on the world with happiness and optimism sweetie, everything will be OK Echo, surround yourself with the things that bring you hope and make you smile brightly, please don’t kill yourself Echo, things will change for the better and you will lead a truly successful life, remember to always believe in yourself and know great things will happen to you, hold your head up high and keep going forward Echo, you can do it, don’t give up, I’m so proud of you Echo, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Don’t kill yourself. This may be my final way of trying to prevent you from doing this, so this’ll be a long one.

      Please don’t kill yourself, i’ve known you for at least a year or so and I can safely say that you’re one of the greatest friends i’ve ever met. You’ve helped me a lot and always had something to say whenever I was in a bad or stressed out mood, which is really appreciative and helps me a lot. You shouldn’t be living this kind of life, nothing that you’ve done was worthy of bringing you to where you are right now (you probably think that, but I don’t, and never will i think that). You are intelligent, caring, loyal, supportive, funny even if you don’t think your funny yourself, you have a fantastic singing voice, sure I haven’t listened to it, but I bet it would be astonishing to hear that singing voice of yours. All of that thrown away isn’t what you want to do, but unfortunately due to the events that’s been taking place in your life, you’ve thought about it twice from time to time. Imagine those who cared for you so much in your life, they’ll be regretting everything they’ve done that lead you to killing yourself, everyone will be in a period of dismay and grief, especially those who have been supported by you, who are they going to go? Sure a therapist or a counselor, but who will they go in terms of friendship? Who will cover your shoes when you leave? No one. People that’s been helped and supported by you won’t be able to find someone like you who can listen and give good advice, it won’t be the same for them if they do find that one person. Nothing will be the same without you, nothing will be the same without your mindset, nothing will be the same without your characteristic and attributes, nothing will be the same without you. Sure it wouldn’t matter for yourself if you killed yourself, that’s because you want to escape the hell your living in, but it would matter to the rest of us, those who helped you and tried to give you advice and positive messages and helping words. Think about it and hopefully it’ll make your reconsider, if not, then as a friend, I can say that I hope you’ve made the right decision in your life, and that you can finally have a smile on your face, not a fake one, but a real one where you enjoy it most instead of forcing it onto yourself.

      That’s all I can say for now, see ya next time, if that’ll be today, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, or maybe there is no next time, but if I don’t see ya again, just remember that we’re here for ya, your not alone.