Please don’t think like that @karma, you deserve to be here, you are alive for a positive reason, you were put on this earth to do great things and make all your dreams, goals and aspirations become a reality, remember to be upbeat and always be good to yourself, keep smiling and go forward with optimism, you can do it Karma, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)

It’s a really disturbing and scary thing to witness. Death it’s a tabu topic in almost every place, and facing it it’s usually terrifying. Your witness has reminded me of a scene from Big Fish, in which the protagonist decides to witness his own death. He said this way he would know the will survive everything else in life, so he could live life to the fullest. Despite it’s disturbing nature, there’s something good in what you saw @karma. It can help you think about life and revaluet it. I hope it brings you a positive point of view instead of a negative one. And if you need any help, I’m here for you if you need it <3. Stay strong!