Please don’t be scared or nervous @invincible, I would talk to your grandmother about your trip when you feel comfortable beautiful angel Cecelia, she should be happy for you and react positively, I’m sure things will be OK and everything will go well Cecelia, tell your grandmother about all the wonderful memories you will create and all the awesome opportunities that this trip will bring to you sweetheart, things will work out when you have the conversation with your grandmother hun, stay optimistic and keep smiling Cecelia, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone <3 (hugs)