You are such a compassionate, kind and sweet person @xxbaybayxx, do help others grieve and help them through this traumatic and hard time in their lives, but remember to also take care of yourself and look forward to your awesome future as you are surrounded by a loving partner, a wonderful daughter and soon your beautiful baby boy will be born, stay positive as best you can Oliver, everything will be OK, I wish you and your family all the best, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)