Please don’t let sadness and depression bring you down @martyr, you are such a fantastic, awesome and lovely person who deserves to feel wonderful and on top of the world, remember to stay upbeat and surround yourself with all the happiness and joy that life has to offer, everything will be OK, focus on getting yourself to a good place mentally, emotionally and physically, you will make it through this, hold your head up high, keep going forward with optimism and never give up, you can do it, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)