Please don’t harm yourself @depressedgurl12, things will be OK and everything will get better for you, try to stay positive and focus on getting yourself to a good place in life mentally, emotionally and physically, I want to see you truly happy and making each day as wonderful as you can, remember to hold your head up high and know you are a fighter who never gives up, you will make it through this because you are so brave and courageous, smile brightly and keep going forward with optimism, you can do it, believe in yourself and know there is always hope at the end of the tunnel, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)