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    MidnightSarrow posted an update 4 years, 6 months ago

    Haven’t been on here awhile, here’s what’s new

    Had an argument(I guess) w/ my bf monday night, thought I was gonna lose him cuz i never seen him that mad. But at the same time I’m glad he feels something other than love towards me (thank goodness!!)
    Figured out i adore pot-stickers(dumplings), in fact i’m eating some now
    Have had several mental breakdowns cuz Baskin Robins, the ice cream store i wanna work at closed, music teacher is leaving for a new job cuz she turning 18 soon, Kmart will be closed sometime in december, and so on
    Mom is taking me off of the ”make do” anti depressants (yay)
    Going to have a sort of play/concert, practicing for it in music class.
    Music teacher had to get more serious, she reached her breaking point.

    • I would try to talk to your boyfriend calmly and openly @midnightsarrow, remember to always love each other and be there for each other, you can work through any problems in your relationship and make things stronger between both of you, everything will work out for you, don’t let your struggles break you down, you will find a wonderful job and career that makes you feel fulfilled and happy, I’m sorry that your teacher is leaving, hopefully you will like the new teacher and get along with them. I would talk to your mother and doctor about taking you off anti-depressants, I would only use them if you feel they are beneficial and they make you feel positive, do have a fantastic concert, I’m sure you will do a fabulous performance that gets a standing ovation, remember to hold your head up high and keep going forward with confidence, you can do it, always believe in yourself, be kind to yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)

    • Don’t worry about my bf, he was having a shitty day, everything is fine
      She says she could see about classes being moved to 6-7 but idk
      What they wanna do is get me better anti depressants, because I struggle with strong depression. I don’t want them because it hasn’t gotten worse and in fact has been better due to now people actually know that I’m not acting sour, I just ended up with the rage side of depression.
      It’s not a big concert, more of a thank you to the person who started the program (Moving Arts, he was on CNN Heros)