You will find who you truly are @somelameperson, no matter what gender you are, remember you are a beautiful, special and wonderful unique individual who deserves all the happiness in the world, remember to always smile and keep going forward with optimism, do talk to a counsellor and therapist to get all your thoughts, feelings and emotions out, please know the BT community will always be here for you and so will I, feel free to inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)