You deserve to be here @beautifultwistedfantasy, you were put on this earth to do amazing things and make all your dreams come true, please don’t let anything stand in your way, smile brightly, hold your head up high and keep going forward with optimism and confidence, always be the brilliant, fantastic and awesome person that you are, everything will be OK and things will work out for you, always believe in yourself and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone Sal (hugs)
I would also like to welcome you to BT, you have joined a supportive and compassionate community where we all help each other, feel free to reach out to me or any of our kind members if you ever need to talk (hugs)

I think almost everybody can agree that the meaning of life is to figure it out for yourself. Either you understand what the meaning of life is to you or accept there is no meaning to life and make one yourself. Either way, you’re very much able to give yourself purpose if you try. Good luck, dude.