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    Esteban posted an update 4 years, 10 months ago

    My body’s sick and exhausted, my mind’s sick and exhausted, I’m exhausted and everyone and everything is darn exhausting. It’s been 9 years of suffering and I don’t even know who to listen anymore or what’s real: do I just ”don’t want to get better” like they said? Maybe. I also am lazy, maybe I don’t put enough effort into things when I want ’em, and lazy people get nothing in life. But why should I care anymore? I just wish I’d close my eyes and die for no reason already, as clear as I remember I’ve had thoughts of suicide since I was only 2. I don’t want to live but I can’t die because I have beliefs.

    Mood : Depressed
    • I don’t want to see my special little brother sad and depressed @heartsofc, he is so wonderful and lovely to me, I want to see my little bro truly happy and healthy, my awesome little bro deserves all the happiness life can bring, please don’t kill yourself little bro, you mean so much to me, everything will be OK little bro, you will overcome all the years of pain and so many more brighter days will be ahead, I am so proud of my little bro and I’ll always love and care about him, hold your head up high and smile brightly, my little bro will lead a successful life, things will get better for you little bro mentally, emotionally and physically, please keep going forward and never give up, you can do it little brother because you are a survivor, remember to always believe in yourself little brother, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent or reach out to me on Gmail/Hangouts little bro, I love you so much little brother, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)