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    Trevor posted an update 4 years, 11 months ago

    It’s been a terrible past 2 months. But the one thing I can always count on, is that every time I reach my lowest points, I can always come on here and find compassion and empathy. I’ve been going through a lot that I can’t even openly talk to friends or family about. Sometimes I find myself drowning in loneliness during long nights when I can’t sleep.

    But tonight someone reached out to me and we talked on her lunch break. It’s crazy how so many people just take their friendships for granted, I know because years ago I used to be one of those people. I’ve never had many close friends, it’s not because I want to be left alone, I just don’t even know how to reach out to others most of the time.

    I feel so overwhelmed right now, I have to fall asleep soon (1am right now) so I can run errands tomorrow. I’m trying to research all the productivity, workflow apps I can right now so I can run my whole life from my phone while I’m living in my car.

    I have so many plans, so many projects I want to get back into right now. My life was reset and everything was wiped out, I lost everything. But I’m also free of all the distractions that used to hold me back.

    I’m cautiously optimistic right now. Finally starting to gather up like minded people so I can rebuild my Discord server and rebuild a place for all of us to focus on our goals, collaborate on projects, coordinate plans through Trello, mindmeister, mind maps, etc.

    It’s just so much work, it’s mentally exhausting. I feel like I have to create the whole infrastructure before I start inviting people to join in, so that I have something to show them, that I’m serious. But I need to stop being a perfectionist and just bring in people now so we can all get the ball rolling right away.

    Mood : Grateful
    • Stay positive and know you will make great things happen @nightwake, you will lead a truly successful, happy and productive life filled with so much brightness Trevor, I know how you feel, I’m shy too and find it hard to connect, bond and form relationships with others, it’s nice to see that someone reached out to you Trevor, do appreciate and value that human connection with her Trevor, remember to try your best to surround yourself with good things that bring you hope, you will meet compassionate people who will stick by you, do fantastic things and make all your dreams come true, always be kind to yourself and make your dreams come true, you can do it Trevor, always believe in yourself and never give up, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)