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    $teve posted an update 5 years ago

    I had a dream last night, it was a lucid dream. I was with my dad and my mom, in a car driving to a destination I wasn’t familiar with. I had control of everything in my dream, so I did the most stupidest thing of stealing the wheel from my dad and turning the car towards a cliff. I tried desperately to reverse the car as quickly as possible, but unfortunately the car still kept on going. I would have had the control of teleporting all of us to a safe destination, but I was frozen in shock when I found my dad dead in the car, and my mom disappearing after a split second. I couldn’t be in this horrible nightmare of mine, and so I escaped the way I would usually escape from these kinds of dreams, Suicide. I saw a car driving towards me, and I decided to jump into it, forcing me to wake up. This morning I felt a sort of horror for experiencing that, and I tried to look for my dad, luckily being alive still and just getting ready for work. I felt really sick after I woke up, and my dad told me to just stay home and drink some tea and medicine to sooth my inner pain. For the next half hour or so, I only thought of that dream and wondered Why?, why would I do something that stupid that costed my dads life, in a dream which I had total control of? It made no sense, but at the end I was just glad that it was all a horrible dream.

    Mood : Afraid
    • Oli replied 5 years ago

      Please don’t let bad dreams make you feel afraid @anxietyattack66, I would try to focus your mind on happy things that bring you a sense of calmness, positivity and relaxation, let your family know that you love them Steve, try to stay upbeat and make your day as bright as you can, everything will be OK Steve, keep going forward and always smile, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) (hugs)