Please don’t let your struggles get you down @caramel4, you are such a wonderful, lovely and special person who truly deserves all the happiness that life has to offer, do get your thoughts, feelings and emotions out in a way that truly benefits you, hold your head up high and know you are a survivor who will overcome all the dark moments, remember so many more brighter days are ahead for you and things will get better, always believe in yourself Mel and never give up, you can do it, keep going forward with optimism Mel, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone (hugs)