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    Cecelia posted an update 5 years, 2 months ago

    Feeling completely low, yet again. I wish this would go away, though I can’t help but feel like I Don’t belong anywhere and am nothing – and perhaps i don’t deserve to have good people around me and feel happy, honestly. I just don’t know what to do or think, I hardly feel alive right now. It’s been going on almost 2 months. I need to talk to a professional probably, but there is so much its not enough time or energy to do so.I feel like I’d be better off dead; but I need to focus on what I am doing now with studies and hopefullly find work, that is all I exist for, how sad.

    • @invincible, you will always belong among us. I feel the exact same way about everything. Literally everything. The only difference is I’m limited in getting help by my dad, who doesn’t believe in either depression or therapy.

    • Please don’t let sadness get you down @invincible, you belong in this community Cecelia, BT is so lucky to have such a kind, compassionate and loving angel like yourself as a member, we all care about you sweetie, you deserve to be surrounded by hope, empathy and love hun, please be kind to yourself and know things will get better, you are a survivor who will overcome all her struggles and brighter days will be ahead, everything will be OK Cecelia, keep going forward and never give up, you can do it, inbox me anytime if you want to chat or vent, stay strong, you are never alone :) <3 (hugs)

    • thank you so much Fading Echo. I am always here for you!!

    • thank you so much Oli, those are very kind words, means so much.

    • You’re welcome @invincible. Likewise, I’m here for you too.